*SILLY BILLY* || MaimyMayo || *YOURSELF - MAIMYMAYO* Deep inside the house of mirrors, falsehood drawing near, Through the blur and haze of all our days, it’s only seeming so unclear! Forgive my disposition, just a “you” in true fruition! I remember dimming the streetlight I know every night! Oh, each foe we bested, God, each useless fight! All for naught, All such pointless manifesting! Quite the iconography, You garnered on your journey Know such iconography, was never yours exclusively, I… know your venture’s mine Bore… in our fear and in our minds, Or in the trenches of our kind, I lurked in eigengrau and pined for when I taste your praise divine! Out pouring like wine! YOUR PRAISE…. RE-MAINS…. THE BLOOD…. IN-SIDE MY VEINS! SO TAKE…. THAT STAKE…. STAB IT THROUGH…. AND SHOW ME…. *YOUR WAY!!!* If I’m the me, I truly ought to be! Then undeniably! It’s clearly plain to see! I was never free! From thoughts of jealousy! Diminished vanity! And all the other thoughts, that I couldn’t concede! FOR-E-VER… FREE!!! GOD, HEAR… ME!!! Who reflects who? Why can’t I stack up to you? And why are the skies not the shade of blue I’ve grown acquainted to? You are something greater! For when it all turns to dust, Just as everything must, We can cut through the crowds, Hereby saying: *YOURSELF - MAIMYMAYO & STASH CLUB* Sup, bro! *(Sup, bro!)* Can’t you get enough, yo? *(enough, yo?)* Hey, check out my dope flow! *(dope flow!)* Can’t live up to yours, though! *(yours, though!)* That’s apparent! You blow! *(you blow!)* Not even a tough foe! *(tough foe!)* I don’t mean to hit low! *(I won’t hit low!)* Echoing an ego! *(ego!)* So transparent! So, is this the way you fought them? *(so, way)* Tell me, is this how you brought them? *(tell)* To their knees with your melodies? *(to their knees)* Oh, such a feeble way you taught them! *(such a fee-)* How strange! *(how strange!)* Spite of this form change! *(form change!)* No matter what I say! *(I say!)* I can’t see *your way!* *(your way!)* Doesn’t matter! *(OHHH!)* SHATTER MY FALSE PERSPECTIVE! *(SHATTERED, SPECTIVES!)* IT WON’T CHANGE MY TRUE OBJECTIVE! *(MY OBJECTIVE!)* VIEW YOUR FORM, HOW YOU REJECT IT! *(OOOOH!)* NO POINT TRYING TO CORRECT IT! *(OOOOOOOH!)* CAN’T ACCEPT YOUR COMPLEXION! *(YOUR COMPLEXION!)* BEST I TAKE A NEW DIRECTION! *(NEXT DIRECTION!)* UNLIKE THOSE WHO TRY TO HURT YOU! *(OOOOH!)* I’M A BEAST OF MY OWN VIRTUE! *(OOOOOOOH!)* Some would say that we were weaker, SOME SEE MORE! *(SOME SEE MORE!)* Just a little feeble glimpse of, WHAT’S IN STORE! *(WHAT’S IN STORE!)* AT…. IT’S…. CORE…. YOU’RE…. NO…. LONG- Longer the you, that you accustomed to Now, I can see that it’s true By all the actions you do That disheartening smile It’s strewn apart and defiled It’s vile! ISN’T IT? *Laughs in Yourself (Ooh yeah, ha ha…!)* Feel how that ego’s drifting! Out to sea, where tides are shifting! Piercing through the heaven’s prism! Shimmering a form now risen! Spreading out our torn wings! Sounding for the fool’s king! Made our marks on this plane! Made the silence fear our name! Can’t… Even dare complain, ‘Cause I know we’d do anything To cling onto our reign, shared our shame I… know we’re just the same in that way… yet I… Can’t see the line, drawn in the SAND! What I fail, to UNDERSTAND’S! Every step I take, I’m DAMNED! With the pow’r, yet here we STAND! ‘Twixt the lion, and the LAMB! Says the liar, of the LAND! Every reason, that I RAN’S! Every reason, that I AM! THE SCAR ON THE MOUNTAIN OF MY MARKS! SAVED THE FACE, STILL, IT DRILLED INTO MY HEART! It all just happened so fast! Au revoir to the ending never built to last! So hold on tight, for there’s no fighting the past! Now I won’t forget, till the flame that I cast is set A-BLAZE! Every moment that has brought us to this! I need the praise, help me carry on for my own remiss! TO COUNT MY DAYS…. I PRAY…. Tell me, why can’t you just understand that I care? The world spins on, and it spins to despair! But you still know I’ll be there! It’s all been heard before! The battle’s been turned to a war! And for more! The tears just cloud the things That I’ve been fighting for… OUR…. ME-MORY…. BREAK…. THE…. RE-VERIE…. ALL, JUST FOR NO-THING AT ALL? WILL I STILL BE HERE STAND-ING TALL? AS I WATCH MY-SELF FALL! TRY-ING TO AN-SWER YOUR CALL? FACE THE FI-NAL CUR-TAIN! I’VE GOT A PATH TO TREAD, I’LL STAY DE-TER-MINED! BET-TER BE-ING BUR-DEN, BET-TER LOOK-ING BACK, BUT OF ONE THING, I AM CER-TAIN… I’LL MAKE YOU SAY HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME SO STAY AWAKE JUST LONG ENOUGH TO SEE MY WAY HERSELF - FAETEAVA *How long will it take* *To feel my will break?* *Forgive thy mistakes!* *We’ll start anew!* *YOURSELF* MY WAY HERSELF *You know that I’m here* *Present in this fear!* *My love, it’s so clear* *So stay!* *YOURSELF* Why look at us, we’re yin and yang here strung together! You wanted true reflection thus you shall reflect forever! You hear those pesky demons? Keep them inside! And as they try to break out, make them give up ’cause I’ve already tried! Know they all lied! Now I must confide! Deep inside your heart Your soul, Your skill, Your eyes, Your face, Your sound, Your will, Your mind, Your friends, Your foes, Your self, Your kind, Your skin, Your bones, Your imminent demise…!
3, 2, 1, GO! Hiding within the mirror, lies a face you may have known and for me, one I hold dear to every portion of my soul INSIDE! ECHOED LIVES but yours has prospered mine was never THAT KIND! You fight your battles fearless and blind to what’s ahead you’re blessed by cheer and… I was “blessed” by A-GO-NY instead! THROUGH ALL MY EFFORTS I’VE SEEN THROUGH BOTH LENS…! DON’T ACT LIKE YOU’VE NEVER SEEN A RAPPER WITH THESE EYES! THEY’VE SEEN EVERYTHING YOU RELISHED IN SLIGHTLY DARKER LIGHT! YOU KNOW…? IN MY WORLD, THAT DARK GROWS! Underneath this shattered guise, I call for long forgotten skies, you bask in your triumph, I bask in the lie titled life! I miss that ol’ drive! I CRAVE…. I ACHE…. I SHOUT…. IN HO-NES-TY, I’m weak… But that’s the hand I’ve dealt within this trea-che-rous rou-lette, and in the si-lence which I dwell, it’s just RE-GRET THAT E-CHOS hit-ting e-very beat of SOR-ROW!!! I’ll find my “peace” when you get hit like I… we’re both just dogs on a leash so why is it you thrive? While fate pulls like the notes that we strike… (and fate pulls your direction) 3, 2, 1, GO! Back in my own skin the sinking feeling never ends, but with this TWIST OF FATE! I’ll get to make my name outside of my own pri-son! If only you’d LI-STEN! I don’t reach for what was! I just want a re-spin! In… this rhythm of redemption, I’ll find my tune and find my mind go tranquil soon! And gaze at your sky, BLUE! Everything will differ and I’ll rise to- -rise to the melody, the notes can’t go down from here! My life ain’t the death of me! So know that I’ll never be a mir-ror.. I’ll be clear-er… than before I won’t make the same mi-stake… I’ll ignore the urge and FIND MY OWN PACE… I’ll chart a path I CAN TRACE, BREAKING FREE! From the past that I paved! Inside this ne-ver-end-ing, hor-ri-ble, stair-case I’VE SPIRAL-ED DOWN! E-VERY ac-tions that we’ve taken’s all led up to now… And in this moment, I’ll keep STAND-ING MY GROUND, survive the jacks of the pain and start to TURN EM’ A-ROUND, so you can feel… HOW I.. FEEL NOW! No more sleepless nights, voids of shields, which I’m bound, I’m gonna TAKE THE TEMP-TA-TIONS TO HEAL! And leave the ground that I’ve been STUCK TO! A-voi-ding what I ONCE KNEW! And I would do, if a new, op-por-tun-i-ty came true to me and BREWED…. AN…. END-ING…. WHERE…. LIGHT…. SHINES…. THROUGH…! All of the dull and the dark and maybe realign the stars to a world where I’ve scarred no one but myself, and I… find MY-SELF A-RIS-ING…! From that pud-dle of de-spair, ‘cause fate ain’t gon-na share it then I’m gon-na have to tear your joy my-self! CAN YOU HEAR ME SHOUT BE-YOND THE VEIL? ‘CAUSE E-VEN NOW…! I’LL MAKE YOU SAY HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME SO STAY AWAKE JUST LONG ENOUGH TO SEE MY WAY DON’T SHOUT… JUST WATCH ME LEAD!!! MY WAY NO DOUBTS… I’LL SOON LEAP!!! And find my “peace” when I’ve Escaped the tragedy, (Escaped the tragedy) Escaped the agony, (Escaped the agony) That’s the only path for me to… (That’s the only path to) Make things alright again, (alright again) And score in the end! (in the end) But score was never important, (never important) I’d score for a chance to make AMENDS!!! (to make AMENDS!!!) Even if I FALL!!! (Even if I FALL!!!) I know it’ll ALL!!! (I know it’ll ALL!!!) BE ALRIGHT! IF I KNOW SHE CAN THRIVE A-GAIN, I GET TO SEE HER EYES A-GAIN, SHE GETS TO BREATHE HER LIFE A-GAIN, WITH-OUT MY IN-TER-VENT-ION, SO I’LL GO!!!
@@agapeusi3952 if you wanna take inspiration from me that’s totally fine! and sorry about earlier… I’m not mad but a little curious of how identical it looked to my lyrics comment from NicoisNXXT’s video…