In my world, everyone call it depression and being too much of a weak, cry baby. What you jus said is what I felt and I couldn’t put it into words. Thank you for saying this because the only people that would get it is me, you and the people who listen to this 👍🏽. Well said.
When I walk in you know I feel broken When I step in I feel like I'm sinkin Into quicksand All my emotions, they don't make sense They're conflictin and I don't wanna pretend I wish things were different, I wish things wouldn't worsen I wish I was a different person But it's too late now I'm trying to figure things out but I'm in doubt I can't do this on my own and I can't do this alone Crying in the corner of my room in this broken home But I'm lucky I've got people that care for me Tellin me the haters are full of jealousy They just want me to be a failure People tellin me 'I feel ya' Put on my headphones and listen to the stereo I've got a girl that says 'I want to marry you' I feel like I'm in a better place like I'm winning the race You can see it in my face This my first time writing a 'song' I hope it was okay
Had to end the year like this, Biggest star in my eyes, died in April from a hemorrhage, Sylvester, but my Gran call him Daddie, Wasn’t too chatty, But guarantee no one could cook a better beef patty, I sat eating the last batch he cooked, Savouring the taste of each bite I took, He was from a different era, like the Rat Pack, Black Del Boy with his flat cap, No wheeler-dealer, but drove a three-wheeler, Not many that were realer, Had this nonchalant demeanour, Watching John Cena till the crack of dawn Maybe a Hulk Hogan marathon Either way, you knew that wrestling was always on Man, It happened in the morn Sis called me on the phone, like he’s gone, I didn’t know how to respond, I'm trying hard not to cry at work in my suit and tie, We rushed to the ED, at the LGI, I don’t know why, but part of me thought he would awake, And we could say our last goodbye, As I stand watching Gran, hold his cold left-hand, Her soul mate of 60 years, what could prepare her, I was honoured to be a pallbearer, I don’t think it dawned on me, until I had the casket on my shoulder, Fighting to keep my composure, I lowered you in the ground, maybe that gave me some closure, I’d be good If I could, in my lifetime be half the man you was, I reminisce from childhood, You on a Harley, you’d wear your leather jacket like you was a Redwood Original, We had a vigil for nine-nights that’s traditional, Gran found it hard to stay biblical, The void you left was unfixable, Death always turns you a little cynical, But with time she made it through, We made it through, but I can't lie, Life’s just isn’t the same without you, Let me detour, go on a yearly review, Cause we've lost a few, Rest Easy Mac, I nearly dropped back when I heard you passed, Another one to an OD, Your death really spoke to me, You didn't know me, but for some reason, it felt like I lost a broski, The same with X, another codee, Shot in the head while moving low-key, I swear if I make it, I’m moving OTT, Niggas will line you up like Big Worm tried Smokey, Sometimes death is the price of fame, Lost more souls along the way, Rest in peace Fredo, Avicii and Anthony Bourdain, I felt ya pain, at times life gets hard to explain, You can be living the best life, rocking Balmain on a chartered plane, A lil Nina from Spain, yet feel so mundane, True peace of mind is kinda hard to obtain, You mixed Promethazine, Codeine and cocaine, To stem the pain, That's like putting a live flame, to a bottle of butane, Who was to know, what that cocaine contained, Your music eternally ingrained in my brain, And memories will forever remain, Just hope this year, we're not saying the same, Another rapper died again, OD off a Xan, Another rapper died again, he got shot in the brain, Another rapper died again, he was found by a friend, Another rapper died again, I hope this shit ends, I hope this shit ends… R.I.P all the lost one's in 2018 🙏🙏🙏
Zeth Wow, typically I don’t like the lyrics people post but yours stood out. The rhythm is on point. Your choice of diction flows with the beat. Your transition from a personal experience to great rappers who passed away was smooth. You should really apply those lyrics to the beat and post it somewhere. Congrats.
I like that almost everyone here seem sad, and i mean sad in a good way. I like to call it real. Here is a song I made to a previous Misery beat. soundcloud.com/kron8org/write-it-down-prod-misery
I don't really understand the description so I have some questions Can I download these music without buying? Can I use these music for Video? It's all I need to know Thank you for all musics you do ;)
Everytime i listen to your music i feel sad and depressed..... and today i lost my Grandmother she was always so nice she said pn her birthday that i was her birthday present and i miss her
Everybody wake up were living in a dream, but not until death lost souls wondering , death is back life just beginning , don't look back u know that u sinned , u know that u slipped what will your momma think so much for her tears so much for the love that she gave u all these years..