♡ perspective | a story about learning to love again ♡ 

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Anyway, stream of consciousness time, beware the heaps of sarcasm and self deprecating humor. "Learning to love again..." Well I never learned that! I have to admit. I'm in my 20s and I never even kissed someone 😅 not that I can remember any memorable one at least. I remember when I was younger I had a pretty bad fallout with one of my first crushes and "locked away my heart" for several years, in some weird romantic ideal. By the time I started searching for someone it was clear I couldn't even make friends anymore 😅, since I was pretty isolated. Also me being very confused about my orientation and the inputs I was receiving didn't help. And there I am, last year, moving back to the city to study again in college, just searching for some friends to be honest, not even a mate really. And I find myself forced in the same house with a bunch of terrorists who hated me for all I am. That definitely didn't have any lasting emotional consequences, no no. Thankfully they are gone now, but I got a lot more careful now trying not to expose myself too much, aka I shut myself in again. An almost non existent social network keeps me craving for human contact, but it's not like I'm not used to this, was already pretty introvert after all. Eh, I guess this happens pretty often in our society; there's not a lot I can do about it, unless I want to get hurt again... And love is overrated anyway.

i don't think so !

i listened to u....and postwd the storyboard credits to u only

@@kasscabel 🫣 i told u it was a good idea hehe

this is insanely sweet and also oh my god the drugs map ! i remember it perfectly, thank you so much for supporting for so long, i hope to keep creating and I'm very thankful for the love i get 💕