I am sorry but... I feel like I don't feel like myself anymore because of what happened to Ravi and Nafla. Especially Ravi leaving VIXX. And because of the so-called screwed up moment about the Military Service issue, I am so enraged and upset that I cannot ever forgive them after what they did. Especially Ravi after he left VIXX as a former STARLIGHT and a former GROOVL1N fan with Autism (and from Philippines). It's just I felt hurt and betrayed. And it's like it's my happiness all gone. Can't you see I am already suffering from depression and severe trauma due to that happened. I would rather sleep to escape this traumatic reality and never to wake up again. I wish everything went back to it was before but NO, the damage is done. Life is no meaning to me anymore. ~Queennie
