🍥 starting a new journal 

🎏 N O T E : (PLEASE READ!!) - so a lot of people have been asking me why I decided to start a new journal when I could’ve just finished my previous one and I’m basically wasting money. Most of you guys haven’t seen one of my ig stories but just in case let me clarify that I have been unmotivated and uninspired for this whole year and have almost decided to delete my account as I’ve been losing interest in journaling. Every spread I made left me unsatisfied and I have wanted to just throw away my journal because I really didn’t like how my spreads were going no matter how hard I try. I’ve been really frustrated because I want to journal again but I haven’t been in the best mood to be able to do so and have lost time to be able to journal because of school. If you guys have also noticed I’ve been more inactive in the past few months and that’s because I decided to go on a hiatus and decide what I really want to do and I’ve decided to come back to my accounts after I have calmed down a bit and promised to be back with a much more motivated and inspired me. I’ve decided to change for the better which is why I have started a new journal. I hope you guys understand that I didn’t want to start a new one JUST TO WASTE MONEY, I started a new one because I want to change and improve and become a better version of what I can be. This is my OWN DECISION and my OWN CHOICE and I’m happy with it, I have no regrets, please allow me to grow as a journal account the way I want to :) - if you guys are wondering why I have left a lot of pages blank on my previous journal is because those are pages meant for spreads I have initially planned but have not been able to start, and I also used to stick two pages together as the ink ghosts a bit and I felt uncomfortable so some blank pages are also those that I have forgot to stick together - another thing is that you guys may have noticed that I usually skip a page or two in the beginning of a journal and have been asking why. It is not required to do so but this is the way I have always started notebooks (ALL MY NOTEBOOKS) since I was in grade school. I like to skip the first page a lot because it gives me a blank start before actually going on to pages with my writings because I like it when the first thing I see when opening my notebooks is a clean blank first page. I know it can be confusing and annoying to some but it’s just the way I like to do things. I hope this clarifies a lot of questions you guys have been asking me :) Keep inspired!! 💖

I didn’t know starting a new journal would be so emotional-

Hi! You should PenPal with Mihan Journal! Two aesthetic queens mailing eachother MORE aesthetic things🕊 Edit:never knew this would blow up-

4:40 *The song "Remember Me" comes on, from Coco*

this video called me lazy and untalented in 500 different languages edit: tysm for 500+ likes!

this is so cute I swear- the bgm and the whole thing just gives out such a soft aesthetic I want to cry lol. It' giving me disney childhood nostalgia :(

when you started playing the up song, perhaps i cried edit: peachymin hearted my comment I'm going to scream

We missed you so much. Im glad that you are back ❤

The pianoplayed Disney music makes this video even better! 💖

i feel nostalgic when you started it with "how can a moment last forever". Beauty and The Beast remains as the best Disney movie I've ever watched. No offense on the other ones though

Me : OMG this is so beautiful i luv ur aesthetic Also ME : *cries in the corner after seeing the stationery collection*

I heard ‘remember me’ and I was starting to get sad and then you played the ‘up’ song and I started crying Omg I love you so much

this is my first time seeing your content and woah, i started journalling recently and i feel very inspired! your handwriting is so perfect as well. i can only dream to write so flawlessly haha. also you're an army too! subscribed!~~

I was also planning to finish my first journal and start doing my second one and watching this makes me even more inspired! Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful video of you starting a new journal💕 its really calming to watch❤️

This gives me so much inspiration to carry on my journal!! Can’t wait to see what you create! 😁

I’m so happy that you didn’t leave your channel and decided to reflect and take a break 😊 you don’t have to apologize or say anything about it to make others satisfied. Love the spread from this video! ❤️

i could watch this forever. it's so calming. thank you! happy you've found the inspiration to start journaling again!

Your spreads are unique and aesthetically pleasing.

I’m soo glad you didn’t delete your journaling channel! I just started watching and I’m a huge fan! So much cute inspiration. It’s get to start a new journal and mindset for it. This is your creative outlet you decide what you want! Thanks for posting about this new journal and your background!

Aww I love your cute and simple style on this page! Also the music was so calming, I really really enjoyed watching!💖

i started crying at 4:39 thinking abt my friends bc i am graduating soon i will miss them soo much 😭

we missed youuu~ thanks for uploading again!! i know that it's nice to start a new journal sometimes, even when the one you currently are working in is still ongoing. your spreads are so amazing too omg. you're such a journaling inspiration for me

i love your playlist so much !! it makes it so soothing and all the disney vibes just keep coming

I listen always literally the same compilations , it’s very sweet 🌻⭐️ I love it ❤️

Does anyone know why people skip so many pages in there journals? Is it a style preference or is it just because they didn't fill them out? I'm just confused.

You're handwriting and eye for aesthetic layouts is so cute💖

ayeeee the queen is back 🥰

i love that flip through so much ohh my i want more! i'm sure your new journal is gonna have just as much great content

Welcome back! I have to say, I did miss your videos.. But glad you're here now♡ And I love you for putting Disney songs for background music! Huge Disney fan here lolol

I love your aesthetic way and you stationary + your journaling ideas are amazing

wow this really makes me want to start journaling again, yours is so aesthetically pleasing I loved the video!

Yess queen is back on RU-vid and INSTAGRAM to I am so excited to see your Spread's 💕💜🥺🧸

Yessss so happy you're back! ❤ Can't wait to see more vids!

We missed youuuuuu! We are glad your back! Happy Journaling!💕 BURAHEEE!!!💕

6:12 was so satisfying

I did the same thing and my new journal is going amazing! We had the same previous journal and are using the same new journal though!!! That’s such a coincidence but I hope you’ve got your motivation back! I know how hard it can be.

Your handwriting is literally a font and I love it 😻 I missed you so🥰😍😘💜💜

Channel and Journal GOALS 💓💓

I can soon start a new journal too, I can't wait for it :D

AHHHH WELCOME BACK! And this is so cute!💗💗😢

yaass the loml >< ate kiarra it's good to have you back, another video to inspire me 💜🥺

I couldn’t sleep and am so glad that your video came out!

MY GOSH ANOTHER QUEEN JUST CAME BACK ACK! We missed you so much! I hope you'll doing fine ate!

Queen iS BACK OMG, IM SO HAPPY 💞,, BUT I HAVE SCHOOL SO KKCKDKD 😭😭

i missed u so much! ur my inspiration! i love ur videos so much!❤️❤️

Omg when I say this I got so happy that you finally came back yayy💕💕

im glad you're backkk!!!

I got so emotional listening to bgm! "Remember me~~" unknowingly, my eyes had become blurry half way through the video.. thank you! :))

she’s back! yayy!!😍

your journal is so adorable!

Can't believe...... It's so so so much pretty 💖

queen is back aaaaaa

Omg this so amazing 🤩 ❤️

Just ordered my midori today so excited

the little music of up high adventures 💗

AHHHHH I LOVE YOUR VIDEOOOOOOOS

Yaaaaay one of my fav youtuber is back!! Miss u🥺💝

Aesthetic and relaxing 😍

it's so pretty!! welcome back :)

This was aesthetic i loved this

This is so satisfying 😌

Glad that you're backkk! 💜 And yay I'm early

So beautiful 💜💜, and the music omgg 😍

So cute! 💜

I’m in love with your handwriting 😍

I arrived as early as I could, I love your videos are simply art💗

Welcome back 💜

Yay to a new journal! 👏

just discovered your channel and i love it so muchhh!!!

i honestly cried when coco's music started

Remembeeeeer me, though I have to saaaaay gooodbyee

ahhh!! i'm early! i love you :) have a good day

I love your videos!! ❤️

I love the Disney background music!

Background song is so relaxing😌😌

Damn, soft Aesthetic give me chills, seeing your video giving me a time to do the journaling ~

Looks great!!

THE UP SONG!!!! I am crying

Who else finds these penpal videos so calming? Just me? ok..

omg the peach drinks and paper crane are stickers that i designed in 0:16 ( i sent it to you before when we were penpal!!!)

I live for you vids. Even though I’m not a K-pop stand, I still live for your aesthetic mIND PLEASE NEVER STOP-

I wish I had your handwriting 🥺 its like a font!! really cute

The amount of stickers you own is like a whole store!!!

earlyy, i love your videos its so aesthetic and beautiful 🥺🖤

When I saw her stationary then:- Me- omg I want that too,seriously,I mean so cool,man! I liked the stickers most loved them,love your videos?

Journal or Diary is always my own special best friend who can keep to protect my things and especially privacies! ❤📘✏🖋🗓

a lil bit late. I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCHH

Yahh... Welcome back 🤗

omg the bg music

For all those people saying that "She's waisting her money! She already has an unfinished journalll omgg I'm so tRiGGerD" It's her choice, and if you haven't already read the pinned comment then your just waisting your time saying that she's waisting money. So please just don't be rude and don't judge her. It's her life and she can spend money on what she wants, half of the stuff was home made anyway.

i swear your handwriting is #GOALS

IM EARLY WHAAAT I MISSED YOU :CC

You just earned a subscriber!

It's my first time to watch videos from your channel. I felt your love for journals hehe. Thankyou for sharing it with us. Btw, where do you by your stickers and note pads?

*up music plays* Me: Aaah my heart!

IVE NEVER BEEN SO EARLY

Omg did you go to papercon!?(the stickers) Hehe~I love your channel so muchhh!♡ Your journals are so CUTE♡♡♡

we missed u!

Wow

i hope i achieve this level of cuteness in my journal, but then i'd be so afraid of messing up that i would feel kinda threatened by it hahaha