$crim I cried so much when you said all that shit bro! We seriously fucking love you guys and everything you do!! Seriously saving people's lives out here and you guys are helping me out rn with my PTSD and manic depression. I will be rocking $uicideboy$ till Im buried and that's facts
Recently lost my job the girl of my dream, family ain't getting along, so much addictions under one roof, lotta bs RN but knowing the boys know how it feels makes me feel like I can over come this BS
There was a guy behind me screaming “play Paris” each time they did they finished a song and would start leading into the next song. Was the most annoying thing in the world especially since he kept trying to take the rail spot from me.
They gave this speech in My town when they were here and I really fucked with what scrim was saying. I really needed to hear a lot of those things and it was cool being surrounded by over a thousand people who are almost like a family. G59 all day!
I'm from Germany but I love them so much. I understand english very well. I feel their music because I've got PTSD. I can't feel love, feelings of guilt and joy. Most of the times I can't even laugh or smile. I just sit there and can't show emotions. I'm 16 and I was drinking heavily 2 years because of the things I've done since I was 6 and the things I've seen. It might be cringe or something that I was writing this but I'm so happy that the boy$ exist
You cant have 1 thing without the other. You can't have good without bad and visa versa. They shed soo much darkness that it created light. Everything happens and is for a reason. Nothing is a mistake!
My phone died before i could record the last few songs and this speech by scrim, so thank you for uploading this. Also, do you happen to have recorded the last few songs? If you have the videos in a google drive folder somewhere could you link it?
I recorded every set they did I will prolly upload them to a folder or something this coming weekend or whenever i get some free time through the week. 👌
I do feel hope, $crim. My beats and my raps are always going to be in the same vein as Three Six Mafia and you guys, but as time goes on I integrate more hopeful and honest lyrics and even melodic beats. I was homeless and selling meth around the time these guys got help and them getting help was one of the things that enabled me to save myself Thank you $B
Im only 21 and I can’t fucking handle it, I can’t stop fucking drinking and I have a 1 yr old daughter and a wife. I feel like im going down hill and these boys plus my wife and kid keep me going. I don’t have any fucking family so the boys and my new family keep me going. The speech at the start made me damn burst into tears. I don’t know how to ask for help, I drink a whole handle of rum in a few days just to not feel anything and I do give my daughter love and take care of her but i feel like I’m still not enough. This shit is getting to me and I’m addicted. All I want to do is drink because it makes me feel good and forget about everything. I just want to give my daughter the life I’ve never had and I feel like I’m already fucking up like my dad did me. Maybe he’s the reason I’m like this, I’m drunk as fuck right now and I don’t know how to ask for help I don’t want to ask I just want to talk about it and have someone listen for once.
give your daughter the world man. i feel like absolute dirt too, nothing can help me, I’ve ugly cried to this speech, but im too fucked up, i don’t even want to get better, id rather die than try to better myself. im so fucking low.
I've fucked with these guys for so long, I had an opportunity to see them in my hometown in 2015 or 2016 after hearing Paris for the first time. My boyfriend at the time told me, "that's not a concert a man should take his girlfriend too." I am luckily not with that person anymore, & my love for the duo has just increased. I too struggle with opioid addiction, so the fact that they are both sober from opiates gives me so much hope. If Ruby & Scrim can get clean, I can too. Other people just dont get it. They say, "how can you heal when the music is so dark?" which more so applies to their older tracks. I've struggled with being suicidal & depressed most of my life, I tried to kill myself at 19 years old by overdosing on sleeping pills. I've self-harmed, I've hated myself for so long. I am 27 now & its very refreshing to hear amazing beats, sick lyrics, & for the subject matter to be about darkness & suffering with these very same issues that I do. I feel like they get me. I don't feel alone.
They've both been off hard drugs for quite a while, ruby smokes weed thats it far as I know. The speech is to bring awareness to mental health and encourage people struggling to get help, because it's damn hard to get help when you're struggling
I was a heroin/all drugs addict for 18 yrs. On Methadone for 23 yrs now & finally on it for the right reasons doing the right thing & staying clean but its an every day struggle. Its so hard to stay clean no matter how many years go by clean. That thought & feeling of wanting to use just comes up either when something upsets u or gets u mad or just for no reason at all & it sucks but I dont act on it. I also have clinical depression, anxiety disorder & PTSD as well that Im on meds for each. Some days I just wanna get fucked up or get in a shitty mood outta nowhere & wanna die. Shit just stays with u. So that’s what he’s sayin. Doesn’t mean he’s not clean. When we’re addicts for over half our lives & thats all we kno, its hard for that to just disappear & never pop up in ur head ever again. I’ll be dealing wit this shit for the rest of my life just like they will & it really sucks
No"fighting addiction" doesn't mean doing drugs.....it means fighting to NOT do them. I had a drinking problem for a bit and still feel like I want to chug some liquor when things get really stressful and I work hard to move on from that feeling and thought. That is fighting addiction. (Everyone is on their own journey fighting their own battles but they aren't alone in this world. Some people might not be fully "sober" and might smoke some weed but that isn't their addiction, it might be something else they are abstaining from. This fight is unique for every individual. Best wishes to you!)
they might’ve helped you get here but you’re here because of you man. you made the decision to get up every day and not completely give up on life. if the most selfish thing you can do is suicide then the most selfless thing has to be goin on living. we’re here so the people around us don’t go without a son, or go on without a brother, or nephew or whatever. if u can’t live for u find someone u can live for. it might seem like the people around u are better off without you but they will hurt more than u will ever know. you’re doing good man just keep that head up brother.
