FREE Shiloh Dynasty XXXTENTACION Emotional type beat. “Waiting” let me know what you think in the comment section, don’t forget to like and subscribe/hit that bell!
verse1: i lost my hope, im tryna end things but i choke, the words are caught up in my throat, feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat, im looking back at everything we ever wrote, and wondering where we broke, my body and soul tryna take a vote, my heart says to stay but my brain says to go, it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows, but you just seem like you dont even care, everything seems about you and it just aint fair, i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort, im always tryna make things better, and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever, and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore, but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse 2: i dont wanna give up so easily but how can i not when you already did, you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit, im tryna be everything you ever wanted, at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it, and now im left here just thinking how, how did we end up here right now, where did everything go wrong, i thought we were going strong, but everything took a dark turn, my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn, i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart, but it seems like your hearts been poisoned, like its been rottened and toyed with, and something just destroyed it, but you seem like you enjoyed it, ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk, i thought youd definitely be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights, and every night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont, i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone, how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo, i want you by my side at all times like my shadow, chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse3: i dont want my shadow to be my only friend, i want you to be there with me til the end, til the end of days through sun and the rain, i dont wanna be left abandoned again, i dont wanna go through pain that i already did, i wanna be able to crawl out of this hole together hands in each others, and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me, i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need, please im begging on my knees... 579
I don't know where I went wrong I wrote all these damn songs I gave you all my fuckin love I'm not sure if I should be waiting Cuz you be changing And you be playing Like what's up with these games You made me feel lame I'm so ashamed Should've listen to the homies They got my back Unlike some ppl who lack Ppl be saying your name And I be sayin who is that You broke me in two And how are you Like who are you Saying your broken I'm so misspoken Can I get my token back The ride and die Not the sorry, I lied Cuz I'll be like it's alright Sike, bitch you lied Never trusting no hoe again Ima trust my bros again Hope they can forgive me for it
no i wouldint cause you gotta think about it she could be one of those exes that are like you have a new girl you cheated even tho they broke up with you
Starts at 0:45 Waiting and waiting for things to be perfect I'm down every day I be feeling so worthless I ain't gonna lack cause the opps always lurking So I focus on me like a slave I be working They talk shit online but be quiet in person Don't ask for my love cause you left that shit burning Can't see my mom cry cause its kinda disturbing I sent you a text like a ball you was curving Yuh Alot of things in my life are going downhill so Im just in my room freestyling on beats and that came to mind. That was a freestyle lol so sorry if it's bad.
Nah man if u get a call like that it's because she realized that she treated you wrong and you moved on. It's the fact that she took you for granted. You don't deserve to get a call like that bc that means you were hurt by that girl and she knew she hurt you
Waiting - shihloh x Hook Everything was great til memories turned to dust We had everything we wanted, but we focused on the lust Believe me that i had loved you, so much that i wouldnt trust Nobody that was somebody, now i treated them like trash x2 Verse Now tell me where i went wrong/ i played all of these love songs/ i tried to keep you round my arms, like its where ya belong/ you did me so bad from the way that you actin/ you said that em other guys are better from the way they textin/ I was never snoopin but i had my trust in ya/ but when i turn around, them other guys are up in ya/ Tell me if i did the same, would ur reaction be so sane/ cheating in relationships, like its a fucking game/ It's so stupid how ur friends say that youre a victim/ they say that u was drunk, but i had my intuitions/ i wouldnt believe them, i cant believe them/ even if they gave a hundred million reasons/ Edit: this was a draft but decided to just leave it in the comments so i wont lose this beat
that girl crying in the beginning.. it hurts how relatable that call sounds to mine. i dont call and leave a message though, when im home alone i cry and yell my feelings in my room pretending im talking to someone. but theres no one to listen. there wont ever be someone to listen because i like to keep things to myself
Aww just hope you know if you ever need someone to talk to just ask someone in person like a friend relative etc you'll be surprised bc even tho it doesn't feel like it people care for u. If u ever need someone to talk to just talk to me in replies bc I've been through stuff like you are right now
This shit is fucking crazy. Dude you’re so talented... you have to continue to produce cause this type beat really transported me. You’re amazing and you have all my good vibes
Estuve pensando y en realidad no soy feliz Podre salir, divertirme, sonreir Tuve sueños y no los supe dirigir Sueños que no pude cumplir Ahora estoy enamorado Espero que ella no me aya olvidado Ella esta en otro pais en otro lado Ojala en algun momento te hubiera besado Y es un amor que no se queda en el pasado Y te escribo una carta Y es de los sueños de una vida larga Y se que esos sueños a cada minuto se apartan Nustro amor no soporto la carga
Sometimes when i'm sad i can't make a lyrics cause only sad things come through my mind and i can barely speak then. And my heart been broke so many times i can't stand the pain.
My ex girlfriend had cheated on me and broke my heart into pieces and it took me 4ever to even attempt to move on....so like any other guy i started going to the club in hopes of meeting a new girl but for some reason i felt out of place and no females wouldn't even look my way at all....but while I was in a relationship they use to be all over me but after the club was over that be a long lonely ride home and you keep looking at your phone hoping it ring but it never does....battery stays fully charged and no text messages no missed calls and then your mind starts to wonder if you're ex is getting dicked down by some other muhfuckka and it ain't shit you can do about it. So you get the courage to call her phone to see if she will answer and that shit goes straight to voicemail. But after a few months when you finally can move on and you feeling better about the future you get a call like the girl in the beginning of this song....she crying and shit realizing that the grass wasn't greener on the other side like she thought. So do you make her suffer like she did you or do you take her back because you still love her and miss her ????
Hey bro. Shit happened to me. It’s best to move on and keep going with your life no matter how you live it. If she did it once she will do it again. Your a king bro. Remember that 👑
@@trippdocta28 fax bro. Good job dude. I’m going through similar shit rn and sometimes I find it hard to keep my head up. It’s nice to know there are others out there. You’ve done the right thing bro. Just no matter what keep moving. The right one is waiting for you. She’s there. You just got to keep looking
this beat really fire, but his voice need to be muted in some part or lower a little bit, im trying to write on this but his voice just keep on messing me up lol
Y be sad when your going to die at the end no one gives a fuck about your feeling find ways to be happy if u cant find happiness make happiness how do u make it? By changing the things u do thats wrong took me 6 years to find it out take your time of this dont force your self to be happy just do things to not be sad.
Remember of what we thought trough between me and you now I have the feeling you treated me like something you knew, do you at least remember the words you carved me through
this song always has me in my emotions. i always did a freestyle to the point where i didnt even know i was heard from the other side of the door being recorded by my mom. feel kinda violated but relaxed hearing myself say "it's ok"
Let me start this with .... good intentions girl dont let them tears fall cause out there there is a guy who probably have the same issues as u so hold on longer to anyone who sticks thru thin and thick cause someday you will come face to face with a handsome young fella that will waltz into the room just to sweep you off your weary feet the prince charming you had always dreamt the Adam to woe you as you cry when the world has its eyes on you he will be there to catch your tears fight away any fears
I’mma be real imma rap to this beat then kms I’m tierd of life tbh I love all of you even tho we never talked and to the person that made this beat love you to man.
You gave me a hundred damn reasons, I gave you my heart and I mean it And you lied, said you promise you'd keep it, but its bleeding, you let it slip through yo hands And breaks into pieces, like glass on the cuts that you leaving Like mirrors, the shards are still here on the floor, and I watch, doesn't mean I can see yeah. I was blind to you your love, no it wasnt love, it was lust, hours I spent on you, I'm losing trust. You wanted him, all I wanted was us, I fall to floor Cuz I'm left in the dust Treated like a pawn man, I feel so used, I lost my queen man I swear this abuse Someone call the bishop, tell him come thru, I'm not gonna make it, my drug is still you. You watch from a far, you was never there, you acted so heartless, you just didnt care Now I sink in the deep I won't come up for air, I'll drown in my sarrows and all the despair. Leave broken records on us on my head, the song that you play is the reason I'm dead That melody ma Tbc
Verse 1: Heartstrings tangled, a painful knot A love so deep, I cannot forget But paths diverge, like roads unknown I must depart, to find my own Chorus: Leaving you, a scar so deep A wound that time may never reap Though love remains, a constant flame I'll carry your memory, forever the same Verse 2: Tears fall like rain, a bitter taste The thought of leaving, a heavy weight Yet, I must go, to find my way Though heartache lingers, day by day Chorus: Leaving you, a scar so deep A wound that time may never reap Though love remains, a constant flame I'll carry your memory, forever the same Verse 3: Memories linger, like echoes of the past A love so strong, it cannot last Yet, I must break free, to find my truth A painful journey, without a youth Chorus: Leaving you, a scar so deep A wound that time may never reap Though love remains, a constant flame I'll carry your memory, forever the same Verse 4: Haunted by the shadows of the past A love so deep, it cannot last But I must forge ahead, with courage strong To mend my heart, and right my wrong Verse 5: Though distance may divide, our hearts remain A love so pure, it will endure In time, perhaps, the pain will cease And we can find a way to release Verse 6: Haunted by the shadows of the past A love so deep, it cannot last But I must forge ahead, with courage strong To mend my heart, and right my wrong
0:44 Baby don't cry. Chỉ cần em biết rằng mình đã sai. Anh vẫn dang tay ôm lại. Vứt quá khứ nghĩ về ngày mai. Anh thật xin lỗi em Vì những từ thô tục công kích em Bởi những điều mà em từng làm Nó cứa vào lòng anh như lưỡi lam. Nói anh nghe đi baby. Đêm nay ta lại cứ uống cho say đi. Mắt em ướt đẫm đưa anh lau mi. Mặc cho ngày mai em sẽ lại quay đi. Anh sẽ không hề hối tiếc hay lầm than. Bởi vì ngày em ra đi trái tim tình si em cũng lầm mang.
Oye Solo quiero que sepas que .... Las noches son frías y ya tú no estás ,me dicen los pansa que no volverás que nada es pa" siempre ,todo se termina y al tiempo todo se nos va ... Ya no me conecto con la realidad no quiero estar solo pero hay soledad ,de ganar a perder hay un paso y perderte no lo imagine jamás. Y es no te sientooo,dime ... Que tengo que hacer pa"calmar el tormento mi vida se empaña ,la luna le cuento que yo si te amo que me arrepiento ,me siento vacío, ¡siiii! Trato de cambiar,y al volver me desvío ,intento mirar otro norte pero sin tu mano baby no me guío recuerdo los planes que juntos hicimos .... Juré no soltarte en oscuros caminos ,ha sé que falle y derrumbe todo lo que con esfuerzo y amor construimos El tiempo no para ...¡nooo! Solo es que en mi sueños logró ver tu cara en verdad que me duele vivir de ilusiones pues cuando despierto vuelve y te separas Dime que hago ... Seguiré esperando tu regreso .... Yeeee
I hate to see you here so hopeless But, don't worry, I have the words to put in focus And I know the pain hurts But i don't think you know your worth You think your not beautiful enough While things do get rough You'll get through because your tough You think girls are prettier that you And even though you know that not true You lets your mind kill your mood So tell me Chorus Waiting for a here for a guy Who can't even take the time To show you how you shine Instead you wine Depressed, drink to much wine Well, it time for you to stop Time for you to get mob Stop caring about how you shop Or if you can do the wap The man you love has hopped But instead of coming to me You wait for he I dont know why she, Chorus
Quiero que sea un sueño Despertar y ver que es un juego Pero no es así Afrontar la realidad yo debo Y con eso llevo Mil problemas a mi mente Extrañando tanto de repente Doliendo el corazón Bastante fuerte Extrañando tu voz Tu risa tan diferente Tus mambos me vienen a la mente Espero y te haya hecho feliz Y no ya no puedo seguir Escribir un verso es más fácil que decir todo lo que por ti sentí
I never told you this Girl you made me heartless You played yo games Played wit my heart N left me in the darkness I sacrificed a lot for You you showed Me where your heart is He came n scooped u up Never thought I’d lose u huh Did the first time On some kid shit like the usual I think I got blinded by the fact that You are beautiful I try not to blame u tho N use more logic than emotion I gotta b like a rock Standing inside of a ocean Watching waves tides go by In natural emotion Hmm Wait natural motion Even flows crash So I dunno what I was hoping But it’s windy still Time flies I’m standing Still But only difference is I’m stronger Than u think he is Remind me of a Kanye song Like you did me wrong How could you be so Ye shawty I moved on But before I finish the song I gotta tell the other side A story like a Gemini Two sides I left u without saying goodbye Guess I hurt u huh I left u in a state of mind Of vengeance Damn shawty I think I made you heartless
I feel like I just lost my “ best friends” but irl why tho..... I always have to text them first or else I won’t hear from them. And now both of them don’t even respond to me......😕 I’m just wondering what I did wrong💔 i can never keep a long lasting friendship bc no one has the same vibe as me😕 I try to be myself but no one likes me when I’m myself.
Waiting for someone to come by and hold me wish i can go back in time and understand all my og's they been heartbroken so much that they forgot what is love thats what i'm feeling right now the hate is like a drug. yea I'm immune to it it's inside of my system I been look for someone to unpause this intermission, darkness inside of my soul like it's a mission, true loners understand just exactly how I'm living. Lost in the darkness, lookin for someone don't wanna do nothing with this gun share all your love (loveee) .
J'ai des couteaux dans l'dos Je sais même pas si j'dois les retirer Tu m'as raté une fois Si tu veux me détruire bah tu peux retirer J'en ai rien à foutre de c'que tu penses de moi Mais sache que j't'ai pas oublié en 2 mois Tu veux mourir? C'est c'que les gens m'demandent J'y pense quelquefois Je sais pas comment j'dois laisser passer mes peurs En tout cas j'y arrive pas J'ai des centaines d'épées dans l'coeur Et des centaines de crises dans l'tas Dit moi comment on sort de là J'ai pas envie d'aller dans l'au-delà J'aimerais aller mieux mais J'ai des centaines d'épées dans l'coeur Et des centaines de crises dans l'tas Dit moi comment on pourrait sortir Sortir de là J'ai pas trouvé la solution nan Donc j'suis mal Dit moi comment on pourrait sortir Sortir de là J'ai pas trouvé la solution nan Nan nan J'me force à être heureux J'fais plus confiance aux gens J'en deviens peureux J'crois qu'j'suis malheureux Personne à mes côtés Donc dehors j'vais errer J'repense à ses cheveux Et j'me rend compte Que j'ai perdu ma chance Le ciel est nuageux Comme mon esprit Quand j'remonte la pente J'ai envie d'm'évader Arracher mon cœur le laisser par terre Rejoindre les vagues Et dedans y vider mes artères Est ce que j'attends mon heure En fait je sais pas J'aimerais aller mieux mais J'ai des centaines d'épées dans l'coeur et des centaines de crises dans l'tas Dit moi comment on pourrait sortir Sortir de là J'ai pas trouvé la solution nan Donc j'suis mal Dit moi comment on pourrait sortir Sortir de là J'ai pas trouvé la solution nan Nan nan J'ai des couteaux dans l'dos Je sais même pas si j'dois les retirer Tu m'as raté une fois Si tu veux me détruire bah tu peux retirer J'en ai rien à foutre de c'que tu penses de moi Mais sache que j't'ai pas oublié en 2 mois Tu veux mourir? C'est c'que les gens m'demandent J'y pense quelquefois... Putain
Verse #1: I’ve been scared of love, Lately shits been tough Feel like I’m not enough, I think I might just give up, She left me with my heart open, Now feeling so fucking hopeless, All caught in mixed emotions,
Dans ma tête C'est la guerre Tu me manque Mais j'ai trop de fierté pour revenir Pourquoi tu m'as trompé Moi qui t'aimais Pour toi j'aurais pu crever Tout les soirs je fait que de pleurer Parceque tu m'a délaissé Et dans ma tête je suis pomé Je voudrais t'oublier Mais le passer me suis Que pensais tu après m'avoir quitter Pourquoi avoir eu cette idée Car moi je t'ai vraiment aimé J'aurais jamais pu dire ce que je ressent Actuellement je comprend pas mes sentiments Je sais même pas pourquoi j'écris Jamais tu te sera repenti Mon coeur dans la main Ma vie ne tiens qu'a un seul fil Dans ma tête nos images défilent Ne pas y penser c'est un sacré défi J'en ai eu des difficultés dans la vie Mais celle ci est insurmontable T'es partit avec lui Et tu m'as laisser seul Je crois que je vais crever seul Ce soir je suis au sol Fondant en larmes Pour toi je pouvais sortir les armes J'etait ton bouclier Mais il c' est fissuré Je repasse nos souvenirs Comme des cassettes Et toi tu continue a sortir tes disquettes Tu m'a traité et insulter Je sais pas ce que t'esperais Je t'aime encore mais je peut pas C'est plus fort que moi Je peut pas oublier cette trahison Quand j'y repense j'en ai des frissons On s'aime comme l'ont se déteste J'éprouve de la haine Et de la colère Je sais plus quoi faire
If I tell you I love you ❤️ Please don’t leave me loooking stupid Don’t say it cause you pressed But say it cause you mean it You breaking my heart like you have beef but I know you don’t really mean it but I’m sorry if I Fall the broken ones The ones who been 😕 defeated And ya I saw ya stories and you was laughing it all off telling me how you was ready when both of us was really lost Couldn’t look you in the eyes Tell you how i felt cause I ain’t feel it And I know you didn’t either But you lead me on and I regret it Maybe i was looking for a freind ------ that’s all for now
1st. verse Ive been sitting here thinking bout the past Thinking that we were going to last But you never gave me that chance cause you broke me,yes you really really broke me Now you see that I wont stay healthy, no I wont 2nd.verse Now it feels like a dance that I cant learn Feeling like you left a really big burn, I just wanted to always be the one u were going to turn to I just dont know what to fkn do 3rd.verse Ive been wasting my time thinking bout the stupid rhymes That I cant get out of my mind Cuz the chimes coming from the door that you left open You took away my love token, yes you did 4th. verse Now that you are gone I can really focus on my own all the time we were like two different swan I was never really ever shown making me feel like shit when you throwing a fkn fit 5th verse. Ive been laying on this cold and hard floor Hoping you would come and knock on my door, so I could say to you, you crazy bitch (That I dont give a fuck about you) no I dont anymore
