I got a socio degree and work in the tech industry, and you'll be fine. I also was on dope for almost 10 years and am clean! Just had my first baby this april. Keep up the good work lady!
First caller, wow! I just want to send her all the love and congratulations in the world. Great job, proud of you and your family surely loves you . Thank you for sharing this with everyone . It really has a positive impact. ❤ hope the vacation was awesome
You say you can go outside and say "aaaaaa" whenever you want but I took my cousin having a bad day up to a hilltop to do this and the cops ended up coming to see what the commotion was because we were scaring people
@@ClaytonBigsby01 nah man we were just projecting our voices. you on the other hand to come out of nowhere two weeks later on my comment seem to be projecting
I have a cousin who nearly died from a drug overdose two year ago, he goes running and sends me videos of just, rivers flowing, trees swaying in the breeze and, it makes me feel validated because society tells you to buy alot of just bullshit in order to be happy. When Lyle got to the second caller and said, ' when i've gotten my piece of lukewarm pizza on a stoop I look out to the sky and think, I could die right now and be happy " like, fuck i'm crying as l type because, I used to have these ridiculous expectations about life at one point and now i'm 31 years old and just living in the moment. I've cried over not having my dream job but that ship sailed once I learned how it actually works. Eventually you just come to a point of acceptance and understanding of either seeing that what you have is enough, or, you don't and just live miserably.
Ketamine, another dissociative drug now used for therapy, is chemically related to PCP. that might have something to do with it, although I'm no scientist nor medical professional so it's just a guess
As a fellow bro-scientist with no formal training, but decades of independent study, I think you’re absolutely on point. I have done and worked with all the drugs. Dissociatives like K and PCP can have huge effects on depression and anxiety. PCP is a much more volatile in terms of effects, so avoiding that one is recommended lol..
hey i’m the first caller, in case this helps your curiosity I took the chemical 3-Ho PCP to be specific, so I went into more of a K hole very similar to ketamine
I love these very real and raw introspective episodes. You're a good one lyle, thanks for having the hard conversations in a safe space. It's all very cathartic.
BBQ Chicken Pizza is almost the only pizza I ever eat. Shout out to Mary's Pizza Shack. It's got bacon, crispy fried red onions, orange / red peppers, and jalapeños .😌 🤌🍕
I just bought a bunch of little plastic geckos & stickers for the Portland show, if you see girl with blue hair and plastic geckos on her ask for stickers
The caller who talked about dying hit me man it’s true I get worried not about myself dying but about the people around me my mom or grandparents just dang man I fucken hate that one day it’ll come and I feel like I’ll fucking go mad
It turned my life around. After it and I walked naked down broadway. It did change me from an anxious wreck to a calm forgetful but focused person. Not worth it. Very addictive
only a parent would make personal drug use vs 1 v 1 verbal or physical or mental abuse the same thing lmao. “yeah i fucked you up but you did drugs which disappointed me so we’re even” wtf???
I've only done pcp a handful of times but honestly it was my favorite drug, along with mushrooms. Idk why pcp gets such a bad rap, it is just a really good disassociate.
Lol perc 30s are 30mg percocets but most likely you're actually getting fentanyl when you buy percs off the street. That's how a lot of ppl go from being addicted to percs to just seeking out fentanyl.
It’s crazy because she lives in va beach. I’m not gonna dox her but her and my little sister were friends. The second I heard her voice I knew exactly who she was
Well, the first girl before the drug addiction really sounded like first world problems, those things lack any kind of hardship compared to what most people i know have gone through, a privacy breach id just another day in the office, snd facing things way, way worse than those things, not to say she cant feel bad about those things, i just want to highlight how grateful the people living like that should be that their worst problem is one parent read their diary, and after reading comments on the internet for a while its funny to me how the americans push on everyone else the narrative that you should "pull yourself by your bootstraps" and that you are guilty of your living conditions, when their own people end up in these f up situations even from completely peaceful starting conditions, i just think sbout the smount of people that have insulted me here and how their arguments come from a perspective of someonee living like that girl before her life took the wrong turn, if your life is that easy no wonder you think everyone has it as easy as you.
Mmhmm, yep, real dad isnt in her life, is disrespected and has privacy violated by mom and step dad during most rebellious years of life, reconnects with estranged dad who was probably a horrible influence, tries to make up for 17 years of missing her real dad, mistakenly thinks delving into drugs will help her bond with him, finds a drug doin boyfriend, quickly cheats on her drug doing new boyfriend with his friend who sells drugs and has more money and connections, 7 months later, attempted suicide by pcp overdose. Its an all too common stereotypical trajectory we all have seen happen to someone we know, millions out there with the exact same line of events. South African-Canadian 80s jazz band Hoobahstank had a song about it, called "Jerry was a racecar driver". I used to be a roadie for them in 2007 when they were touring in Hungary with New Kids on the Block, Ice Cube and Megadeth. I recall sitting in the tour bus with them, doing whip-its, throwing darts out the window at the people waiting for public transportation as we pass, yo gabba gabba reruns playin on the tv, i remember it like it was yesterday 😮💨 hard to believe I was only 11. Would I do it all again? Ill let you know after I make parole from rehab.
I feel bad for the first girl. To have lost all meaning to the point you see no difference between your purpose and a dogs seems so sad. I’m happy she’s happy, but I can’t help but feel there’s more for her than she’s accepting.
