So many say keep quiet So many think they know So many go unnoticed So many never grow To wake each day with something To wake each day with you Is waking up in fear of love For all that you could do But I'm surviving without you I'm surviving my whole life through Survivor of a pain Survivor of a false love A human of a hushed up world Survivor of a wrong Surviving isn't for you For it's me who fights the fight So one day I hope you'll suffer For my breath you held so tight I'm surviving without you I'm surviving my whole life through
Votre voix brûle lourdement, lourdement, comme du whisky irlandais. Il est facile pour mon corps de dégriser, mais mon Esprit est intoxiqué. Merci beaucoup.
I'm not young I am 80 years old woman but this woman's music and voice really gets to me makes me feel sad but also glad she got through her addictionxxxx
Of all the nights in my life I found you tonight. Tomorrow the 12th of March 2020 I meet with my Barrister to write my statement of loss to the Supreme Court in Australia against a person and a School that did not do what is right. They did not protect me when I was 12. Tonight I found you. Tomorrow your words walk into that room with me. Thank you
I hope & pray you got from that everything you deserved! That you have been able to get that moldy garbage out and give it to them to live with like you've had to & please replaced it with something very special because your bravery deserves reward! 🌞You Rock!🌈
I'm gutted. Tears are streaming down my face in crooked rivulets. I taste the salt on my parched lips. Your pain is almost too much to bear. The voice...that voice. It haunts me. And still....I weep. For your loss of innocence. For our loss of innocence. That voice...speaks for all of us. We are you...and you are not alone.
I have just come across Kaz Hawkins. How have I not heard of this lady before? I cannot remember the last time I had goosebumps listening to music. What a voice and the lyrics are so moving. I have told my daughters to listen to her. What a star she is
I’m sitting here with hot tears running down my face. As a survivor, this song....no not the it was hearing you sing the song that went straight to my heart of hearts. I was gang raped by four men when I was 15. I was innocent before that evening. But I’m 70 now, I’ve had a good life, a 47 year marriage without too many bumps in the road. Yes it can be tough. My incident brought on a serious PTSD problem although therapy might have helped. You’ll be in my prayers and heart. 💞 Annie/TN
My dear god. I have heard some powerful voices but nothing like this. Only great pain can cause such raw beauty. I am truly sorry for your pain but i celebrate your expression even as it wrings my heart.
This may be the most powerful song I have ever heard. Lyrics combined with that powerful, soulful voice ... what a gut punch delivery .... Coming from a family of musicians, this is messing with my head.
So many say keep quiet So many think they know So many go unnoticed So many never grow To wake each day with something To wake each day with you Is waking up in fear of love For all that you could do But I'm surviving without you I'm surviving my whole life through Survivor of a pain Survivor of a false love A human of a hushed up world Survivor overall Surviving isn't for you for It's me who fights the fight So one day I hope you'll suffer For my breath you held so tight I'm surviving without you I'm surviving my whole life through I'm surviving oh without you I'm surviving oh yes my whole life through I'm surviving without you I'm surviving my whole life through But I'm cleansed of all your deeds now I know you'll never know So just don't warn the others It's my time to tell and show
OMG Kat, you are so brave to put your nightmare out there for everyone to read, it gives me strength to do the same. My childhood parallels yours and even though the abuse has ended the emotional scars may never heal. I take it day by day but like you, I am surviving. I can't believe no label or Investment has offered you something, I could listen to your voice all day long. Amelia xx
It's the ones that don't get labels that live forever this is a voice that will be loved for generation after generation completely timeless classic eternal ❤️
MY whole life is In this song. Miss Kaz, thank you. I just don't have the words to tell you how much I relate to your music. And how healing it is. Thank you.
Thank you. Thank you for having the courage to be the voice for a pain so many of us cannot speak of for ourselves. Thank you for reminding us that we, none of us, are alone.
This Song doesn't make me cry cause I'm a Man,my tears are inside! By knowing you Kaz,they're becoming Diamonds and a source of inner strenght! Thank you for that and 've been faithful to your inner heart! Greetings and Gods blessings from Germany!
Over & over when I’m alone, hurting & suffering for loves lost & Times past, I find myself back here just to find a little comfort that I’m not the only one who’s just surviving. Still love ya Kaz thanks for lifting me up.
This song made me think of a young woman that entered the US Army at 17 and married a monster way to young at 18. I tell that little girl every day she is a survivor. Today I am able to breath without fear or shame and smile feel the sun on my soul.
@@kazhawkinsmusic Luv your voice & your words! And unfortunately, I can relate... (evil stepfatherstarted when I was just 3 yrs.old and I put a stop to the worst of the abuse when I was 14yrs.old.). My only regret is that I didn't discover YOU sooner!!! 🤗🤗🤗
Superbe. Ca met des frissons. .et quelle émotion! J'ai eu un coup de foudre pour votre voix . Depuis je n'arrête pas de vous écouter. J'aime tout, vos chansons me transportent.
Kaz....i follow you from ages now. And never like in this hard times your songs make sense in all the words you say. Here from Italy, i can just say we love you. Your songs will be loud out of my balcony, remembering the people out there, it's a light in the end of this mess. With my heart crying right now. Love u.
Had this truth not been written we may have lost the Worlds most gifted Songwriter Kaz Hawkins long ago...in a way her Uncle that stoled her childhood innocence..... He lost..... and the World would have a truly living Legend🌹And in her struggles throughout her life she continues to bring the people around the 🌎 Peace through their {our} own horrific memory's. And how do we say Thank you Kaz Hawkins? Seems those 2 words are way too small.... I suppose Kaz now in her early 40's can feel us, the lovers of her Songs, right here via the web.... Love you Kaz 🌹❤️
I am still survivinv, I do not use the words of abuse, because it walks in silence through the visions of my soul. And .my lifelike yours, is full of forgiveness and hope. Love James.
I am laying here on the couch snuggled up with my dogs. The only light is the Christmas tree and the sound of your voice. You are such a gift to us all and your music is intoxicating. Thank you for helping my heart heal this year. You are incredible. ❤
Chère Kaz. Je vous ai vendredi soir en concert dans cette belle chapelle à Cholet. Vous avez été grandiose vous et votre pianoman ! Vous m'avez dédicacez votre cd...mais malheureusement par timidité de ma part...je n'ai pas pu vous dire de vive voix quelle plaisir j'avais de vous voir et de vous rencontrer... Votre voix, vos chansons et leurs textes, votre exemple et votre courage....votre dévouement pour la cause de la santé mentale (j'ai fait une dépression avec une hospitalisation en urgence)...tout cela m'a été d'une grande aide pour traverser cette épreuve ! Aujourd'hui je vais bien, je revis, j'ai retrouvé la sérénité et le bonheur....et vous en êtes pour quelque chose.... Alors un grand merci à vous et continuez d'apporter de la force, du courage, de la bienveillance et surtout l'espoir et la joie que vous savez si bien faire passer ! Merci mille fois et à bientôt !
You know, Kaz, you KNOW. You feel what we "victims" feel, but you soar above it, you don't just *survive it*, you burn your way through it with the strength that only those who *know* have, and you, as you say, you fucking show and tell. Thank you. Thank you.
Your voice is powerful, hypnotic and is much needed in this generation of computer generated voices. We men have failed to evolve, Women need to lead, giving us men time to grow the hell up! THATS OUR SHAME, OUR FAILURE NOT YOURS!
This is what I call music I can survive without them but I can't survive without music especially this particular Song. I love your music and the uniqueness
I live in the states and only discovered your music last year. Your voice has so much power and sorrow. After reading your story it makes sense. You are a survivor and a warrior. Thank you for sharing your pain. It will help so many people. Come to America! :)
I’ve never heard of Kaz till right now! This song blew me away, ur voice is beautiful And ur pain is felt by anyone that listens to ur music. Beautiful, meaningful and so inspiring. Thank U Kaz❤️
Kaz,, you are such a beautiful creature on this planet. Your music makes me feel blue. Your soul comes in every word you sing. We all have to thank you for having you.
Excellent Mr Mullah and Kez, as for KAZ, I am surviving as a shell on the beach I love with the hope of humanity, living in my heart as I heat to the drum of mother earth. Love james
Tears flowing here, your voice is raw, genuin and mindblowing. I'm a surviver myself and this song really touched me.. thank you for paying attention to this topic. Surviving without being able to talk about it freely has made me lonely. ❤
I have been addicted to heroin for some years, I have seen friends die and my life lost. This experience led me to liver cancer many years later, but i survived. your battle has been tough, but we know that love, friends and music can save us. your voice has the color of suffering that I also known. Love you.
Firstly l hope you are past the surviving stage of life and are happy now. I am at the surviving part having lost my son to cancer last year. Music is a big part of my life. Secondly please keep singing and my daughter has informed me you played our town. How did l miss that. Please come back. You are amazing
Have lost my parents to Covid last year and feel utterly broken and lonely. Today is the 20th of March, the first day of Spring which is a New Year;I love you Kaz and feel your despairs in your voice .....
@@kazhawkinsmusic, it means a lot to me, darling, thank you so much!.I would love to invite you to recite/sing some Persian Poetry of Roumi and I will be honoured to translate and designate those which are appealing to your audience,I love your voice very much, Much love from a Persian guy living in Londonx
@@RevelationGuruVision how lovely that would be. I’m not sure if I’d get to do it here on RU-vid right now as we are promoting the new album but please do send it over to info@kazhawkins.com I’d be humbled to read 🙏
Kaz you touched my soul from the moment you sang the first time I heard you. Your voice grips my heart and holds it until it absorbs every word and feeling in your voice, you are truly amazing and unique. God broke the mould when made you. Thank you for you xxxx
So touching piece of art. I feel you through this song. I love the music and the meaningful words you've chosen. Thank you Kaz for speaking up. With much love ❤
