Kinda of a fun fact: SIU in Spanish stans for Sistema Intrauterino (Intrauterine System) an anticonceptive/ birth control method which is interesting considering this is a song about a mother who hates her child and kinda regrets giving birth.
i kinda knew the regret part arl I mean, some of the english is "Why did you let you let this child be born" "Why did you let this child leave the womb"
this song just screams mommy issues for me, i just... can't listen and not think abt all the times she told me this when something upseted me and shit :")
My dad says I'm weird for listening to these type of songs while I'm drawing or sum but dat shit is not gonna make me stop listening to these type of songs :D Edit:THANK YOU FOR THE LIKES AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY :D
i like umitagari (maretu) and kara kara kara no kara (kikuo) !! moving away from those two, my favourite vocaloid song is definitely cantarella (grace edition) by kurousa-p, it has violin sort of similar to corpse dance . if you guys try any of these songs them do lmk ^ ^ !!!
My mom is the reason i hide my emotions very commonly :D And when i feel like crying i only do it when I'm alone because i know that she will only make me cry more if i cry near her She also says this one sentence when i cry: "I'll give you a reason to cry if you don't stop crying." So now she's the reason i say to her "it's okay, I'm alright." When deep down I'm NOT. And i know that i hate her, even if just a little bit. And when her stupid boyfriend comes over she tells me to smile, so i just fake a smile and most of the time when i go to my room i just start crying immediately and literally almost starts having a mental breakdown. And i also realized I'm slightly happier in my dad's house than hers. And we're moving out soon (something i don't wanna do, I'm willing to make my mom's stupid boyfriend break up with her just to not move out) and if i fail, I'll just go live at my dad's. I'm happier there anyways. My mom also kind of makes my life absolute hell, and then when i grow up she'll think: "why doesn't my daughter want to spend time with me anymore?" When she knows EXACTLY what she did to make our relationship like that. She told me multiple times she's gonna take away my phone, when she's the one who teached me to use it all the time, i hate hypocrites tbh. She stays on her phone ALL DAY. It really gets annoying. At this point she uses it more than me. And also because of her I'm a introvert and have absolutely no idea of how to make friends, and a constantly changing personality. I only use the phone mostly to escape the hell she makes my life, I've also cried at school lots of times, but then later said to myself: "SUCK IT UP." And then stop crying. She's the reason i don't trust anyone except my online friends, these are the only people who make me actually happy and i trust them. This is life. Wow.
lyrics: Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up airashiku, kanashiku tsumazuku anata kara nioi tatsu shi no kanku kanku tsutsumashiku, tsumashiku nukazuku anata ni wa mōshiwakenai iiwake somosomo sō hajime wa nageyari ni tsukurareta anata no hakensaki yo mā iroiro zannen da moromoro, ikansen na sorosoro kizuite uyamuya ni kimerareta konoyo no kuma gumani iya kore demo jūbun ka? soretomo fujūbun ka? hito no ko mo dono ko mo umare ga subete takarakuji kuji hazuseba kodoku to muryoku This is life wow saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o sashiagetai kedo Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up sōzōshiku, gyōgyōshiku nonoshiru anata kara afuru ru han fuyū shikatanaku, mazushiku kyaku hiku anata ni wa genkai darou? Ningenkai wa naze naze sono ko ga urameshii? iyashin no soko de wa urayamashii? mā dare mo ga dōrui ka sono itanda nōzui wa sorosoro nagekou kuji kujibiki ni kimerareta anata no sujimichi ni mō boku ni wa kankei nai umarenaoshi no kangeikai takaru hae yoru kame motazaru nasake tsuragamae ware hanahada aware de xisuizura ifu wow Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up Suck it up dōshite kore o tsukutta no dōshite koko made hōtteoita no dōshite kono ko o unda no dōshite soko ni umareteshimatta no aijō no nukegara ni koi o junjō no moegara ni sei o nikutai no meshitsukai ni kui o saikō no yosei ni kitai o ganbō no dorei ni owari i o chūzuri no kabane ni gasshō yūkyū no tamashii ni mei o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o saitei no giseisha ni ai o
y’all why did this get attention and this was a joke. boys can cry and show basic human emotions and be feminine. i’m bigender and before i thought i was a man. woman can be masculine and show emotion and men can be feminine and show emotion. also i don’t know anyone named karen or baribara
The Promised Neverland BIG manga SPOILERS Norman: starts committing genocide after experiencing hell in lamda, thinking he has limited time and is going to die, is a literal child forced into the role of leadership, wanting to take the burden of doing heinous crimes because the price of his family's safety means more to him, and is pressured with the weight of leadership by the majority of what's left of the human race on his shoulders. The fandom: SUCK IT UP. SUCK. IT. UP.
right? I agreed with Emma but he had an understandable view. But once I found out what they really were I couldnt agree with slaughtering all of them either
@@UdonNerdle thats true i dont agree with him but for people to outright call him a villian and act like hes the worst when deep down he just wants everyone to stay alive is wrong, its as if that cancels out anything he did in the past.
@@Beloved.oh_my this was a while ago but sure sorry this was so long so basically ive been bottling up my emotions so long that one time I had the hiccups my mom tried to scare me and I had a breakdown and everyone laughed at me because they thought I started crying because my mother scared me so bad. My mom forced me to talk to her about my mental health and then my dad came down to my room and got angry at me and guilt tripped me because my mom thought I was angry at her. I now will never talk to my parents about my crippling mental health. I really need to see a therapist because I'm mentally burnt out and schools starting soon and I'm gonna get mentally and physically drained till I'm dead by school. I also have bad ADHD and I can't get anything done. I'm slowly falling into a deeper and deeper hole because my parents keep forgetting to get me into a therapist even though Ive been asking them repeatedly for months now. My parents aren't that bad but they aren't very good people for advice...
as i feel the spark in me die, i'm told to quit crying and being so emotional. "suck it up. your life is great compared to other's" reality is mine now. i choose the way i view life. i dont cry, i get angry. and i get into fits of rage. you made me this way, not my problem :)
English lyrics for myself because I'm tired of scrolling in the comment. 🙃 SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP You stumble around so adorably yet sorrowfully. By your hands I suffer through the hardships of odoriferous death For you, prostrating yourself so modestly, so economically There are only inexcusable excuses It started with carelessness …that’s what you were created by. This is your dispatch point Well, there’s some bad luck involved So many things are regrettable I’ll notice it in the nooks and crannies soon Those present in this world, decided as unsettlеd But really, is this enough? Or is it insufficient? Whеn you take away the lottery The births of all children Whether they be the Son of Man or anyone else Are isolated and helpless THIS IS LIFE (WOW) To the lowest of the victims, offer love To the lowest of the victims, offer love To the lowest of the victims, offer love To the lowest of the victims, offer love I want to offer it, but- SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP Poverty flows from you as you curse at me Noisily, flamboyantly You attract helpless, poor customers Do you have any limits? As for the world of humans- Why do you hate that child? …that’s not it, are you jealous in the bottom of your heart? Well, is everyone the same? And as for that aching brain- Let’s grieve soon. We’ll pull the lottery …That’s what you decided. I’m not related To your logic anymore This is a welcome party for my rebirth Swarming flies. Turtles drawing near Pity the have-nots Their countenance is scorned- Such a pity This is life. (WOW) SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP SUCK IT UP Why did you make this? Why did you ignore it until now? Why did you give birth to this child? Why were they born there? Grant romance to love’s husk Grant a nature to innocence’s embers Grant repentance to the servants of the flesh Hope for the best remaining years of your life Grant an end to the slaves of desire Pray for the hung corpse Grant the next world to the eternal soul To the lowest of the victims, offer love (To the lowest of the victims, offer love.) (To the lowest of the victims, offer love.) (To the lowest of the victims, offer love.) To the lowest of the victims, offer love
This is really a *portugal* classic. For the ones who doesn't get it, the word SIU has also another meaning to the world's richest athlete's famous celebration in football/soccer Cristiano Ronaldo, it translates to "yes."
Clicked on this to stop myself from crying... safe to say that doesn't work. It made me cry more... but now atleast This can go on my list of vent songs.. lol
awww hope you're doing alright now:(.. You can get through it, just don't don't believing in yourself. If someone have you down or feeling worse, don't listen to them, you are a unique person! :). (even though i dont know you but still:) *)
not gonna lie this reminds me of my "dream" world idk why my "dream" world is like : im alone in my room with a flash light i can't unlock my door and i have to flash it at these big tall black shadows and my parents are trying to break down the door but not in a good way and i have to reach 6:00am but if i wake up i have to start again
lyrics : (not mine btw) Suck it up. Suck It Up. Suck it up. Suck It Up. Suck it up. Suck It Up. Suck it up. Suck It Up. From you who are lovely, sad, and tripping over The scent of suffering from death is present You who are modest, prudent, and bowing down Uses the word "sorry" just an excuse I had been careless from the beginning anyway ... Since before you, who I created, we're born Well, there are a lot of things that Are disappointing All sorts of things that are regrettable Slowly notice the vagueness ... That is definite, no matter where you go in this world No, are things enough like this? Or is it not to your liking? The child of someone, the child of anyone We're all born (An accident) If they lost their lottery ticket, They would only have solitude and helplessness left THIS IS LIFE (WOW) Love for the worst victims Love for the most horrible victims Love for the poorest victims Love for the most terrible victims I'd like to give you that love, but, Suck it up. Suck It Up. Suck it up. Suck It Up. Suck it up Suck It Up. Suck it up. Suck It Up. From you, who's abusing me so noisily and dramatically There's poverty spilling out You, who helplessly draw the attention of the poor guests Are at your limit, right? this is a human world Why is that child so bitter? Or is it because that child's heart is filled with envy? Well, everyone's the same The brain of theirs is rotten Quietly mourn the lot you've drawn ...That your logic has made you to believe was fate It's got nothing to do with me anymore The welcome party of your perfected birth The flies that swarm, the tortoises that come together Show no sympathy (The worst) The expression of my smiling face Is so, very, very miserable THIS IS LIFE (WOW!) Suck it up. suck it up. Suck it up. suck it up. up. up. Why did you make this? Why did you only decide to stop your prank now? Why did you let this child be born? Why in the world did you let that child be born? Romance for the empty shell of love A personality for the embers of innocence Regret for the body of a servant Hope for the best parts of the rest of your life An end for the wishes of a slave Press your hands together to pray for the hanging corpse Darkness for the eternity of the soul Love for the worst victims
