I don’t understand why I am at this company for 4 years. First 2 years the toxic environment made me a bit crazy and so I stepped into this spiritual path. Wasn’t respected, my colleagues don’t help and I don’t learn as much. I’ve asked what am I here to learn and how do I move on. I’ve been trying to find an another job without success. So there must be reason why my higher self needs me to be in this job. Still finding out