love you guys! I wish i could tell you everything will be fine but I don't know about that. Life is pain and nobody is teaching you about depression. You have to go through and get out on your own. Mental strength is the thing im gonna wish you guys today. Standing up over and over again can be hard and sometimes nearly impossible. Im at that point aswell. Its nearly impossible to stand up again but I have to do it. Good luck with your life, I hope you will find peace and dont have to deal with thousands of questions anymore. Ly!
Jesus is the way out. He stretches out his hand towards you everyday offering you freedom from your sins and depression, all you gotta do is take his hand. Get up everyday, get on knees and pray to him, pray for freedom and peace every day. Just like the woman who kept knocking and knocking and eventually the judge gave her justice. Keep praying and asking everyday until your prayer is answered, and then you keep on praying because it keeps that relationship with Jesus going. And when the opportunity rises, be baptized in the name of Jesus and you will become a new creation made by God himself and your new life of joy and peace will begin, you just have to desire that life.