English Fan Translation 🪞 💙 濡れた瞳の奥 In the depths of my teary eyes 隠すそれは汚くて Conceals something so tainted 誰にも言えない Something that cannot be confessed 痛みだけがずっと燻ってる As the pain smolders me endlessly 手に取ったビーズ The bead in my hand 輝きに魅せられて でも Enchanted by its glimmer, but 浮かんだ姿は The figure that reflects back 僕ではない Is not me at all 「ねえ、遊びましょう」 “Hey, let’s play” 笑顔の咲いた君は(誰よりも) As your smile blossomed (more than anyone else) ああ 眩しくていつでも Ah, always so dazzling to see 胸を抉り続けた as it continued to tear me apart 身体の奥底に 溜まる重い泥の Deep inside my body, the heavy mud piled up 中でもがき続け Within it I continue to struggle 隠した僕の気持ち 知らない Concealed my own feelings, for you’ll never know 無邪気な言葉が胸を突き刺す How those innocent words pierce my heart 反転した世界は映す The inverted world projecting 醜い姿も心も Both my ugly form and heart 通り過ぎた視線の先で Looking into the distance past your gaze 君は僕を見つめ笑う You smile back at me 不幸願う思考も The thoughts of misfortune and 羨む感情も The feeling of envy 泥となって積もって Turn into mud, pile up この身をよごす And stain this body これはきっと呪縛だ This must truly be a curse ずっと解けないまま That I could still never break 見えない出口を An exit that can’t be seen 探し続ける I’ll search for it endlessly 🤍 指先がなぞる Tracing with my fingertip モノクロの文字の羅列 それは The series of monochromatic letters, that is 私が知らない魅惑の味 An enchanting flavor I never knew 「さあ、泣かないで」と “Now, don’t cry” 困った顔で喋る（臆病に） With a troubled face, you said (timidly) ああ いつだってあなたは Ah, you would always とても優しく笑う Smile very kindly 重ねたスカートの 下に隠す気持ち Layers of my skirt, beneath hide the feelings それは染みとなって That are becoming stains 流れた血と涙の色だけ With only the color of blood and tears flowing 私とあなたが 同じと言った Said that you and I, are both the same 知らないフリしたまま触れる While feigning ignorance, I touch 泥に濡れた 黒い心 A mud soaked, black heart 他の何よりも眩しくて As it dazzles more than anything else ずっと焦がれている Something I’ve been longing for 💙🤍 夢の中ならばと願う Within my dreams I can only wish (💙)「君に」(🤍)「あなたに」なれたら “To be you” “to be you” if I could ひび割れた鏡の向こうに On the other side of this cracked mirror 映るこの感情を Reflecting upon these feelings 掻き消した Completely erased --- Like the MV, the song has two "vocalists/protaganists", and in the FTL I clarified them with 💙(Nakuru's lower pitch) and 🤍(Nakuru's higher pitch). The "mirror" in this song has 💙's reflection be 🤍and vice versa, towards the end where two verses have both vocals, it's implied they both become a singular entity - and from MV: where the two connect through the mirror. I hope I could convey the emotions and meaning from the lyrics, please reply comment any corrections needed! Edit 1: minor corrections~ Edit 2: changed L12 "and continued to pierce my heart" to "as it continued to tear me apart" for emphasis
@@lifdrazor I was debating this really heavily because that totally works too! but I ended up keeping "cannot confess" because it felt more meaningful and to the song's theme than "cannot not tell anyone" also agree how the MV pierced my heart I love Youichi's work so much
