Rant incoming from another stranger on the internet!! Ive yet to exploer more of Yume 2kki Though the jellyfish from the pastel chalk world, I sorta feel connected to it. The atmosphere is warm and cozy, surrounded by jellyfish but you can see the air bubbles coming out of urotsuki, she's feeling suffocated. It may have two ways to go about it, from what I feel: 1) urotsuki is having a hard time in her life, in this location of the dream she feels suffocated but she's still alive. The jellyfish could represent her friends who are surrounding her and supporting so she can go on despite the harsh times. 2) urotsuki feels suffocated being around them. But their presence is so warm and cozy, so it's hard to leave in a sense. Either she could have a hard time to breathe and continue being sheltered by the warm presence of her friends(?), or get out of there, all on her own but be able to breathe with all her freedom It reminds me whenever I'm with my current friend group. I feel hardly noticed and feel invisible around them, but I feel drawn(?) to them just because my childhood best friend is with them. I feel left out a lot; It feels like they're the only life saver floaties available in the scary wide ocean, even if it'll surely drown me as I don't fit in the tube. While I'm trying my best to repair my own life saver floatie I've realised I already have a friend who I actually feel comfortable with and connect to! Thanks to anyone who's still reading this Be comfortable with yourself first, and remember not to forget those around you in the process of chasing for others!! With love, A stranger from the internet
Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. Anytime I found myself in a largish group of people, it was because I was just hanging around one or two I actually liked. Between my naturally quiet nature and the fact that I often didn't know or especially like the other members of said groups, I was pretty much always the odd one out of the bunch. But, I supposed that's how those sorts of things turn out sometimes.
@@greenhydra10 Yeah, I relate to that a lot. Long paragraph incoming! Here's something I've learned which is starting to change my perspective from this issue, you don't have to attract everyone Because there's someone for each and everyone, so not everyone is attracted to every person!! Just as you don't really like/interested in some people, that may be the case for the other friends in the group too. So no matter how sweetly they(a person you're not interested in) talk with you, you still won't think of them any more interesting. And that's okay, we're built like that! But when you meet your best friend you instantly feel drawn to them because you two actually feel interested and accept each other without any unnecessary effort! So the most important thing is to be true to yourself and take care of yourself so the right person for you can naturally find you for who you are.
