» I'm what's wrong. 

When you start to notice, you aren't here anymore. You're smile is fake, your laugh is. different.. You've become a stranger, and all you can do is watch them take over.

I can't even cry anymore. I'm so numb inside.. I've been hurt so much.. I just.. can't express myself anymore..

i really dont see the point of living, breathing, anything. because in the end. we just end up dying either from suicide or from the world sayin "ok uve done ur damage time for u to go"

I'm what's wrong... really true. I'm always the one that causes problems,make people mad. make people disappointed. make people sad. it's always me. I'm always at fault. sometimes it's always better to pretend. keep it all to urself is probably the best choice to survive on. but at the end of the day ur the one hurting. it's always me hurting myself. sometimes I just want to give up. die. it's probably the best way to survive. no pain. no nothing...

i want to leave this world. i don’t deserve anything. but i can’t hurt anyone anymore, they don’t deserve it. i wish i could disappear without hurting my family.

For you that is reading this: I know it's hard passing thorugh these type of feelings, I know it is. You can say to me "You'll never understand. And you have nothing to deal with me". I know that... but I just want to say, that even if you feel like that, you are special and there are people Around that love you for who you are! You need to believe that even if you think that you are not doing anything here on here, you should stay because you may not know that even if you're feeling like that, there are people around feeling the same or worse than you that need you because you changed their lives. I have two friends of mine that think like that and I might not show them in the best way but they are special to me, they are a part of me and of my life and without them I would feel lost and a part of my heart would be broken. No one will read this but if they did... YOU ARE SPECIAL AND LOVED ❤

why is this so sad...and relatable in my case

irgendwie immer passend zum richtigen tag beängstigend aber wundervoll

Im not crying ........ whos cutting onions

I'm scared to live and die. I'll be happy is I didn't exist.

No matter what I do. I'm what's wrong!! I'm broken!!! My heart can't take it anymore

I'm lost and don't know who I am anymore and I told my friend I wasn't fine and she ignored it so I just don't say anything and pretend to be happy but I help everyone around me when they are down and don't let it slide but I don't even know who i am im completely lost and don't know what to do I just keep on losing a piece of me everyday every second and I'm just done 😭

you have no idea how much i am in love with ur videos specially this one ♡♡ this one just describes my depression and anxiety in a perfect way ♡♡ i am in love with everytime i feel like breaking down i watch it then i fall asleep thank u for this keep up the good work ♡♡

This explains my life... everything I touch falls apart. I would cry if I could, but I can't cry anymore. I just can't feel anything anymore.

Daumen oben! Ganz tolles.. freut mich, dass wieder ein neues Video da ist :$

I'm trying to hear the audio, but the crunching of my cereal is louder. 👁👄👁

Omg, this touched my heart.

wunderschön wie immer❤😔

to everyone's who's watching this,just know that it's not because you're feeling bad rn that it'll never end,you have the right to be sad,it's okay to cry but please,please,don't hurt yourself. doing this won't make you feel better or anything,it won't just hurt your family or your friends you'll be the one who will be the most hurt. I'm having you back so please,live.

fange an zu weinen das berührt mich tiefst 😭😭😭❤ ich liebe deine viedeos 😭😍

Wunderschön 3>

Ich liebe deine Videos... Mal wieder toll geworden..

Tolles Video❤.....habe mich voll gefreut das ein neues da ist :)❤ ich liebe deine Videos*^*❤

I love your videos so much!!! You edit so well

Why can i relate tot these so much. I hate myself, everyday i look in the mirror and see someone who is not meant to be here. I wish i could just dissapear or sleep and never wake up

voll schön... ♡

Mal wieder wundervolles Video und alles Gute zu 60.000 Abonnenten... ich Hoffe dir geht es irgendwann besser❤

Wie ich diese Videos liebe😩😍

ein wundervolles video..

Daumen hoch mega geil mir kommen die Tränen 😭❤

This expresses how I feel inside but I don't show it to no one anymore. When I did they never understood or care to.

Deine Videos sind super 😍😍😍

Schönes Video...Spricht mir gerade aus der Seele....

I wish I couldn't feel.. I don't want these emotions

I fake a smile and I tell people and they tell me it's just a phase and I told my dad that I'm need a physiatrist and he said why just so they tell u thing that aren't true so they just take my money and I feel like he doesn't care and the people who do my parents tell me to stay away from them and my mom isn't there and I blame myself for everything and my dad tells me to control myself and I do but when I hurt and breakdown my dad tells me to be stronger and I have but it don't work and I have do everything but nothing works

Omg so traurig ein sehr sehr schönes video

First voice comes from "Supernatural" I watched it, and when I heard them, I cried

wunderschön

Listen I know life can be hard I should know life sucks for me and I mean that my family hates me I'm sick really sick and I don't know how I got better but I didn't want to live at some point in my life because if everything that happened but here I am better then ever and alive and just stay strong and never give up

mega Video❤❤❤

this video describes my current situations and current life.

I feel like crying but I can’t, hearing deans voice in the beginning made me so sad, I wish I could cry but I feel nothing

what do you have to change inside to survive ... عِنْدَمَا لَا تَسْتَطِيعُ أَنْ تَقْتَرِبَ وَلَا تَسْتَطِيعُ أَنْ تَبْتَعِدَ وَلَا تَسْتَطِيعُ أَنْ تَنْسَى وَلَا تَسْتَطِيعُ أَنْ تَتَجَاوَزَ 👌😔 فَأَهْلًا بِكَ بِالمُنْتَصَفِ المُمِيتِ الَّذِي لَا حَوْلَ لَكَ فِيهِ وَلَا

i don’t want to relate to this and i just want to be happy

this is the fight ive been having with myself for over a year. just starting to go away now..

Daumen hoch mega geil Wange an zu weinen 😭berührt mich zu tiefste ❤😭

For all of us hurting we’ll be okay

I rarely cry but when I watch this...

That is just great

This hit home

Everyday I wake up im in pain. Every breath I take im in pain

I tried to kill myself 4 years ago. I haven't been the same since. I tried changing my life for the better and i did succeed a little. But I've never smiled like how i used to before. I've neither laughed nor cried harder than i used to. I'm broken. Part of me died in that field 4 years ago and the rest is slowly rotting away.

True,,well said,,

I am dead inside Im worthless I hate what i see when i look in mirror I had enough Im scared to breath to have people to care for me I have depression Im hurting everyone around me Im like a broken mirror I want to now how some people keep going when bad things happen I didn't want to do anything i didn't want to do nothing I have tried my entire life to be the best to be grate to be perfect but i cant so i gave up i lock myself up in my room i don't talk to anyone anymore

I'm like a glass, shattered upon the ground and the prices are everywhere

Now I feel terrible. But I felt that way before so who cares. But dean always gets me. Hes sadly telling the truth. Ouch.

schön

Ich liebe deine Videos 💝💝💝😥😿wenn es mir schlecht geht schaue ich immer deine Videos

habe dich eben entdeckt....wow

Everyone says I have no reason to be depressed cause I have everything when know actually knows what's going on and how I feel. I'll tell my parents and they will say will fix your attitude then maybe you'll have more privileges but how can I act happy when ik.not . The only way I get to talk to my best friend is texting and I haven't texted her in months cause im not allowed.but it's my fault I can't be happy and I make everyone else around me and cause I'm disrespectful and can't get good grades when I try so hard but I'm just being lazy they say. There's no point of me trying anymore when I just ruin everything.

dean winchester needs all the hugs in the world

Dean Winchester said once u touch that darkness it never really goes away so true it never really went away from me

Everytime I find myself I feel so lost. I feel like I’m insane and always have been but somehow my brain has tried to keep that a secret. It’s like I’m watching my life from the sunken place and all I see is me being a piece of shit son and hurting everyone around me and I can’t do anything about it.

I dont know if anyone will see this message but all the time I'm scared. Scared of losing someone I really love and that's a big reason why I want to die and if I'm gone then maybe my head would stop. But try and hold on and I'm trying to make it through life with a smile on my face. Even if it's fake... it hurts

Why do I pretend to be okay when in reality all I am is broken.. I'm like a really old book one that the words have faded and blurred and the cover is torn and broke to the point you cannot even read the title but it has been sitting on the shelf so long you forgot to throw it away so it just sits there and years pass and you don't even notice

sau schönes trauriges lied :(:'(

I’m different recently. I’m like a zombie. Just a dead thing and other people have noticed. I don’t know why. My friends got mad at me and I didn’t know why so I cut them off, they were the only people I’d turn to... I’m destroying my own life and I don’t feel anything.

I know how dead you are inside, how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see. true how I feel every time I stare into the mirror And that so true its what I also feel everyday it just sucks

The worst part about this is, that today is my 13th birthday and im watching videos like this

this song explains everything I'm just so fucking done with life😔🔪✌🔫

I just found that my cousin looks at this... I hope she is okay. I have noticed a change in her

1:10 hits me the most :))

I love you more then anything I never felt this way about anyone and when I look at pictures of us and look back on those moments we captured and even the times where you were to busy loving the scenery to notice how beautiful and graceful you are and how much you are my whole world I love you so much I just wish you fight for us fight for me don’t let me go stop ignoring me and stop acting like you don’t care when you see me break down in front of you with tears streaming down my face begging you to keep me strong looking to you for strength and to save me like I saved you and how I love you more then the beautiful moments in life why can’t you see that you are the one who keeps me going and keeps guard of my heart and my happiness it’s all because of you you saved me from my self when I was younger and now you can’t find the same love to save me from what you done to me please just save me from my Demons before they take over me again I can’t find the positive in life when you’re the one who isn’t here and who makes me appreciate life more then anything

I do Everthing but that Feeling Inside dont Go

I'm done

Relatable I can't love myself so I chose someone that will break me even more why should I live like just why

i cried at spencer

sometimes I think I should give up and let everything go

The life gonna take us someplace

I understand people need to vent but PLEASE dont say stuff like that in the comments. Some people say they have gone through it all but have only gone through 1/10 of the process. Im so god damn tired of people giving sob stories. They have help for us not the people in the comment sections

relatable

i just want to end this pain .......... i can't handle this any longer

Relatable

Wunderschön Süße.. Wenn du reden willst, ich bin da 💕..

I've given up.... It's just so crazy that I'm done.... I'm just wanna escape but I'm scared that I'm gonna miss out the things yet to come. What if my life will be better soon..

ooh my god this is so me 😍💔

1:08 you could have taken the dexter voice because it is really calm but deep at the same time.

I'm tired of trying to love the ones that hurt me. I can't help but love you when you are happy but hate you when you become angry or mad at me. I'm sorry I can't do anything right, I always seem to be the problem. I'm to tough with everything. I can't seem to be smart in school. I'm not talented. I'm always making those around me unhappy. why do I hurt and disappoint those that only pretend to love me. why must you give me false hope when you never really believed in me? I have tryed over and over to do it your way but you never seem to want me to do it your way. you want me to do it your way but you do another, you say you want me to be the best i can be but you tell me to stop being me, you want me to be able to read your mind and then you just call it having commonsense, I'm sorry I'm retarded for not being what you want and do everything you want me to do, I'm sorry I'm not what you want, I'm sorry I feel like this, I'm sorry you think I'm a monster and never will be anything else but that, I'm sorry you seem to want to make yourself feel better about yourself by trying to make me be you but I'm not, I'm sorry I'm not, I'm sorry I can't seem to tell you how I feel about anything, im sorry I can't hold everything in every second of the day, I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm trying so hard to be me but not, I'm trying to be grateful, I'm trying to make you happy, I'm trying to just breath so I can feel I can live without having to know I'm just going to have to hold my breath again, I'm trying to give you all that I have but you seem to not want it or its not good enough. what can I do if it's me that seems to want to keep trying but have already given up? what can I do if I'm so tired of having to try to be someone when I can always just be nothing? what if I just want to give up on life because I can never see myself being successful or happy in the future or making you happy? I'm trying so desperately to try and Change the way I feel, but I cant. I can't find anything else that seems to be strong enough. I can never look in the mirror without remembering that night when I can barley breath as that pillow was placed on top of my head in as my sisters just sit in there beds watching. I can't help but see a failure, a fat loser, a neglection to everything, a worthless human being if you can even call me a human, a nothing unheard broken shattered glass that will never be put back to gather. I'm tired of being be, I'm tired of seeing the same face..... I'm only trying to be honest but you will never believe me. should I hang myself with a chain on a tree branch, or should I try to imagine my father dieing in front of my eyes? this will never make sense for those who are reading this but it will make sense for those who I'm trying to talk to without them even knowing I'm saying anything. I don't want your sympathy, I don't want your help, I don't want you to doubt me, I don't want you to give up like you already have, I don't want you to think I'm worthless, I don't want to be nothing but a disappointment, I don't want you to give me up. I'm sorry, you say that's all you ever wanted me to say to you but every time I do its never good enough, is this better? is this enough? is this worth everything I can give you? is this the apology you wanted from me? I'm sorry your going to be mad at me for writing this but what else can I do when there is nothing else? I know you will never change, I never asked you too, I don't want you to because I wouldn't be the person I am today if it wasn't for you so i thank you for making me like this without even knowing this is what I was becoming. I'm thanking you for making me feel things I never wanted to. I never asked to feel. I'm thanking you for trying to make it seem like your trying to do everything that is best for me but in reality it's not. this isn't something you can change because you cant change the way I feel. I think not one can't. I'm sorry you were given something broken from the very beginning, but don't worry I don't think you will have to deal with it for much longer. I'm thanking you for being my parents when I know no one else would want to be. I may never agree with me and what I am saying but I never agreed with anything you have said before have i?

I'm whats wrong, and theres nothing i can do about it.....

Deaann

I'm was wrong . How you keep going when the worst things happened ? What do you have to change to survive ?! Please someone can answer this for me ?

Wenn ich fragen konnte, kann ich dieses Audio benutzen für eine animation zu machen? Ich hat es voll geliebt

No matter what I say, I fail. I make ppl angry, or hate me. I wish I could do better by ONE (&/OR) ppl. But I can't even get ONE thing right FOR something as stupit as me (alone). This is my hell. My consequence. Cuz every EVERY *attempt* has BETRAYED me. ! :(((

The best way to not get your heart broken Is to pretend like you don't have one 😭💔

Gefällt mir gut weil es eben auch wahr ist...

This is me :,3 I ain't complaining....//

Dean are you there!!?

can you some how, make this video downloadable? because I really want this as a tune so I can listen 2 it without Internet please❤I love your vidsss.

I don’t even know why I live..why was I brought up to this world? I don’t wanna live anymore I just make everything worst and worst...

So tired of living and so scared of dying