it kinda reminds me of those old games we used to play back in 2016-2017, all the challenges we watched on youtube.. it breaks my heart knowing i will never be as happy as i was back then.. but I'm also happy... because at least i got to experience it. To everyone here right now, wondering why life is treating you like this, just know that your whole life was already written the day you were born, and whatever you're going through will get better than how it is now. I have 4 best friends right now. Two of them I'm sure are fake, and two of them i hold very close to my heart. i always thought i would never ever get sick of those two friends.. but now that i am... i only have 2 people who probably don't even like me. Now obviously, I'm sure everything will change. I will live a happier life, married, with 3 children soon. I will live a carefree life with all my loved ones. I will be truly happy. May Allah grant everyone here a place in jannah, and happiness in al dunya and the 2akhira. May everyone have a happy life, with the best of friends, and live the happiest of moments with them. May everyone have the best time during life, and i pray everyone cherishes life, because before you know it, you're taking your last breaths, wondering what an amazing life you've had. Please, eat well, drink well, and make sure you're healthy. I don't want anyone here going through what i did, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, self-harm, crying and ripping my hair out, and way worse.. please, don't put yourself through that. Please be happy, and live your life to the fullest. Don't forget, everyone has love in their heart, so it's impossible for nobody to love you. Someone has to love you, even if its just a little. All that "just a little" love from people will soon add up to so much love you wont be able to contain it! Now go, rest my dear, lie down on your bed, and think about things. Let it all out if you have to, just know that my virtual shoulder will be right here with you every step of the way, and i will never leave you. I will always be there for you. I will be your best friend, your sister, your motherly figure, whatever it is I will be there for you, always. I love you, so much. Inshallah everyone here gets granted a place in jannah, and again, may everyone live the happiest of lives, even after their dunya is over. Just know that even if you didn't live a happy life, you can always count on allah. Go pray, and talk to allah, because trust me, the 2akhira is going to reward you for your patience with everything you've ever dreamed of! You want a chocolate river? You may have one! You want unlimited friends? You may have them! You won't even need to pray there! If you pray in the dunya, there will be no need to pray in jannah! There won't be any fasting, and you wont even need to use the bathroom!! So go and live your life, while also praying to allah, because soon enough, (inshallah) you will be happier :).
You are here because you hit the lowest of the low in your life. It is what it is I Might not be there but maybe you are if you are reading this just know. Whatever or however, hard your path has been. Remember, you have made it this far. I want you to push forward no matter what. I listen to the and think what could I have done better to wherever is reading this I hope you live the best of lives good luck:)
I don’t know where I am going to end up in this world who I am going to be with in the future I’m scared of losing her maybe it’s won’t be her with me. Sometimes I wish I die early cuz it will be easier for everyone but thank you to everyone who made me smile one day in my life I’m tired of expectations I think I’ve seen enough I hope you have a great life bug
get to know Jesus to fill your emptiness. Forget about religion what Jesus related to. Just know him, talk like a friend or father with humility. peace brother
im so lost😭 my love left me without even giving any reason..just disappeared like she never existed…i’ve hit rock bottom…all i have is this music my pillow and my tears💔everything is going wrong in my life but i never felt this broken…ever…I pray god never let anybody experience such pain😓
I never get likes😢 fine I'll try to get likes.. my brother ruined, my life. here's the story- I was in my grandma's room looking things on my ipad and then suddenly my brother got annoyed and he.. threw a hard thing at me I was bleeding I was almost blind as it hit my eye. now in 2024 things are really different.. as I already healed you might be asking why he ruined my life I healed, but there's more my brothers really abusive idk why he used to love me.. does any one really watch this anymore? theres no point writing stuff js just useless.. can y'all be my friends😊? I'm just asking no big deal! please don't start a fight your probably gonna hate me after i tell you this.. but, I dont support most RU-vidrs., you probably are mad I'm sorry just hate me I'm never gonna hate you just hate me all you want my life is already destroyed I just wanna have people love me.. ofc nobody loves me.. they dont know me, Im not rich enough, I'm just tired, if you read this, thank you😊🥹 I'll go sleep and get some rest bye. farewell. -mayee
I loved so so much ❤ X ❤ x❤x❤x❤x❤x❤X❤ 18:24 Am so sad 😔 i. Miss mi mom 😢 so. I. Bi ok mhejby am gono kill me self 😢 ❤ Bo i love you so much ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
Me too and just to let you know you can achieve your dreams I will be on your side I might not see you but I might cheer on you if you achieve your dreams I'm only 8 and ppl bully me of my age but I stand up.
@@aduirt I get that. Im 13 now and I would have anything to be 8 again. Cherish the times you live in even when it gets tough. When you get older you will look back and wish you were younger.
For me personally crying was always a sign of weakness which is why I always tried to hold it in. I’ve never cried so much in my life. I probably will continue crying the whole night and it feels so fucking good. To everyone I always was the clumsy, loud and happy friend tho when I think about finishing school and having all that work stress… I just don’t see me doing that wich is why I’ll probably be gone when I finished school.
Hearing this song just makes me think about life, reliving old childhood memories, the things we'll never get to experience again, (like midnight releases at the Gamestop Mall, renting a movie from Blockbuster), and how precious and joyous life really is. We always take things for granted and we never really know what we have, until... it's gone. Gone... just like we will all be some day. We know it's coming, and we will never know when, but it's there. But why worry about that now? Shouldn't we make the best of what we have with who we have? Tomorrow is never promised, so do the things you want to accomplish, no matter what people think. At the end of the day, it's you against the world, and all moments in life should be cherished no matter hard it becomes. God provides the trials and tribulations to test our faith and the trueness to ourselves. Sure things may be hard now, but maybe, just maybe, your plans, your dreams, your well wishes put you in the position you're at now, because something much better is on the way. The achievements you will recieve from this moment on will only rise from here. YOU. GOT. THIS! God Bless you all, safe travels, safe beings, prayers for your families, and nothing but encouragement. From your dear internet stranger, -Signed Here. 🖤❤️
I want to be trapped in the good old days☺️ even though I am Had only 4 friends but very happy memories Go up the mountain together to enjoy the starry night Singing guitar in front of a campfire telling stories to each other But that was before. Just like a drop of water falling in the sea, you will never find it☺️☺️😞😄😄😭
Same bro, when I was little I had many friends , like more than 50, I couldn't even remember the names, but slowly when I was growing I started to realise that my friend were fake, taking advantage of me, only talking when needed, after that my friends started to decrease alot , and finally when I am 14 , I only have 2 best friends. Even I had so good memorise with them and I want to go back in those good old days, but we all know it's not possible, it seems that I am stuck in the Matrix and not able to get out. But I hope you and I escape and some day we will find happiness❤
theres no good days. everything in this planet has always been doomed to hell and a hell. unless you refer to ancient greece and such, where things were definitely more towards utopia than this pure dystopia. Anyway, i never had a good life, but as a kid i also had this perception that things were much better than i feel them now. its simply cluelessness. ignorance brings happiness more easily because theres no purpose, no preoccupation, no concern, everything is temporary. and yet see, this sounds exactly like the description of something that is wortless and pointless. In fact, it is. The worthier your life is in this horrendous hell, the more you suffer. Its the opposite than it should be, just like everything else here. But I find worth in that too. The pain of a real man is something extraordinary, its really cool.
@Terapagos3000 it seems you're lost. You need to create your ideal world yourself. A broken house doesnt simply fix itself. Be grateful for how you are today. You woke up today didn't you? Be thankful you have the ability to read this comment right now. Be thankful that you can listen to this music. Look outside, hear the birds chirp. Be glad your human. Life would be boring if you were a simple stone. No emotions, no experiences, no laughter. Your human man, and thats great. I hope you can find yourself brother. I pray for you 🙏
The old me was so happy but now I don't even know what happiness even feels like. Now I realize things I don't enjoy can still become memories. Even best ones. This song reminds me of my old friendships I had at last Christmas and when I was happy. I would always play with my 3 friends and we always had fun until I met knew people. They will arrogant and manipulators which my old friends hated about them. I didn't really understand my old friends back then but now I do understand them but I can't tell them because I don't even have them in my friend list anymore. They've blocked me. So I became just like my new friends. I lost touch with reality and did stuff that actually is bad for me for example staying up late and stuff. I've stayed up late so much I was late to school like about 20 times. And I did it because my new friends told me. Then one of my new friends named Alex also had friends named halo (his sister) Jamal (his best friend) and kobs (his best friend) and me and Alex decided to make a clan for Roblox but he was lying. He betrayed the clan. Then history repeated itself. And then me kobs and jamal and Alex decided to make a clan all together. But later be got an ally. Those allies were toxic and arrogant. At the end Jamal left out clan and joined their clan. I was speechless but continue moving on. Then Alex and kobs decided to leave my clan again. I was completely betrayed. I felt this rage but not angry feeling. I felt like I needed something I didn't have. I felt so jealous of their clans. But at the end I stopped making clans. But then I heard this song and brought so much memories of my old friendships and all my memories and all my Christmases. I literally cried because of how happy I was to get memories back. But now I found out of this version with rain. And I'm worried and curious about the future. What will happen in the future? Will I change and follow my dreams making an anime like I always dreamed of? Or will I give up on all my dreams and just follow my fate to where it leads me to. I'm only 12 and in puberty and I have so much stuff to handle. Lately I have suicidal thoughts but also think that I should keep living till I make an anime. I've always dreamed of making an anime since I was little. I've even created how the story goes but it probably won't fit here. I'm not like the others. I'm different but not in a good way. I'm addicted to gore. I don't know but it makes me feel satisfied. Just knowing the person is dead and is probably in heaven. And I'm happy for them that they're in heaven. But also really curious. Where will I go? Heaven or hell? But one question that really interests me is, what will happen in the future? If anyone want to be friends, my snapchat is Juneplayz_2800. Tell me your username and tell me that's you and I'll add you and we can be friends. See you or maybe never see you again.
Is this world real?, Am I dreaming? I'm sleeping right now and I'm not scared because,.. you are there for me and I know it, if you're not I will still feel safe also If your sleeping right now have a great sleep, good dreams I hope you dream about you in your dream job and you succeed at everything also you have a great business it's just a dream? It can be real i will hope for the best for you all,.. Goodnight..
This is how my life is, the day I was born was May, 26, 2015 and.. Everyone was so happy back then.. when I turned older I started to relize we weren't having much fun as we used to. Everything changed.. A lot. I dont know if it would we as fun as it was before. But there's always a path leading to the good place. If you don't feel safe, don't worry I'm always by your side. If your bullied, Fight back. Show them that your brave, you have to try. But.. Just to let you know. Your never alone.. never,. ❤
There's a saying that there is sadness at the back of life which some people do not attempt to mitigate that they are Entirely aware of their own standing in their own shadow and yet alive in every tremor and gleam of existence there they endure -unknown
This song makes me think about life again but I’m happy I got to share the memories with everybody I lost my uncle this year and my grandma this month and my cat is dying to cancer and my friend died to ms yesterday life is all about making what you the best not everything’s perfect just do what makes you happy once you do it there’s no going back once you miss it you can’t do it again always take opportunities when you can with family or anything whatever makes you happy go do it because that’s all that matters in life it isn’t about others opinions it’s about you!
I just want to say i miss the old me like the others But i literally don't have any good memories of the old me So i fell no difference. then and now No friend No happiness No childhood Its just nothing...
