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I just love Dottore’s reasoning for creating his segments. To “see” different perspectives from periods of my life to define an issue is such n interesting concept.
2:59 Translation: Indeed, its hard for humans to be kind to themselves.. as we experience different feelings at different times. (I think thats what it means?)
It may sound weird, but I like the idea of him trying to "get rid" of his old (younger) self. People on other plantforms speculate that he doesn't want to be alive and/or hates himself (something like that). Interesting, that I get back to this topic when I try to understand his character.
The moment I saw Dottore I always felt intrigued? Somehow I'm still interested in this character even though its been out for awhile, like the moment it came out I absolutely adored this character-
9 FELT A SHIVERE IN MY SPINE I AM OBSESSED WITH THE LYRICS. THE ART. I FEEL TEARS IN MY EYES THIS IS GORGEOUS THE ARTIST CAPTURED DOTTORES PERSONALITY SO I WELL I LOVE THE SENSE OF TRAGEDY YET THE WHOLE FEEL THAT HES UNFORGIVABLE AND TWISTED IM TOCUHED AGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
Dear Huge Watermelon, from first to last second I knew that this will be an incredible experience and irreplaceable masterpiece~ Everything looks so pretty, especially his eyes, your art style overall, the connection to Scara and Nahida… the lyrics fit him sooooo well too, also the destruction and fire, he knows what he has done and finally tries to admit it..? Or he‘s aware of it and regrets it.. when he held Lumine‘s hand, he REALLY reminded me of Dainsleif and as if he wanted this close connection that he was never able to get… especially love how you drew him as a kid at the start, or the way he changes his facial expression in an instant because he‘s not wearing his mask anymore at 1:44 and forward… wow! Thank you so much for sharing this with the world!~ Much love and appreciation to you!! ❤
If I had to interpret the second part I guess that it tells a story where a clone of Dottore meets Lumine, falls in love with her and subsequently kills the original Dottore. Love it!
OH MY GOD. THE ART. THE MUSIC. THE EDITING. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVSJD CVJDSKGVKC I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS. BYE. GONNA PASS OUT IN A CORNER.
I have a theory. Perhaps Dottore is, as one person said here, trying to get rid of his younger self. But maybe he also hates himself to the point where he wants to be dead as he hates what he has become.. Dottore's backstory has never been gone into at all. Arlecchino's backstory has been gone into, Childe's, Wanderer/Scaramouche, Signora. So why not Dottore? So my theory is he was forced into being a Fatui Harbinger like Childe, Scara and Signora. He hates himself for becoming what he has and wishes to die. He doesn't/can't go on playing as The Doctor, as Il Dottore, as he's been made to dance for the Fatui's amusement. Think about it. Scara was treated as a puppet who has been broken time and time again. Signora was treated as a fiery furnace after a loss, a furnace that is ready to spring into light and blaze through anyone/anything. Childe is treated like a lone child who can't be seen that he is broken inside. Arlecchino is treated with a caution as they know she is protective over her children and love them even though she doesn't want to let others know. They were all treated by the others as who they truly are. But we have never seen Dottore with another Harbinger. Why not? Because it would reveal Dottore for who he really is underneath. And so maybe, like Childe he was taken in by the Fatui at a young age and he was broken and molded into what he is by the Fatui.
It explains the life of dottore and what he did and how much he is in a conflit with himself bc of all the bullying he received that he came to a point where he hated himself
