私は12歳の時にアメリカの田舎に留学しました。なのでアイちゃんが言った大変さや寂しさがよくわかります。アイちゃんは弱い人間ではありません。自分の弱さを告白するために留学なされた。。勇気のある行動だとおもいます。学校を休みリチャージするのも必要なのかもしれません。Take care of yourself first. Don't worry about anyone else. Do whatever you need to do to be good to yourself. Once you do that, everything will flow :) You can always reset & start again.
I've been living in san francisco for 30 years.I went back japan only once for 4days. I can not run away because I have family.english is second language for me,but whenmy kids were young I had to made argument against their friends teachers and school district personnels . I got lawyer for class action against leasing office.If we are out of japan, we have to protect ourself.but other side, some people listen to neighbors and friends. everybody has some kind of similar experiences.we don't need to show stylish.