She was feeling the pressure of getting married as she reached middle aged because she was asked often about settling down. This pressure became desperation. If only there was a close friend or her mother or siblings who comforted her in times of loneliness. She had been taking care of others and nobody took care of her emotionally. Wish she loved herself more and got assurance that being single was ok.
Its not easy to be an single in traditional family, also too many people will ask the marriage questions.. the society of chinesse is unacceptable.. she is an famous singer, not getting married is like the biggest failure in the society.