i wish i had a friend who chose me before anyone else. it hurts to never be priority and i dont care if its selfish to say so. i have felt so lonely that i dont even believe i ever will be the first choice again. i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy
it’s gets better or maybe you just learn how to deal with it but always remember when one door close another one open God loves you and he has something’s good for u coming ur way