Pile 2 Resonates, he has been healing from a lot of physical trauma the last 4 years where someone beaten him by mistaken identity! He has had over 16 surgeries and a lot of medical complications and even died 3 times which also didn't help the traumatic brain injury! When he was traveling for work overseas he fell into a lot of medical complications there as well and they put him on substances that got him hooked and now instead of being with me like we had planned he mended a bridge with a family member to help him through this and get him the help he needs. He tells me once he is healed completely he will come and see me finally as I have been here when no one else was! So I do have a bit of resentment that i am trying to release through love and seeing the higher perception of things! He has always said he would protect me even from himself if need be! He came to me one night via phone and said that he never wanted me to think that he was using me as to the reason he pushed away from me and at the same time he should have let me help him because I am the only one that can help ease the pain and help him heal as I am the only thing his body, mind, and soul responds to and that nothing nor anyone else can do that for him! He is my twin flame. It's difficult not knowing if we will ever be together, but I pray so because that is what we use to talk about and then when all of these mounting medical complications started coming in...he started distancing himself so he wouldn't be a burden because like he said I am a natural healer, nurturer, and divine feminine who would end up disowning myself to take care of him when he just wants to take care of me and add sunlight in my life which he does just with his presence and I have voiced that to him, just like i am never going to abandon him like others have, especially voicing it more recently! I know he still doubts and fears rejection..he is shy and nervous at the same time! Thanks for the guided message.
Pile 3 He’s air I’m water and he’s a very analytical person. So I feel him so much and I’m so sad. I dream about past lives. I can only imagine what he’s thinking. No contact boundaries in place. I need an apology and emotional availability.
Pile 3: Although we connect & have the intention to travel to see each other, we could be communicating a lot more. I see this as the real thing too, so I’m also a bit scared. I want her to feel safe though, so I’m going to make that clear soon. It’ll feel good to open up & let our guards down.
Pile 2 thank you. Yes I thought things were going so well and we were both happy and then what felt like out of the blue for me, he walked away. I still love him, I still hope for us to have a chance to fix things but that all depends on the reason why he left the connection. The answer he gave me didn’t feel like it was the whole truth and if it was something to where it was because of past hurt and being scared to be hurt again, I am hoping we can talk about it and try to move forward. Thanks I hope we make it back to each other because I do believe he is the one for me and I miss him more than he knows.❤
Maybe you are both mirroring each other's energy....or this could definitely be you and the Universe needed to you hear the message for some reason, maybe some kind of self reflection, not really sure ;)
@@SunFireTarot I'm not sure either. Only 1 thing I'm sure is I've done my best until now. I want him back, but if the separation makes him happy, I'm happy ☺️ Hurt, but good. Thank you for your reply, anyways. I like your channel. What a beautiful display.
