永康街上有一家牛肉面 There is a beef noodle shop on Yong Kang Street 應該是西側,我分不清東南西北 It should be on the west side, but I’m bad at directions 你帶我去過一次,後來我常去 You brought me there once, now I frequent it 每次讓老板少放一些蔥,他不聽 I always tell the owner to go light on scallions, but he ignores me 只好一次一次都挑出來,放進小碗 I just have to pick them out piece by piece 假裝你會在一旁幫我吃掉 I pretend you are next to me and will eat them for me 收到的信件堆滿我的小抽屜 Mail has filled my drawer 裏面有一半是你對我的想念 Half of it was from you saying how much you miss me 可是最近沒有收到了,只有促銷券跟賬單 But I have not been receiving them lately, I’m only getting coupons and bills 下個月阿K的生日,你會出現嗎? Are you going to show up in Ken’s birthday party next month? 本來說好要一起去的喔 We said we would go together 你會不會用我給你買的領帶呢? Are you going to use the tie I bought you? 相撲先生的貼紙,記得要貼在旅行箱上喔 And don’t forget to put stickers of sumo wrestlers on your suitcase 忘記我 仿佛我從未出現過 Forget about me, as if I never entered in your life 路過我 迷失在熟悉的街頭 Pass by me, and get yourself lost on the familiar streets 沖刷我 沉溺在記憶的漩渦 Wash me away, and submerge yourself in the swirl of memories 親吻我 如初次見面時一樣 Kiss me, just like our first time 去往你家的路上,有長長的隧道 There is a long tunnel on the way to your home 每次都擔心車燈會不會突然熄滅 I’m always worried about the head lights going out suddenly 總說要陪你的媽媽去旅行 I keep on saying to take your mom to travel 現在有空了 Now I have time 現在開口還來得及嗎? Is it too late to do so now? 忘記我 仿佛我從未出現過 Forget about me, as if I never entered in your life 忽略我 流浪在往事的霓虹 Ignore me, and let me wander about the neon lights of the past 擁抱我 徘徊在過往的日記 Hug me, and let me roam through the diary of my distant memory 親吻我 如初次見面時一樣 Kiss me, just like our first time 一樣 一樣 一樣 一樣 忘記我 仿佛我從未出現過 Remember me, as if I had never met you before 親吻我 如初次見面時一樣 Kiss me, just like our first time
我和我的前任也是第一任分手。那天是2019年1月18日。那天她晾了我一天,我很烦,我很急,我特别着急的打电话过去问她,气急之下我问她是不是想跟我分手,她说了是。后来我开始在想,是不是我态度太差了?我是不是不该气急的那样去说?可是后来明白了,她只要想跟我分手,什么都能够是理由。我承认,我和她在一起的时候,我真的很不称职。是一个很不称职的男朋友,甚至可以说,我当时就是一个小男孩,不懂爱,不会爱,更不明白什么是爱。也让她伤透了心。现在每每想起她对我的好,和我对她的不好,就心如刀绞。这样喜欢我的一个女孩子,我也都没有留得下来。但现在,我好很多了。我现在会懂得去听女孩子说话,也会懂得如何去爱一个人了,我变成了那个曾经她很期望的会爱的人。但是就像那句话一样,她给了我超能力,却不在我身边。而说真的,我最不能接受的一件事情,就是她宣布新欢的日子。那是在2019年1月19日。不论怎样,Eric跟我说过:“It's a part of life.”很多时候不是忘记了,而是领悟了,能接受了。从“我失恋了?”到“我失恋了!”,最后到“我失恋了。”。Whatever it is,all of it,a part of life.