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Lyrics: Hotel to a hospital Would have slept without a mattress I grabbed it If you were cold Then I would shiver and chatter Now I listen to chatter About some dude that you chat up? The fuck is that I had your back you put a blade in mine You actually vanished That’s how it feels Fuck it if your happy I’m happy I hope your happiness real You never asked but I’m getting better Not vacuuming seals Became established off rap and act how I actually feel So sick of sly cats actin like friends Behind my back They go back on words that they actually meant Plus gassed girls get lit up like I’m blazing a blem I couldn’t make 10 in a venue they weren’t attached to me then Any time I take a step that’s in the back of my head Eye to eye with all idols I just have to be next I’m actually spent I got no time left to chat to my rents I’m just tryna do the right so I ain’t back where I left Postin shit to get attention bet she checks for my name Hard work while y’all out party with mates we ain’t the same Done yard work 3 feet deep in this game That’s artwork what I’m saying A lack of love staredom and fame Seeking peace on piss and blown rack I can’t be the same Coz I’m a leader could be the reason that half Of them change That pressure weighs old ways wait for the day that I break 10 racks in the black lad Don’t ask for a fav Worried what I did But I terrified of what I haven’t I gather it’s not enough Did you love me just out of habit I haven’t had me a minute My panic been back attacking Every night I lie awake Thinking the worst case will happen If it happens Then I’m fucking off this rappin That is that I needed a bigger bracket Than flipping packets to fiends Every week a step backwards I keep having this dream You’re actin happy beside him Inside you’re actually weak Then I awake Trapped in the sheets But I remember how we acted Till we cracked at the seems It’s like I planted a flower but can’t Get back to the seed And every second every hour That we shared at the beach toes In the sand Made me ponder about us owning some land You wonder about But you doubt it you change your plan But that hurts we put the worknin it’s a fact we can or we couldve I roll a gram in this wood You get in e gram Back to our ways Flashback ICU Hate going back to that day But I been putting effort in to make a chan of the pace Now that’s these call me ekka don’t refer to my name Dirt on my chain I’m hot getting read up on like I’m burning a flame But I been putting effort in to make a chan of the pace Now that’s these call me ekka don’t refer to my name Dirt on my chain I’m hot getting read up on like I’m burning a flame I been awake n impatient waiting at home For the day that I blow but I’ll never make it of waiting alone But it’s hard to cope I’m way to broke For me to pay off my loan Or weigh me a load to flip to people who got fiends on the road So driven ain’t seen a toke in minute So I’m cold and I dream vivid Tryna live those visions With these lyrics and women Then I See your name in a phone I go back to beginning Back to feeling Like I need you Though I actually didn’t Drownin pain in cheap liquor That just weakened my spirit Trust me when I say that isn’t beef that I’m fearing It’s dying cold and alone with no one knowing these lyrics So I’m sorry if I ain’t open Or don’t make an appearance But I gotta stay focused All these fakes interfearing Laying lyrics down on mics Praying that you hear em It’s only me myself and I My future is bright And ever nearin That’s word.