At that moment, the perfect handsome was "perfect" to me. Yes My mom disagree. I was sad for years. But Now he must be very old. And we never talk with each other for a single word. Now I don't have deep impression of him. I wish good memory live in my brain. Chris is a nice guy, but his face looks so 'five organ close",I mean I didn't think he is handsome. I agree with his talent, that can't make me love him. Dr.H let other people to persuade me"to do what",not "to do what" his manner at the moment he "direct" me make me very uncomfortable. And his look is also not "perfect" even though his "qi zhi" is good. I didn't talk in class, he put his legs on the table in class. That's not the main point. They are not my "passion,ideal and attention" My school was kind of good,a lot of teachers are harvard, yale Dr. I don't have huge "distance" feeling with others who go to better school. And I'm not a worker now,too. I don't need your compassion. I only have compassion.