My 1000th video yay
This video is about "Beno past & present". In this video I show some extracts from videos I made before I joined RU-vid. (Most of these videos have not been shown on RU-vid before!)
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Since this is my 1000th video, I am going to say something I have not yet said on youtube. All of my youtube videos make it look like everything is happy for me - its not. I was very happy when I was 4, until I went to school. I absolutely hated school, I just could not cope with it.
The reasons why I hated school...
1. I was forced to go there against my will.
2. I was shouted at and told what to do all of the time.
3. You don't have any freedom to be yourself.
4. There are loads of small necessary rules.
5. They micromanage everything you do.
6. Class sizes are too big. nobody is treated as an individual.
7. If you know more than a teacher they don't like it.
8. they don't give a toss about what you or your parents want.
9. You must not question a teacher even when they are wrong. (someone was given the wrong medicine, they knew it was the wrong one before they took it, but didn't say as they thought they would be told of for questioning an adult).
10. If they were just teaching knowledge it would be great - but they also try to control your opinions how you think.
In School the classes are just too big, nobody cares about your needs, you don't get a say, you are just forced along with the crowd. Anyone that doesn't fit the system just gets a hard time.
My experiences of School though the years...
Toddler group - everything was fine there.
Play Group - again everything was fine there.
School Nursery - The staff were too strict.
Year R - At this point I had not really experienced school, the first few days were alright, but then the teacher started telling me what to do. It was a battle of rules. The teacher was too strict.
Year 1 - The first teacher was OK, but she left to have a baby, and the replacement teacher was far too bossy.
Year 2 - The teacher was nice and was the best teacher I ever had, but this still didn't solve the problems with the school system. I still hated school.
Year 3 - I didn't like the move to the juniors. The teacher was horid, she kept shouting all of the time.
Year 4 - This teacher was too nice! she could not controll the class. I still didn't like school because I hated the school system.
Year 5 - This teacher was rather bossy for my likeing, but as he was head of computers, my class got to go to the ICT room more than the others!
Year 6 - This teacher was such a cow, her favourite saying was "I've been teaching 30 years - you can't tell me how to teach children". When actually she was a horid teacher, Because the head left, she had to do some of his work, so a lot of the time there was another teacher who was kind of OK. The rivalry between the 2 teachers was very funny.
As for secondary School- words just can't describe it. It was a different teacher for every lesson. each lesson only lasted 3/4/ of an hour - just as every one was getting settled down it was time for the next lesson. The teachers did not know anyone. Some of the teachers hated every puple in the school and just wanted to be as nasty as they could. None of the staff knew anyone at all. Now I realise that some people used this to their advantage, and missed lessons and did things they were not supposed to do, and nobody would find out. Now I think if I had took this approach I might have managed to cope with secondary school. But I didn't cope and I had a breakdown and dropped out of school. Later I was sent to a special school, all of the staff their was very nice but the lessons were not hard enouth, and I ended up dropping out of that school aswell.
And when I was getting better from my breakdown and joined youtube and started filming lifts, I realised that many of my faviourite old lifts had been replaced. (like the Aldous & Campbell lifts at train stations). I feel like that loads of evil generic companies were waiting for me to not be looking then went and replaced my favorite lifts.
Also today I have the problem of trying to get into a colleges without GCSEs. They are stuck in their system of gcses and can't think of anything else. Isn't all of the work I have done on my website enough to show what level I am at?
2 апр 2012
