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when Hannah's mother finds her, you can hear all the emotion in her voice, but still says 'Youre fine' and wants to believe that her child is still with her rather than facing the reality of her dead body
@@leia-jimathena5160 🖤 she has peace now.. and I'm actually teaching younger people about dealing with situations like this so this actually gave me some kind of strength and even though she's not here anymore, I will have her with me forever (I got the tattoo we both wanted)
Sad Multifandom. YAAASSSSSS!!! I didn't wanna live anyway. *cries* P.S. Those 13 Reasons Why clips were hurtful and intense af. I *really* need to watch it, I guess. And cry some more.
Here's a list of movies and tv shows I know from the video Riverdale 0.14 to 0.22 0.41 to 1.02 13 reasons why 0.25 to 0.27 2.08 to 3.32 If I stay 0.27 to 0.39 How to get away with murder 1.03 to 1.15 Duff 1.18 to 1.21 1.37 to 1.41 Stuck in love 1.23 to 1.25 Teen wolf 1.27 to 1.30 Pretty little lairs 1.32 to 1.35 Perks of being a wallflower 1.42 to 2.04
sometimes I feel that It's my fault that I cause pain to others even though it's truly not and that hurts me so much that I just want to end my life so I can be free. This pain is so hurtful that no one can see it or feel it because they just don't understand that what we go through is tough.
"Your don't depressed...your perfectly fine. You have no reason to be upset! Your not the only person with issues. Stop making everything about you!" Why does this hurt so much?
That scene where Logan was crying. Man it's the movie Stuck in love and I've seen that movie so many times to know what happens but I still cry everytime.
The first part, the "it's all my fault" I understand that. I'm hurting myself because I feel like I should be hurting but I'm not. No one blames me for the things I've almost done and thought because of what I was going through. It's not easy to just turn a blind eye when someone who verbally abused you for years tells you he's about to kill himself and the first thing you think is "I wish you would" Then it happens and you can't bring your self to feel bad. You know you should, but you don't, and so you hurt yourself to substitute that guilt and it doesn't work.
There are sometimes in life where you fall down and feel like you don’t have the strength to get up so you wear a mask to school and act like everything’s OK when it’s not
My life is perfect. I have great parents that love each other, an older sister, a little brother. I am exceptional in school, was never bullied... My life is just perfect. That's whats wrong. I probably sound like such a spoilt brat, not being grateful for what I have. Believe me, I am... but... Do you know what comes with a perfect life? You being perfect, and everyone else expecting you to be perfect as well. I once tried to speak to my mother about my depression and anger issues, but she just dismissed it, shrugged it off. "You're just tired, you will think differently tomorrow." she'd say. Or "Are you acting? Stop messing around." I'd always get top marks, and if i didn't or if i got a few wrong, it'd be the talk of the class. They'd never let me live it down. Which leads to me being even more disappointed in myself and sad. My reason for depression? I honestly don't know tbh. I've always felt that theres something missing in my life, I mean I act normal and nice to everyone all the time. But as soon as i'm alone I feel empty, and to be really honest I love being alone, I'd rather be alone. That makes me think that maybe it's all an act, I don't even know which emotions I show are genuine anymore... I always imagine killing my family members (especially my sister because we fight the most and I genuinely don't like her,) I could never kill my little brother though, but when he annoys me I sometimes slap him and get a bit violent. I cry afterwards all the time and I'm crying while writing this now. I'm beginning to think i'm crazy or that i'm a psychopath. Is there a name for this or something? Should I see a doctor? I doubt my mother would listen anyway, and I couldn't bring myself to explain it all to her. She wouldn't understand. I'm still young and have a lot of time to grow, maybe these feelings will go away as I get older? I really hope so. I'm afraid that I could end up hurting someone really badly, maybe even end up killing someone. Is this even depression? Or is it just a phase...
There r sometimes In life ,were u fall down and feel like u don’t have the strength to get up so u put a mask on your face and act like everything’s OK when it’s NOT 🤕♥️
when u say your fine your really not if u act the right way and say the right thing your fine right?.. people think because u act or say something just right your fine but what people dont want to see is the darkness or scary things in your life that u cant change i honestly dont know anymore i hate deppresion but i cant change that i have it
I relate to this edit so much . About 2 months ago i was almost raped by my own friend who i trusted. We were friends for 4 years and i didnt saw this coming as i trusted him. One night i was drinking with him and one of his friends. I was drunk and things got crazy between 3 of us. He and his friend pushed me into a room and i tried to fight back but i wasnt strong enough. Both of them were guys and i was alone. I blamed myseld for being so stupid to drink with them. But i trusted him. But i forgave him and forget what happend that day as we were all drunk and i couldnt blame anyone else except myself . But two days later , i was alone with him and i didnt thought anyth could get worse as we werent drunk or anytg. Thn he choke me and force himself on me. I pushed him but he kept going i screamed no , stop but he didnt care and i wasnt able to do anything . I was just so scared that i started to ignore what was going on zoned out . Then i heard friends saying that the incident when we were drunk, he wasnt drunk so it all made sense he tried to rape me. And i blamed myself to be so foolish into trusting him. But i couldnt believe our 4 years of friendship could have ended up this way
Nur Emilya you're so strong for being able to speak on what happened to you . Rape is never YOUR fault , YOU should never be held responsible for someone you trust taking advantage of you . You're an amazing person never forget that
I came here to see if I would be sad at these videos? I struggled? To feel anything but empty? Soulless maybe. But that's me and that's what I am the ability to barely feel pain anymore is so good to me.
Okay, I absolutely loved this video. It is amazing, but can we stop supporting 13 reasons why. It glorifies suicide and increased teen suicide rates. The message is good but they wrote it inccorectly and made it a misrepresentation of actual teenage depression. Besides those factors it's also a terrible written show, often forgetting some key details and adding in parts just to glorify suicide even more. I strongly suggest you watch Hijack horseman, or another Netflix show that actually has good writing. Once again, not hating on the video, it was absolutely perfect. I'm just tired of seeing a show be famous for misrepresentation of actual suicide, unlike others that at the very least know how to write it and listen to the psychologists.
Im supposed to smile while thanking the person when someone gets me a gift. But since I dont smile, I am useless and UNAPPRECIATIVE. It is all my fault because since I dont smile, I am rude. HAHAHAHAHA well no one wonders why I dont smile anymore, now its my fault HAHAHA
