I do the things I do so I won’t be trusting, and so I won’t be loving, I’ll never hope for anything Even then, I’ll go along acting very carefully Ego never growing, I don’t want them to know me I do the things I do so I won’t be hurting, and so I’m not a bully, I won’t give in to murdering Even then, I’ll go along faking almost everything So I don’t act arrogantly I’ll say a joke or two and talk in such a way that’ll make you wanna’ stay And even then I’ll laugh to bring you back and charm you anyway Bitter choco decoration Be sure to eat it ‘till it’s gone and don’t you say a word Bitter choco decoration A picky eater through and through, you still have much to learn Empty out your mind and then you’ll realize If your heart is real when you cast it aside Surely you’re the same and even that is fine “By the way I wanna’ know, if a couple days ago, did we at that time-- you know what? Hey never mind.” I do the things I do so I won’t expose me and so you’ll never know me, you won’t be getting close to me Even then, I’ll go along always speaking freely I make them laugh so easy, instead of making fun of me I do the things I do coming off politely I praise them very highly, admire all their qualities Even then, I’ll go along never speaking bitterly So I don’t act ignorantly Prison bound, we participate Here I go, yet again, saying “What--? No way!” “I’m in awe ‘cause your bangs, yeah they’re all the craze!” Even though, what I see, yeah, it’s all the same Morning or night, I’ll snap, you see? Misstep while they’re watching face a group lynching But it’s do or die! Survive insanity!!!!!!!!! Bitter choco decoration You know that every now and then a “love” will bring you “pain” Bitter choco decoration They’re gonna’ leave you far behind, their art forever stained Way back at the start, with dreams, I could impress Now it’s tossed aside, no one cares, no one obsessed Sometimes we say no but we’re always meaning yes “Hey, I gotta’ say that today we were amazed. Got a knack for things like that, that could blow us all away.” Love in season, give a reason Bitter choco decoration Love in feeling, give a meaning Bitter choco decoration F.U.C.K.Y.O.U Bitter choco decoration I wanna’ be all that you need, I want to make it last Bitter choco decoration I’m gonna’ burn it all away, my feelings into ash Bitter choco decoration I’ll kill my ego and my heart, and put them in the ground Bitter choco decoration I guess I grew up in the end, hey Mom, look at me now Surely here on out, from now until the end Hell will always follow me, even when I’m dead Ah, that’s why I’m begging here, now and again Please, I wanna’ feel like I did back as a kid, not a single piece of clothing to cover what I did "Hey you look familiar, though it’s been a couple years! Weren’t you that preoccupied? Sorry, nevermind"
