this is the second time that coming back to a song i didnt hear in ages hits hella different... as someone who really dislikes being in relationships that are much more then just saying "i love you" a hug, ocasionally a quick smooch and then the rest is identical to a normal friendship, i felt this song so much differently now. specially the "as long as no one tells me i'm the odd one out" because i am constantly seeing people claiming the sort of love relationship i enjoy must be "just homies" and that makes me feel invalid as fuck. the "i'm fine with a back-to-back love" also hit really hard, i and my so spend days without talking at all. tbh im not sure how exactly he feels about it, but to me it feels so right. please normalize relationships that resemble the OG platonic style. some people just have nothing to say to their lover, so they will love silently and that is ok.
