最初に体の関係を持つ→そこでの感情を「恋」だと勘違いする→相手(恐らく精神疾患？あり)に振り回され疲弊しつつも相手に好意を抱いているからという自己暗示？からの依存→気付かないうちに自分まで病んでしまう(=傷口)→「傷口」に気付く→過去の自分を貶す(=拙い言葉)→やり直そう！と気を高める→やり直そうにも引き返せない、やり直せない(相手との関係の悪化？)、もしくは前のようには戻れない→「あいた傷口がふさがらない」 この後はまだ経験値が足りなさ過ぎてちゃんと理解出来ていないので誰かに託した ラスト ただただ人肌を求めるが何も変わらない、心の隙間が埋まらない→自分が可愛いのか自分へ向けた「いつまで泣いていたい？」の一言→本心での「何もわかっていない！」 今更ですが「れでぃーふぉーゆあーらぶ」の「れでぃー」ってLadyですね。ずっとReadyだと思ってました。英文は「Lady for your love」あなたの愛のための女性、つまりセフレ。この曲は男性視点。(恐らくMARETUさん自身の経験が元になっていると思われる) MARETUさんの曲はどれもそれぞれあくまで人の心の内を綴ったものであって何があったかを明確に捉えることは出来ないと考えているので人によってイメージするものが変わると思っています。あくまで1人の考えとして流してください。
Ik the best thing that happened to this planet was this man’s birth Cuz gosh damn it my life has changed forever it’s been complete listening to this man’s music
Tsutau nukumori yakitsuita yumegokochi Kamitsuku you ni fureatte! Dare mo shinjinai ate mo nai mirai Shinjau made tsuyoku kanjitai na …tte saa Okashii na Kimi no kowasa ni furetai yo Harisakeru omoi koi to harikaete ike! Kudaranai "takaramono" dakara koso Sunao niwa tebanasenainda na Futon no naka arittake no kodou Kyou mo gomi ni shiteita? Daitai kawaranai asai kurikaeshi Honnouteki ni shikujitte! Daremo kaerenai ate mo nai mirai Naichau made fukaku kanjitai na …tte saa Kawaii na Kimi no yowasa ga medetai yo "Isso no koto" to akirameru kimi ga suki! Tomarisouda iki no ne kikitorenai Nani ga shitai no ka wakarenainda na Omoidasu to tsukarechau no da Te wo hanasanaide ne Tatta hitotsu dake mamotteita akashi wo supatto kitte Mikaeri megakete kojiaketeita? Tsumaranai kyoubi tsumaru kyori mihattenaide Ima yatto kidzuitanda Pakkuri aita kizuguchi ni! Meikingu douga okkakete tsutanai kotoba wo hakikakeyou …De, kikkuofu da kouhansen kutabireta ho wo harimasu to Masaka masaka no hiagatta futeiki kouro Aita kizuguchi ga fusagaranai naa… Honshou wakaranai! Itai toko bakka kandouteki ni ijikutte Nagatsuzuki shinai namanurui memai Kowareru made tsukari tsukaritai na …tte saa Ureshii na Kirawaretatte shiawase da "Daisuki da yo…" to utsumuku kimi ga suki …de saa Doushiyou? Koushiyou ka! Soko ni nettori afureta mujakisa datte sa Guttari yaburete kieuseru nara Kossori kokoro wo kitsuku shibatte miseru! Se se se se se… to redii foo yuaa rabu Namidame hakidame kawaribae no riyuu Kikitakunai itai itai naiteitai Amattarui koe nioi ni muchuu Chuu chuu chuu chuu chuu de redii foo yuaa rabu Tatta hitotsu dake damatteita himitsu wo kirihiraite Namakizu darake no ai wo umunda? Tsumaranai kyoubi tsumaru kyori mihattenaide Ima yatto kizuitanda Zakkuri saketa hidari mune! Ai toka iu mono okkakete dogitsui itami ni yoishireyou Darekare kamawazu koe kakete ti ni tsuku ashi wo sagashiteiru Kojirekitta yume sogitotte karappo datta watashi Ano hi kara otona ni nattamitai Itsumade naiteitai...? "Nanimo wakatteinai!"
IT'S NOT FxxKING FUNNY (Lyrics from the wiki) That lingering warmth had me in a trance, Each touch feeling like a bite! No one believes in a pointless future I want to feel it poignantly until the day I die. It's strange, I wanna experience that fear of you. These feeling explode inside me, come and cover me with all your love! This "treasure" of mine is so trivial, But I don't want to give up on it. I can feel the beat of my heart in this futon. Did I waste today as well? After all we don't change, we keep on repeating the same superficial mannerisms each day. Messing up as if by instinct A pointless future no one can return to, I want to feel it so deeply I cry, and yet... You're just so cute, I love your weakness. "The sooner the better..." I love how quickly you give up! I can't hear the sound of your fading breath. I don't know what you wanna do, And every time I try to remember it just makes me tired. Don't let go of my hand, kay? Slicing through that one bit of proof I'd held on to, Aiming for the reward, did I simply just try and wrench it open? Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all too closely I just finally noticed These gaping wounds of mine! Just following along with all those tutorial videos, spewing out poorly though-out words, ...So, let's kick off the second half. I pick up that old worn sail and stitch it back together. It can't be, it can't be. I'm on that dried up, irregular course yet again. I just can't treat these open wounds... I don't understand who you really are! Hitting me emotionally, right where it hurts This dizziness won't last too long. I want to soak in it till I'm broken, It's what makes me happy. It's pure happiness, even if I'm hated. I love it when you avert your eyes and say "I love you..." ...Hey What are we going to do? ...Maybe we should do this! If all that viscously flowing innocence of yours Ever fully empties out, I'll secretly force my way into your heart! S-s-s-s-s-so, ready for your love. A dumpster full of teary eyes and reasons to better myself, I don't want to hear any of that. It hurts, it hurts, I just want to cry. I'm in ecstasy from your sweet voice, that smell of yours Simply enraptured... ready for your love. My one and only secret is exposed, Will this wounded love of mine ever come to bear any fruit? Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all too closely I just finally realized How deeply you've cut my heart! Everyone who chases after this thing called "love", is intoxicated by this stinging pain. Still people call out to anyone and everyone, searching for some kind of connection. I've become hollow after giving up on that dream of mine, Though I guess I've grown up in the process. How long do I want to keep crying...? "You don't understand anything!
