lyrics Why is my life so much Unreasonable in the morning, in the day, in the night I can't do anything, even if I put muddy water in my mouth in the corner of a messy room "Who will save me?" The line of sight that sticks to the back "His eyes are looking at me" Even if I hid my face with cigarette smoke, that line of sight pierced me I'm tired of it Save me from this dingy life A gray dream that overflows from this helpless daily wound This can't be anything The future we see At this rate, I can't help but the words that curse him that I threw away haven't arrived He won't even give me punishment, for this my stupidity Why is my life so much Yesterday, today, tomorrow, absurdly Even if you look up at the heavens and spit in the corner of a mediocre city that you can't do anything about "Will he save me?" Purple smoke is swimming "Can you finish it soon?" Waiting for my eyes to be dyed white Little by little tomorrow is approaching, and I'm stuck in this life and sprouting anxiety. A gray dream that overflows from this helpless daily wound This can't be anything The future we see We breathed without even disappearing as it was Just in a dirty daily life, cunningly scramble for food I'm at a loss in room 206, a small window that shines in the sun. The city is rusting, I heard a child's voice in the distance I will write down that I was born here and that I grew up in an ugly appearance. A gray dream that overflows from this helpless daily wound This can't be anything The future we see If even tomorrow is so scary that I can't help it, I can't even reach the words that curse him I want to write this letter and finish it, before tomorrow comes