Depression is the number 1 killer. Lost another friend today to it. Wtf, will it ever stop digging in my heart and our heads.. to everyone that's in this state of mind reach out, reach out to someone, someone will listen please your life's not worth taking so early. Dig deep, my brother my sister .I love you!! God s great.......,.....
Lil peep has been helping me through a lot this year. I wish I got the chance to meet him, shit has been really bad but he reminds me I'm not the only person who goes through these kinds of hard ships. Rest easy Peep
knife in my back and a bullet in my brain, clinically insane… sometimes drugs don’t numb the pain but keep me sane from the real hurt maybe someday I won’t feel it anymore all this hurt.. thanks peep for showing me I’m not alone even tho I constantly feel alone.💔😔
I can't remember how it feels to love doing anything, I forget what that feeling is. I can't feel truly happy or excited about anything. If I had the means I would already be gone. But I stick it out, only reason i do is to not hurt the one person that really loves me . We've both already lost everything except each other.
Society gets us down- don't let them control your mind. Live and breathe for you. Know the truth, and your own as well. Embrace the sadness, do NOT push it out. Feel it. Let it flow and channel.
Ya same here dude I doesn't have feelings more I just keep on thinking And kept on smoking weed Alcohol and pills That's life you know Without geeting high I feel like I'm dead when i doesn't get high
21 man...too young, I miss him so much, he really helping me survive in this crazy and painful world we're all livin in. He give me courage, strength to keep fighting my obstacle. I will never forget you peep and I hope one day I can inspire people with my music, just need to keep trying and trying and be grateful for what I still have. You teached me a lot without even talking to me
Depression hits everyday like a bitch and alls I ever wanted was for someone to be proud of me everyone wanted me to be sober and now that I’m sober it’s like nobody gives a fuck…
“I don’t feel much pain got a knife in my back and a bullet in my brain… clinically insane walking home alone I see faces in the rain” that’s the realest shit I feel and ik others feel and that’s the part I love about peep he talks about real shit and X too doe I love them both and will never stop loving them and if I do. May god kill me right then.
What is the purpose of life when people want to see you loose. Happiness always turns to sorrow than pain. Happiness is short lived pain is eternal. It's sad I wish people could tell me they love me before I go. I never ever get to experience real love. I want to be the only casket in the cemetery with no flowers on it. I want birds to shit on my grave stone. I want to be forgotten. I am an outcast the lost soul that has no home. I am already dead. I am a ghost
I miss you Kelsey. Depression is a true killer. She made it out b4 me leaving behind 2 girls i will be leaving behind 2 boys. They found her when she didnt check out of her hotel. She had tried b4 was life support multiple times this time no one found her. I was one if her last texts and i didnt respond cause i was so stuck in my own reality. Depression has its ups and downs but the downs stay longer and happen more often. Been in 15 lock down facilities. I dont see the point anymore other than my baby boys.
Anyone else feel like they can't even cry anymore? No, tears, No emotion, just dead eyes with a frown. It's peaceful in this life, but is lonely. I honestly feel like either ####ing myself. I don't have a future, So Don't think you can convince me if that. I'm unproductive for myself and everyone around me, I always get in fights with either my stepdad or older brother, And I always feel like a dumb piece of sh##. Bye everyone, And hope you all a happy life.
@@sufferplenty facts, i was literally just thinking this before i read these comments 😓 each day i live longer than him feels strange somehow, its like an extra day of life in some ways
Agreed.. it's a very sad and ever growing distant feeling. I remember first feeling that when I got into listening to XXX and realized he was my same age, and I related so much to his music and then when he died the feeling of me getting older but he's just there immortalized at the age of 20... he would've been 25 now. Makes me think of everything he could've done and experience and how much he might've even changed and grown in these past 5 years
My ears : listening the music My lips: singing along with the song My eyes: watching and reading the comments My hand: scrolling down My legs: moving with perfect sync with the song My mind: recalling old memories Never ignore a person who loves u, cares for u, misses u. Because one day, u might wake up from ur sleep and realize that u lost the moon while counting the stars Tears Have no wait but it carries heavy feelings sometimes it's also present in smile and silent tears always hold the loudest pain uk? Cuz we can't force someone to feel like the same as we feel for them ☺ ⠀ ｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。 ｡ﾟ ﾟ･｡･ﾟ ︵ ︵ ( ╲ / / ╲ ╲/ / ╲ ╲ / ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ﾉ ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ︶
Bro depression is fucked up bro I have family that love me and I just can’t see that they do and a mom that’s been there since day one I ain’t had a real dad (biological father) and I’m pushing them all away and it’s tearing me apart but I always say only 1 time to life so fuck it live it up. If you guys have a chance to change please please change living a drug addict, being alone but not even seeing people being there is fucking pain I love everyone so y’all change when you got a chance
Man I feel you, no father, drug addiction and depression that's me. Hope we will heal I wish you that sincerly, I feel this abyssal pain, I feel you brother. I can't even cry anymore, no feeling I'm just frozen asf wanna get a normal life again... fck this life fuck this society and fck the hate..
You have to be a warrior my friend. Stay away from all negative things like drugs, girls, parties, people.... I know it sucks to stay away from them because sadness and depression are fucking addictive according to real science. But you have to fight, don't be weak!
Thanks for you answers but honestly I loose hope I feel there is no way out.. I feel so bad I can't even focus on anything else than my depression and all.. fuck this shit
I’m writing this after 2weeks every night listening to this playlist while I smoke blews and clear trying to cope with life and I fantasize about my death and my funeral if anyone would be actually sad about me dying especially if my parents would finally take some accountability for ignoring me and my cries for help and every girl who broke my heart is there balling there eyes out and they play one of the corny videos of my life with sad music behind it then I realize that would never happen like that at all but it’s comforting to imagine it but I can’t kill my self I can’t imagine what it would do to my daughter who is the only thing that keeps me here because she loves her dad for who I am not judging me for my demons I struggle with I don’t want her to grow up and think that her dads a piece of shit junkie so I know what I’m facing but in the meantime I’m just trying to relate and just be honest since peeps music has helped me in so many ways I love him and I’m really grateful that I found him and I really hope this helps someone out if not it helps me shout out to the creator of this playlist love you guys
I like lil peep more when depression is come. this cames when me and my exgf get knows about my infertility. Ex is going away with this fact. I am 21 and now i dont do any job, doesn't want to get any girls. I have this shit last half year. i see like other are living and dont know what to do. i just playing games to feel this less. never druged, but some desire i got
I almost did it… 2 years ago… winter is killing my soul again again and again… the snow the ice it freezes my passion of soccer… here I am still alive in the greatest state of mind I’ve ever been even after -1 best friend (dead) and 2 hard break ups
.... depression hits hard.... My bf just broke up with me around 3 hours, I just had a breakdown. Somehow I ended up on this playlist, how?? IDK... It hurts.. He was my world, my love, my life. I thought we were meant to be.. SILLY FUCKING ME
If you have a friend that is depressed take the hour or two or the whole to talk to them they may not want but they need bc it might be your last chance i struggle with addiction and depression and schizophrenia and bipolar disorders at any given moment I could end it all😢but it’s my family and friends that keep me here and bucking
Мені так одіноко і больно , мене ніхто неможе понять , всім наче шось просто нада от мене , ніхто нехоче і неможе мене просто полюбить. Яб так хотів знать шо я іскрінє комусь нада , шо хтось іскрінє за мной скучає пустими ночами. За моїм неадекватним повідєнієм , за моїми необдуманими шутками . Я наче один в цьом світі , так больно находиться у многолюдній пустині а цим же вечором глотать всі таблетки жменями надєясь шо ций раз я уже точно не проснусь , я так хочу тепла , я неможу найти ні з ким общий язик , я наче один в цьом мірі і каждий день мені все больніше і больніше(
U can love yourself and give yourself strength alone, maybe along that path U can know new people but don't count on them. U can love only if you love yourself every day
Its mad that its been nearly 6 years since peep died. I remember being in a csgo game and someone was spamming rip lil peep in the side chat. I thought he was trolling but looked it up and there it was he was dead. Sad times rip peep gone to soon was waiting for the next time he was coming to london.
Peep is the only one that understands the way that i'm feeling, i'm so tired of all this fucking persons and this fucking life. No one cares about me and that's fucked i don't know who i am wtf bye pls be kind with others
A lot of bullshit!!! depression is fatal..... The only luck that a depressed, toxic, or otherwise can have is to have a true friend, brother or even passion 😳, without help, without luck he cannot get out of it, someone in the world should have the power to understand you in time !!! It happened to me by chance it can happen just take care, love and see beyond the box, which is not for everyone
