Thanks to vocaloid wiki, I have found the english translation, for anyone that loves to read the lyrics as they listen to the song: (also, thank you artist for this beautiful video! (´◠ω◠`) ) I’m a monster who was born into this best, most beloved world An obedient puppet tossed out into an unpleasant era A spider who spins red thread, a hunter who was trapped as expected Give me a reason to live with indifference, doctor I’m a monster who was born into this vague, new-old world At a glance, it seems to have been scattered by a careless hand A spider released outside, a batter who got a strike as expected It hurts so much to keep my expression composed; give me some medicine, doctor So, reciting a nonsense spell, chewing my fingernails, I was waiting I called out an incoherent name Ah Even if I came to love humanity in the end, I don’t belong anywhere, do I? My heart is crying in pain, so remember me Even if I came to love humanity in the end, there won’t come a day when I know that love, will there? So today hit me like a brick[1] I tried to follow orders, ignoring appearances; a huge rip, a forced defeat If I’m happy three times, sadness is ninefold; putting on my blues, I ran into the night[2] Here, every time, I loiter in paradise - the hope I was accustomed to blocked off my path of retreat Please think it over Please be quiet Please look at me Ah Even if I went back to humanity’s first day, there would be no memories there, right? I’d just be that much sadder, so have a laugh on me Even if I went back to humanity’s first day, I wouldn’t have the qualifications to live I’ve become a bit weak I realized it; hold my hand I reached it; you don’t need me, right? I’ve been dirtied; please, somehow, give me as much love as I can take Even if I lit a perfect final flame, it would still be painful, wouldn’t it? To be honest, I remembered I wanted to try blooming I’ve reached it at last, a love that mimicked the truth Ah Even if I came to love humanity in the end, there’s be no proof I was ever here, right? I’m sure I’m not worthy of it, but still, remember me Even if I cried alone 99 times, there won’t be a 100th time, right? I’ve finally found myself And so love has come to an end See you, monster who was born into this most beloved world Wearing the most triumphant expression of my life, I’ve now become one with the world
