hmmm is it just me or the original 李昂星 video seems to the only one that can bring "justice" and the "feel" of this song? The original 原唱 song with stage performance is brilliant... I can SENSE the development and realization personalities ... In the original 原唱, I can feel the deep hopelessness, the desperation... the hysterical transition and transformation to madness... that 李昂星 stage setup (THAT BOX and those Chinese words... simple and POWERFUL statement), performance, micro expressions, the emotions in his vocal... e.g. I can seen how a normal average human can transformed into a mad monster... The first part is a still average human with sadness, unhappiness, desperation... then after the first clown laughter... which marks the initiation of transformation from deep hollow hopelessness.... then second part with similar lyrics but in a more anger and stronger attitude... first transformation to a stronger personality... the beginning of joker transformation... I can sense the anger and anguish... the inner world filled with rejection, isolation, fear and loneliness... same lyrics but with a different expression... that express the confusion... of why the "formula for success" is not working out... then the maddening shout ... with the hysterical self doubt, inner voice, blame and contradictions set in... then the "bala bala"... (I can sense the outward blaming and hatred towards the others) thereafter display the inner still civilized human driven to madness, becoming the monster... Finally that cold Joker is transformed... just to be "NOT average"... (to feel "alive") ... with an hollow inside... That box END STATEMENT with that laughing cry then that blank LOST look... My tears flow uncontrollably... NEVER seen such performance before... totally taken into "Joker" inner world... that reversal... the decent to insanity... the death of a man... the birth of a monster... in just 4 minutes.... There are some other videos on this same song, even by professional singers, but no other videos can bring out the "feeling" of this song other than this video... (SIDE: the mic switched hand = new personality ?) I thought nothing can be more emotionally charged than 毛不易 盛夏 and 消愁 , that denote bitter struggles of human life... but this song... this performance... reaches deeper within... SIDE: Please do prove me wrong if there are better video variations of this song 有譜... SIDE: The original 原唱: 李昂星 【有譜】 HD高清現場版 ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-55sqUzCpWqU.html