“I stopped myself from doing it..” simon henriksson x moonlight on the river slowed | Tiktok version 

5:09

Me every fuking day : • imagining how I wish I would look like • wearing the best clothes • scenarios of my crush that'll never happen • creating people and having a close connection towards them even though they're not real that it feels like I'm living a double life. • being able to sing and dance and perform any other skill that looks cool • depending on the song, it shapes my thoughts based on the mood • having super powers or being part of a show as if I'm a character. • being in an anime and being in a relationship with a 2D character •making fake scenarios in my head, and it can shape in different forms depending with music I am currently listening • going to a concert and imagining myself with an army girls and screaming the fanchant Sometimes I feel like I should write a novel or manga with the whole story/scenarios just writing itself from my day dreams because of music. And while I'm in this state I start pacing around and around in my room for hours and I get startled when someone walks in the room and I come back to reality. I've noticed that I do hand gestures and facial expressions too. I'd rather daydream than do my hw any day. I guess it's my only escape from real life. I just want to make dad proud just one time

"I wrote a happy ending,just for myself,i feel better now and i'm more in peace with myself"

I feel empty man, life without purpose, without anyone really. I hate my looks, and go back to when I was truly happy, and wasn’t worried about looks. I miss the old me, where I didn’t have to worry about basically everything, where I actually spent time with my friends, actually went outside, was an extrovert, was being happy and kind. Now I’m so alone, so lonely, I’m bitter and angry. At myself, at the world. I’m angry that I couldn’t change everything that has happened to me, I wish I could just be normal. Be loved, truly loved, but I’m in my bed rotting, going to sleep at 6 am. I’m truly lost.

Everyone is deserving of a happy ending, no one can just always have one so easily though

“ shut up boy let me get one last look at the house” oh stop it Dad you’ll be back…

Perfect song and perfect monologue for this song

i tried to od 2 times and i failed

none of you are alone. I am proud that you have made it this far. Life has its downs but we still find a way to smile at one point or another... So keep going. We love you. Every sunset is followed by a sunrise

You know, the thing is that it's taken me little over ten years to just figure out that I don't want to die. No, I don't want to kill myself. I'm happy, I have everything I could ever ask for. Yet, still no matter how much pain meds I take there's this pain within my soul that will never go away. And it has never gone away.

man i really miss her i have depression but i never liked talking abt my feelings only to her but now i lost her.

today is june 25 and i have my hs graduation in two hours. it feels as if time has flew by. life has been a pit of hell, but, i continue to have hope for better days. for days to dance in the rain, instead of sitting in it. i wish you all the best, a good day, a good tomorrow, and a good life. always remember you are not alone here and better things are coming for you. farewell!

No man can walk out on his own story. - guy from rango

Real. (Days go on and on, they all pass and they blend within one another. I am already detatched from society and my humanity and that there is no real happy ending, only just a ending for me which i know is gonna be shit.)

I miss her.

the perfect song and monologue Doesn't exi-

5:09. i stopped myself from doing it from committing suicide i have to spend the rest of my life in a mental hospital they let me finish my book and, uh it has helped me, a lot i wrote a happy ending just for myself to anyone struggling. your not alone. you matter.

nao tem como aguentar mais....

balls to the walls

CRY OF FEAR OMG IM CLICKING!!

I just feel like i let everyone down and i feel like im just amalgamation of just sadness and anger that i cannot tame. Some days im having the time of my life and other days i feel like i shouldn't be alive. Its even harder when you dont have a support group or even friends to rely on. Sure im trying to improve myself and have such a amazing woman by my side but i just have this pain inside me that is just slowly warping into somethinf worse. Idk i just can't seem to take it ngl

" I stopped myself from doing it. From committing suicide, I have to spend the rest of my life in a mental hospital. They let me finish my book. . and uh, it has helped me. . alot, I wrote a happy ending. Just for myself. "

Real

i don't have another choice, is the only way out.

god kill me if my lover leaves me

Real...

People who hurt and greed in pain👉

Man wtf im not even 15 and im already scared for the future

Can you do more slowed or reverbed (simons voice )

nice

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Im already dead

damn bro

AHHHHHHHHHH

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