Waa!!! It did happen to me once in a while and it's horrible because you try hard :( Worse if you are one of those who (I don't know how to explain it xd) to disappoint others (like me). I don't know why I love so much that the letters/subtitle of your videos are like that small, not gigantic and that they have the perfect duration (I read quickly) :'D I LIVE FOR SHOTO'S ANGST~ PS: STORYTIME?? ✨ In a Chinese exam (0-100), I got like 95-98 (I don't remember) out of 100, so my mother tells me that I failed in the easiest part: "letter riddles" (Chinese letters are like for example: 兔、好、一、我、猫…) And well, I'm really bad at those things. So I think I only guessed one. My parents are from China, they are supposed to be very strict xd (And they are in a way, but not with electronics because they don't even care that much(?) For example, my mother just scolded me for repeating a word two-three times xd Anyway, I don't know, I wanted to say it- And I saw your description and.... HOW IS IT BAD??? IT'S BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😭
