Realized recently i had to start staying away from my mom, her side of the family, and both my sisters. I had a mental break down in public while with my husband and our friends. They helped me and see reason after talking about things, my mom and her family disagree with my being gay and my older sister abused me for 6 months when i lived with her. My dad is suffering from 20 years of staying for me, my sisters, and my crazy as fuck older brother. Now i try to hangout with my dad and have my husband (since my dad and him are dude bros) act as a medium to help me understand and communicate with my effectively. Keep going on, keep fighting on, find your happiness and suffer on to the best of your own ability. I'm gonna learn to draw, mix music, and make a videogame.
@adhamhassan7565 yes, unfortunately had a bad falling out with my dad last year due to my husband and i getting married and him not being informed despite it being a surprise by friends since we were just meeting up to get the paper work finished and dad tried to manipulate me against my own husband to leave him because he wasn't corruptable, he wouldn't do illegal shit in the HVAC industry. My husband felt ashamed and even cried to me and yet all i could do was comfort and hug him. He tried to help my dad and i's relationship yet dad was just a greedy and narcissistic person. I'm just a shuddin who may have undiagnosed autism or is just socially awkward but nonetheless its only a temporary setback. Seeking transitioning as of now and my husband is being supportive as i get more and more advice and info from friends who have transitioned.
@adhamhassan7565 regardless i have reconnected with my older sis (the one who abused me) but i have not fully forgiven her but it's still nice to have some amount of reconciliation
@adhamhassan7565 got to meet the man who's been taking care of and treating my little sis right. Feel bad because she was born premature as a baby and now the health issues, especially her bad heart. Hopefully things at least go smooth sailing with them. I'm going to need an apology from both mom and dad though if they ever wanna reconnect and be in my life however part of me wants to forget the whole biz with mom and be there for my little brother (biologically he's my half brother but to me he still feels like my full brother) ever since not seeing mom and him for so long it's hurt alot honestly i haven't been there for his development awhole lot
