going through that right now and although she was never mine, it feels like i've lost her as all we've done is drift apart. the worst part isn't the arguments, or the fact that you can't be with them. it's not the days when they're not around. it's walking past them in the hall or street and saying nothing, as though you're two strangers that never met :(
School is so hard if you have social anxiety and if u get badder grades bc of that might hurt especially if your mom is telling you just to talk I mean wth is wrong with her? It's not easy to talk it's kinda impossible to talk you think your dying if the teacher is putting all the attention on you especially from the whole class and then they try to avoid talking things just because you don't need to talk either. I mean it's impossible to talk even if you want to, you can't. I tried my best to talk but I can't, often I can't even write in video games or talk in video games. And today while I had English lesson do we had to read out loud our homeworks so we needed to write some sentences as homework and kinda 6 or 7 peoples did it, So he took a couple of students and who would have thought? Of course he takes me! What else? He must have told me a thousand times to read my homework, so I shook my head at least 30000 times He only stopped trying to persuade me when he saw that I was about to cry For some reason, you always cry when you try something but don't succeed, so in the sense of limitations. And he's not the only teacher who does that, they try every day, every lesson to get me to talk in front of the class and I only talk in math because I'm super good at it, but still I talk with limitations, so most of the time I just say the result, so one word that I still have so lol. And who would have thought that my mom doesn't even go to the doctor with me because of social anxiety, so I have it completely unofficially but every teacher and every adult person in the medical field understands it and notices it immediately, so actually I could just go to the doctor and get a note or something like that
I think i might have anxiety disorder myself so i can relate ro the song the only thing i can't relate to is that actually noboddy of my familly knows. I can controle it overday but when i go to sleep i start crieing most of the time i don't even know why i crie i also have alot of headaches. I pretend i'm alright because i don't want my familly to worry about me . (Sorry for my bad grammar i'm not english i actually speak dutch) and i just wanted to chare this so others know they are not allone. So keep fighting and stay strong cause i know one day i and you are gonna find happines.😁
I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and I really relate to this song. It’s hard for me to tell people my feelings. When I try and interact with people I start to panic. Every single thing I do I feel it’s being criticized by everyone so I just try and blend in with the crowd. If I need help with work, I won’t ask. If I want to go and get lunch at school, I don’t. Because I feel like I can’t.
"I will never be this strong without you" that reminded me of my mom and how much she's always been there for me. Can't imagine how broken I'd be without her.
Temprano en la mañana Todavía me pongo un poco nervioso Luchando con mi ansiedad constantemente Trato de controlarla Incluso cuando sé que ha pasado mucho tiempo Todavía puedo sentir el giro Duele cuando recuerdo Y no quiero volver a sentirlo nunca más No sé si lo sabes Porque no puedo expresar lo agradecido que estoy Que siempre estuviste conmigo cuando duele Sé que entiendes No quiero perder el control Ya no hay nada que pueda hacer Intentando todos los días cuando aguanto la respiración Girando en el espacio, presionando sobre mi pecho No quiero perder el control A veces sigo pensando que viene Pero sé que no lo está Tratando de inhalar y exhalar Pero el aire queda atrapado Porque aunque ahora yo sea más grande Y sé como ahuyentar el pasado No hubiera podido hacerlo Si no te hubiera tenido sujetando mi mano No quiero perder el control Ya no hay nada que pueda hacer Intentando todos los días cuando aguanto la respiración Girando en el espacio presionando sobre mi pecho No quiero perder el control Necesito que sepas Nunca hubiera sido tan fuerte sin ti Tú has visto como crecí Tú tomaste todas mis dudas Porque tú eras mi hogar No quiero perder el control Ya no hay nada que pueda hacer No quiero perder el control Ya no hay nada que pueda hacer, ya no Intentando todos los días cuando aguanto la respiración Girando en el espacio presionando sobre mi pecho No quiero perder el control
This actually hits me deep I feel this everyday I have really bad anxiety to where I fidget with my hands and I hurt myself even more because of that 😔😞😔😞
To my English teacher: “Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not. Trying to breathe in and then out but then the air gets caught. Even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past, I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand.”
That song be part of my life which is hard for me and everyday is hard for me I have a bf who I love but hes far away from me but I hope we will meet irl soon and then everything be fine with my life and around me :< but song is beautyful
I have to do a speech or a poem at school like self harm and bullying and I have so I’m really scared and I can’t explain my feelings, no motivation , not sleeping, not eating,shaking does anyone know if that’s a disorder
