God played "You're gonna make it after all" one morning, many years ago (before 2010, but nearing quitting work for a paycheck, couldn't do it any more) when I woke up..... I still had so much more to go to get here...but it's so close now... when I quit working for a paycheck to pay the rent, the very next morning my Cat Cinders (named after me as Cinderella in short) grew a few inches longer and taller says god... I only noticed the longer, but he wants to add taller. A good sign I did the right thing by staying home now to do a chore that had to be attended to...