@@sewerbooze3151your comment actually resonates with me a lot. I always thought I was weird for latching onto songs (and things) that reminded me of bad experiences, but I guess I found out that's because it helps me understand my trauma better. and sometimes it kinda hurts, listening to that stuff. but it makes me feel strangely at home when nothing else does.
Oh my god i just farted it really stinks and im in my bed right now having to smell it at midnight and i cant get the air freshener omg omg omg whyyy 😭😭😭☺