숨이 자꾸 멎는다.. 불가마 향해 걸어간다.. 나 불가마, 불가마, 불가마 해.. 「채씨표류기」 9화 

90년생?????우와 세월의 풍파를 내가 맞았나보다

​@@user-wk1bk1us4l술담배하지마세요. 먹는것도 클린하게드시고

ฮยองวอนกับซิ่วหมินคุยไรกันอยากรู้จังเลยน่าจะมีซับไทยด้วยนะค่ะ❤❤

Thank you for this last episode before Hyungwon enlists. The concept was very charming and heartwarming. Showing idols in down time. I'm glad Hyungwon got to do this. The show was a gift for Mbb. As a foreigner I appreciated the different locations and scenery it was like visiting South Korea 🇰🇷❤❤❤

귀여워요ㅠㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋ 몬스타엑소ㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

And yet when Xiumin said he wanted to go away from the fairy image, the fandom didn't support him or respected that and rather to let him to present himself in the way he wants.

Agree with you 😢❤️

Xiumin tends to be more open when he goes solo.

@@ingrid6295 thats true. Suddenly im reminded of “ankara” hahaha

Hopefully, fans stop calling him a fairy and stop insisting he act according to that concept, that way he will be able to show his true self as he wants without the burden of thinking if fans will support him or like him anymore (completely valid when fans weren't supportive all the previous times he said he didn't want that image anymore) and he will have ownership about how he present himself since SM always has promoted Xiumin accord with what fans want. It must be terrifying to show yourself in a different way than people expect from you without knowing if they will be with you or just go away but spend more than 10 years portraying an image you don't feel represented as a person, it must be really tired.

@@ingrid6295 hmmm i don't realize that fans want him to portray a fairy image so extremely. That may not be the reason why he has a lot of hidden confessions. He still works out and have a muscular body unlike a fairy so don't worry too much about that. What I really concern is that he has self-dou bt, he thinks that he is not charismatic, no special traits or talents... I don't rmb when i read these but my heart aches. I just want him to know we love him even from the smallest things

​@@chensmiles Being a Fairy has nothing to do with having a muscular body. Otherwise, Xiumin will never be one to begin with since that nickname was used around 2016, and he was built at that time. It started as a compliment because he has fairytale looks, but SM created a concept and mixed it with the "cute-chidlike" concept they used to promote Xiumin before. The fairy concept, it's that, a concept and has to do with the way he presents himself and with his brand (fanservice, styling, activities, etc) and that's why is so important because it has a direct impact in his carrer. Fans were really pushing when he said he didn't want to do that concept anymore, they complained, said he has to keep that character, that he always will be a fairy, refuses to stop calling that, etc. After that reaction, during his next activities they promoted him as a fairy, even in magazines and tv shows, things that they never did before and that nickname is quite old. He has no hidden comments here, he is explicitly saying that Minseok and Xiumin are different (not the first time saying that) and that he wants to close the gap between his real persona and idol character, he explicitly said that he changed but fans still seeing his as a Fairy. If he doesn't feel a fairy concept represents him and wants to show a more real side of himself, how will he do that if everyone insists that's what he should be? Being yourself it's always a bust of confidence, it's easier to be who you are than trying to be somebody else. It has an impact in his carrer and as a person as well. About his confidence, don't worry too much about it. His confidence and self esteem seems just fine, he has never said he doesn't have talents pretty much the opposite, he has said that he likes to be a singer because he is good at it, that every gender/concept suit him, that he is a good performer, that he is good looking and even with his first movie he said it was easy. He is insecure about certain things as other members or any person really. I suppose you are talking about the interview whe he said he didn't have a position but the thing is he really don't have one, he is everywhere and nowhere at the same time, it's the only member without a main position and that was what he was referring to, Luhan even teased him for it during their promotions and he started to said silly things as he was in charge of be the oldest, of the sweet or things like that but he knows he is talented and capable, he has said so and showed it.

넘 귀여운데 실상 상남자 슈밍!!!

Up 👍

English subtitles are on now 😊

I loved this episode as well, I have actually watched all of them! I enjoyed watching CEO DOL MART, and I’m a huge fan of these two guys!!! Their smiles just warm my heart!! 🤍🩵🩶💙 It makes me happy when you have someone who you can connect with to talk about matters that concern you too!☺️

@@timebreak617 yessss! I already watched it, 3 times already😅

@@sonjaventura8192 it is and I'm glad I stan these boys 🫶

It was really soothing and I hope elsas/fairies to do better in the future thanks to this video. Xiumin had said he wanted to get away from the fairy concept but the fans still see him as a fairy (and insist he keep acting like one) even though he is trying to show himself as he is, not Xiumin but as Minseok and he changed and doesn't feel represented as a Fairy anymore. Xiumin loves his fans too much and even though he doesn't like something he goes along just for the fans, we should be less selfish and stop calling him fairy and pushing him to fit himself in that box just because we like it, he is a person and having Xiumin and Minseok separated affected his mental health in the past (he was lost and felt as an empty shell), the less we can do is make easier his efforts to make the gap within his real persona and idol image.

But fans didn't support Xiumin when he said he wanted to go away from the fairy concept , fans still calling him fairy and pushing that image, fans, members, SM, people expect him to be cute, act in a specific way, and almost exclusively promote him or speak about him being cute, when he debuted he didn't like to do aegyo but got used to it because everyone asked to do it (he said on interviews), the first time that Xiumin said he didn't want to be a Fairy anymore, the fans either whined and told he always will be a fairy and he shouldn't change his image or just made jokes about it and didn't take him seriously and SM started to promote the fairy image way more than previous years. I'm really glad you support him and want to see different sides of him in the future but tbh most of the fandom has shown to be "supportive" just when he acts in the way they expect him to.

님좀짱인듯 몬스타엑소 넘 좋네요❤❤

재치보소👍

우리 형원이는요ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅋㅋㅋ

I'm so relieved to read this comment... Fans refuse to recognize facets or traits of Xiumin that don't fit into the box they created for him (fairy, cute, childlike, etc), no matter what he does or the way he presents himself. I hope that with the new company, he can do what he wants and not what others expect.

죄송한데요....😅😅😅 몬스타엑스입니다 터아니고 타요 몬엑도 몬베베도 민감하거든요 터 아니고 타 입니다😊😊😊

캐베베 고마워요😊

고마워요 캐럿🥺🫶🏻 그치만.. 영상에서도 나왔지만 형원이가 11.14일에 입대해요..ㅠㅠ 아마 곧..😢😂