Ngl, not being noticed whiles alone does not hurt me too think that nobody cares about me. Its when im seen alone and left alone. Thats what hurts me, real bad. Cause then i know that either way if im seen alone no difference will appear from not being seen.
11:57 am presan hu dispersed hu ... Life ko leke .. dost log sab kamyab ho gye ache ache riste aa rhe h unke ... Ek achi life jee rhe h ...or main yaha 4500 rs kma rha hu ..... Bht bht bht jada bura ho rha h sath mere chije bht galt ho rhi h ..kbi kbi kuch krne ka man krta h per himmat nh hoti family ko dekh ke pichle 10 saal se continue mehnat kr rha hu bt kuch ho nh rha nin nh aa rhi .. dar h life ko leke ab jab sadi ho jaye gi to kisi or ladki ki life khrab nh Krna chata jisne ache sapne dekhe h ... Samj nh aa rha hoga kya ....