When they finally caught up to me Waste time wit me This time on me Know you could baby Know you should baby Late night on me All the perks on me I could do you good baby You know you should baby Know you hate me Waste time Waste days Waste it wit me Week two Too beam You could waste me Kook keep me up for daylight A bottle a night Keeps the distance at bay Can't even sleep when I'm sober Been waiting for summer A lot on my plate Ik that this shit isnt over Xan help me wait We been scheming fo years nigga I can not wait It's all in the rear view Cuz I can't relate She taught me love before they taught me hate I'm tripping Ik it I gave in to drugs Just want you to notice Aderall help me focus You show no emotion I could doubles thes doses for you Vilano beach wit mimosas for you
Chaque décision est admirable, parfois je veux m'vanger mais j'suis pas rencunier moi, Faut m'aimer moi, d'un air sournois me regarde pas, Si pieds sous terre dans le sable, j'en oubli même des visages, La pensée plus grande que la visa d'un J'ai perdu les repères, et c'est un scandale, je cherche l’innocence, mais je j'trouve que dalle, dans l'enfance, à part la fons-dale, J'ai fondé ma mentalité au stade de m'en battre les couilles et j'te l'enfonce. J'veux toujours plus, c'est mon problème, si mon c'est tout l'monde, C'que j'dis, c'que j'pense a t-il vraiment de l'importance aux yeux des gens, J'cherche des opportunités d'être opportun, et j'attends au portail. J'crois avoir une longueur d'avance parce qu’ils ne savent pas, putain, J'suis le premier des cons, mais le dernier à l'avoir su. J'me pose des questions, après j'me rends compte que c'est trop dur de réfléchir Et puis d'merde, si j'fais rien, mon ignorance va s'éppaissir, mais à vrai dire que voulez-vous, on m'avait prévenu, je sais c'que j'fais, en fait non, mas j'ai les cartes en main c'est sûr, J'veux qu'mes regrets partent en train, avec des potes qu'on s'mette en transe, On transporte effictement le chagrin, mais on sourrit à dépourvu, En dépit d'déprimer, sous des airs de piano, tu sais ces fins d'soirées, T'es un peu allumé, ton cerveau est éteint, et t'agis en dédain, L'osmose d'une bonne conscience qui cherche sa belle histoire sans fin. J'ai commencé la route mais jamais fait le plein. La vie s'affesse à coup de marteau et de fesses, pas de messes basses, c'est comme ça que ça se passe dans ma tête, j'suis dans l'espace. Si j'arrive laisse place à la tolérance, juge pas sois cohérent, Et puis merde ça fout des vents, j'me contente d'être différent. La vie s'affesse au fur et à mesure, j'veux être quelqu'un d'bien, Faudrait déjà qu'commence par décider si j'veux vivre l'an prochain, Ça part d'un bon sentiment, tu veux rêver un peu que dalle, le truc qui t'envole c'est joints, Mais cette démarche est illégale.
Yuh, tryin cope with these feelings, they be putting me to shame Sometimes I wish I just had the fame Now you out, your just fair game And now I'm out and Im feeling like a lame And now I'm out puttin this gun to my brain Tryin train my hand to squeeze the trigger Wanting to leave nothing but just a stain I'm streerin in this rain Feelin nothing but pain Last week we were doing just great Fast forward this week I feeling nothing hate I fell for your bait Tried to open up a gate So maybe we could articulate But now it's too late It's time to deviate I fell for your bait Damn I really fell for that bait Questioning Why i dedicate Why did I dedicate so much I wish that we could just retouch I wish that we could just retouch Why did I even dedicate I wish that we could just retouch Wish A day after we breakup You go and put on makeup Go out with your friends and go and meetup Take a drink out of your red cup A few seconds later You and some random dude hookup I just wanted to blow up How could you be so cold Hesitated on callin But feared of falling Told me some bullshit "We can still be friends" Herd that shit before You left my heart sore I don't want to do this anymore
I'm sorry No apologizes Dead tone when I call the angels, but the demons always callin me, scared of the light because of the shadows that follow me, I'm a person, I'm a person, I'm a person, I'm a human being, what is life when individuality is the meaning, what is right, when reality is dreaming, they told me I couldn't, but they never said I couldn't stop believing, they say time heals but I see her when I'm dreaming, following my footsteps to the top I wished I started leaning cause if this isn't rock bottom I guess I'll hit it when they cut the rope from the ceiling.... but then I tell myself I'm a person I'm a person I'm a person I matter I don't care about me Nobody won't If I died tonight Play it in reverse Silent words but the pain isn't the worse, it's when you cry for help but scared to let it all out, how I am suppose to tell anyone how I feel when I get anxiety jus leaving my house, Depression is like addiction, overdose cause pain and affliction, nobody listens behind a mask because it's a conflict of interest
I had the best intentions but the wrong outlook caring so much what other people thought picking up drugs just little stuff here and there but starting developing a habit it was pretty clear I wanted aprooval and ended up getting on hard drugs picking a life i wasn't even fond of where problems don't get talked out but instead it's raise your fists or pull your gun out looking back why the fuck did I fiind that group of people so appealing was it the risk the slanging and stealing or maybe the attention they got from the lady's, now I'm stuck im so far gone i think I might be completely corrupt doubt there's any good left I developed a criminal mind but usally I never want anything but I actually wanna try this time.
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