I just wanted to praise our Lord, so I sung this hymn. We can feel our God through every thing he create, nature.They are so beautiful. (Sorry for my poor English.)
I was miserable about there being no sexual intercourse and no childbearing in heaven for a very long time, even to the point of renouncing my faith and pledging my allegiance to Satan. So this is what I told Jesus: "Jesus, you are my King. Please hear this prayer of mine. Whether I die right now or at 120, please do not let me go to hell. Please save me from the fires and worms of hell. Please do not ever let me renounce my faith ever again. Please do not let me ever pledge my allegiance to Satan again. Please wash away all my sins including the ones I am holding onto right now and help me let go of them. There will be no marriage, childbearing, or the sea in heaven so heaven is not a paradise with sexual intercourse, childbearing, and the sea. Please let me let go of sexual intercourse, childbearing, and the sea and to appreciate all of their replacements in heaven and everything else in heaven that is improved. And let me never again fall into belief or consideration that there is sexual intercourse or childbearing in heaven, and for that manner, never let me fall into false teachings or belief at all. In your name I pray, Jesus, amen." 2022. 3. 6. PM 5:13 PDT