yo english speaker here! i didn't understand the lyrics, but if i can infer correctly from the music video it's probably talking about how suga feels as if he is always second best to kags. i really like this video as i feel that sometimes people overlook suga and his perspective of things, like him being the only third year who isn't a starting player even though he works hard. keep it up! i think your artstyle is sososo cute too HAHAHA