This was the first movie my ex fiancé and I watched together before we were a couple. We were studying at university together and she wanted to watch this with me. I thought it was such a sweet experience and the movie resembles our story. It is quite realistic. We were together for 5 years, but known each other for 6 years. She's always helped me through university, since I had no idea what I wanted to do. She was always there to support me when I felt lost. She gave me hope that I could do something meaningful for my life, and I did. I appreciated how much affection shes always given me. She left me over a month ago for someone else. Because I was immature and selfish. I felt like a failure. I wasn't there for her when she needed me most. She was alone and sad. But I wasn't there to keep her safe. I promised on the day we fell in love, that I would always keep her safe and happy. I feel burdened with guilt for not keeping my word. I feel horrible for not being there for her, and not showing my true affection towards her. I still love her with all my heart. I would sacrifice my life to save hers without a doubt. The choices I made were wrong, and I would give anything to redo them. But the only thing now I can do for her, is move on and support whatever decision she makes. I'm genuinely happy for her that she's living the life shes always wanted. I just wish I could have provided her with this life sooner. Before I watched this movie, I was contemplating if I should let her go and move on, or hold onto our memories for a long time. I kept thinking about this to the point I had sleepless nights. I never could quite remember the ending of this movie so I decided to rewatch the movie again today. I held a photo of us together while watching it, to feel her presence, just like 6 years ago when we first watched it. Coincidentally at the end of this movie, it really gave me a sign, that I should her let go, as much as it hurts. All the fun, genuine, loving memories we created together. I had to let go, so we both can move on and experience true love again. If I really do care for her, I would like to see her happy, and hope that one day she would find a true soulmate. Just like in the movie. I genuinely do love her, and I wish things could be different. But it warms my heart to see her happy no matter the outcome. The actress playing the female character, resembles how my fiancé looks in person. She would also look lovely in a wedding gown one day. I will miss her. This is the hardest part about growing up. The first person you truly love and plan a future with, might not be there with you at the end. I will always remember you Esther.
I remember that ten years ago I first heard this song with my sisters and I felt so happy that I keep crying during the night. As the time goes by I can't remember the song titles but I really wanted to listen to this song again and to day is a lucky day that I came across this song accidently and it's bring me back all of my memories with my sisters❤. Today is 30/September/2023.
If you’re not contend with what you have right now, you’ll probably not be happy when you reach the point that you think you will. Destination is just another starting point. The struggles you went through,the courage you had to move one step after another, are valuable things one should appreciate. There is no summit, so enjoy the views around you and keep moving before you are out of your breath.
说得好 Well said, it will never be enough, if we cant find the way to be happy now without our success, we wont never find it no matter how much we achieve....
