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Glad to be back in motion !! Ya thought I was gon stay away from ya ?? buggin 😂the troupe is 4eva !! Always remember, HEALTH is WEALTH! follow me on Twitch for a surprise livestream at any given moment www.twitch.tv/fanumtv WE BACK U BEAUTIFUL BASTARDS !! 💥

FINALLY

Made me happy, made me smile ❤️

MISSED YOU MAN FR

“Don’t stop being a good person, change who you’re being good to.” -Fanum

Fanum please upload daily you should’ve been and had that milli 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 great to have you back❤️

Miss you gang ❤️ time to get to this 💰 you hurrrrrrd 😈

I go back to this video once in a while, and it hits me deep every time. The people that I thought were close to me stopped talking to me and made me feel like I was in the wrong. Definitely going to change who I'm good to.

Wanum is back! Yessirr Gang!!

This made me happy bro. Glad to have you back you've been missed gang!!

Wanum back!!! Love to see it…

"Don't change, change who you're good to." As a grown man who done been through trials and tribulations, this video hit way harder den I could've ever expected. I had so many people switch up on me growing up, had near death experiences and it turned my heart cold. I ain't been the same person for almost 4 years now, I refused to let people get close to me because I was afraid of what the outcome might be. 10k, you just opened my eyes brother, deadass shed a tear around 11:51 Ima try to work on my problems and get back to the old me. I appreciate the words family, Ian have no role models to tell me this so you prolly just changed my life for the better. I just got outta jail around 6 months ago for some stupid shit and I already been tryna flip the script, this shit really moved me. Fanum you the only nigga in AMP I watch, you always seemed to keep shit authentic. Keep being you family, Im witchu 100%

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BACK IN MOTION GOAT

Glad to see you back n in good spirits bro.

Happy to see your back to yourself Fanum. A lot people really don’t understand how important your mental health is. We are all human at the end of the day & experience different things in life every single day. This thing we call life isn’t easy at all. It comes wit all these trails & tribulations. God gotchu for for sure! 🙏🏽

"Dont stop being a good person, just change who youre being good to. Not everybody is worth your energy." Resonated heavy. You dropped too many gems for the growth to not be evident, glad to see you feeling better man.

Glad to see you back bro

Fanum coming back with a 19 minute vid telling us that he’s back was all I needed for today! I saw that you tweeted in Discord and I couldn’t wait for the vid! We love you bro happy to see that your ok!

a year later and it’s crazy to see how far he’s come. everyone goes through things but this is an example that time actually heals. gives me a lot of hope. such an inspiration fanum.

Mental health is just as important as physical, glad you was able to find the space you needed to chill so you can clock back in stronger and better 💪🏽 keep pushing Brodie

Health is wealth! Glad to see your back fanum💯‼️‼️

Glad you good fam

Damn I just ran into this at a time I needed it the most, I been battling changing for a while and you absolutely right, you don’t have to change just change what you consume and who you surround yourself with.

everyone gonna go through this at some point but WHEN (not if) you come out on top, the feeling you get is indescribable self love is the most potent form of happiness ever

ngl fanum this whole video really spoke to me bro, i been missing "me" tired of being stomped on for being the good person all the time and you saying to " be a good person to the right people" really opened my eyes bro, like im in control of my life and what i can surround myself with. I pray you only see better days and thank you for being you bruh glad you back

The 🐐 is back

No cap fanum I feel you so much dawg these past couple of months my mental ain’t been the best and seeing ya back just brought a smile to my face and you opening up about everything is giving me the motivation just to keep pushing and staying on tha grind and keeping my mind straight… nun but love towards ya dawg even if ya don’t see this… #HEALTHOVERWEALTH ‼️‼️

Man this touched my soul

Mama!!!!! Welcome back my boy!!! Glad you in a Better place to be able to make videos again We missed you dawg

We love you gang… we gon’ be here for you, and I’m just glad you’re back and better baby😌 Seeing your face, hearing your words made today a better day🙏🏽 Real proud of you my boy ❣️

damn near shed a tear, kinda gone going through same experince took time off it ain't easy but it def show you who really there for you and it allows you to get your mental straight, funny how this video happened to fall in my lap glad yous back missed your energy W video

This is honestly the most human thing I’ve seen on yt bro. I felt this so much. Been in that for a while now and finally realised my worth and I’ve distanced myself from a lot of people. Because I realised being alone is actually better than staying in the spot I was. Kind of comforting knowing someone feel kind of how I feel. You can lose people and replace people, but don’t lose yourself.

GLAD YOU BACK GANG!

Hey Fanum I doubt you ever see this, I’m 19 lost my dad 3 years ago and this video hit every point I had in my head, thank you for giving answers and clarity where I needed it, you’re appreciated more than you know wanum!😁

No joke. I found Fanum literally 2 weeks ago no joke. I’ve been hooked ever since. Dude is special God sent no joke. He has helped me with my mental and staying true to myself. 👏🏾🙏🏾👍🏾 God did

AWAKENED FANUMMMM!! My boy connected with his chii! I think a lot of people needed this bro especially me, I think everyone be goin through some sh*t and for Someone as influential as you to be open about it and share what you know is great bro.

Good to see ur back😤

Damn. I feel this Fanum. I was good to the wrong people, and I DID change. I stopped being friendly and putting myself out there. I adopted a different mentality in order to survive in life. You deciding not to change is admirable. Makes me wanna get back to my genuine self. Appreciate you. Welcome back. ♥️

almost everyday i use this vid to keep pushing forward and try to stay positive. really happy he made this motivated vid

Nah Fanum u don’t even realize bruh how much I need this cuz I’ve been going through the same shit ong last year was dead the worst year of my life I lost a lot, was left behind, used and it got to the point where I was like do I gotta change to win to be on top cuz I would just keep losing so hearing this from u is fr and see u getting better u giving me hope and giving a new point of view on life fr much love brodie glad u back and in good health

7:30 - 7:50 I felt that so much! That really hit me… your such a great person! Hardest worker on RU-vid I’ve ever seen! Really came from nothing and stayed himself and didn’t act like nobody else but himself! A class act. Almas respect for you Fanum! WANUM 4 LIFE

this is literallly the greatest thing I've seen in a while. Nothing but straight motivation and good vibes from this, even in his down moments he gave us gems bruh, we appreciate you gangy, and we glad you back, welcome!!!

Mental health is a serious thing & we need to know how to separate ourselves from everything and work on ourselves. I’m late but I’m just happy that you’re back and uploading and speaking about things that been bothering you. Love you fanum ❤️ and thank you for the words of encouragement I needed to hear it 🙏🏽 you made me cry

Damn this made me cry. It is good to see you back and doing your thing. I really feel like this year has been the year of exposure and healing. Sometimes if hard when things get revealed to you in ways you weren’t prepared for. But God will never give you anything you can’t handle. And when you are feeling overwhelmed pray and do the things that make you happy.

Moral of the story: don’t let nobody change you, just change who you’re good to. Move tact and stay woke! - Wanum🦋

Really been feeling a similar way bro, “apply the same energy people give to you’’ because ultimately you have your self at the end. Also be good to the people that are good to you💯-appreciate you Fanum takes courage to talk about what your going through most people aren’t built like that✊🏽💯

W video bra.. stay spreading ya good energy

De lo mío 💫 finally back 😤

it’s great to see u back fanum. this hit me hard fr because i fucked up recently with one of the best people i ever met in my life, and hearing whatchu said is helping me re-evaluate the way how i operate within my life. preciate this vid, fr. looking forward to the fye content u dropping, troupe!

Fanum u don’t understand how much I needed this video I started to tear up cuz u made me realize shit that I was soo accustomed to and that I don’t gotta change I just gotta change who I’m good to and I will forever remember those words from this day on Thank you fanum truly Lotta love from HTX

9:08 “Don’t stop being a good person, just change who you being good too” Needed to hear that

This hit me hard af & I hate how much I overthink but to know that I’m not alone helps, Thank you Fanum

Watching this made me tear because I connect with you sooooooo much. Being a good person really sucks because not everyone deserve your genuine heart. But you got this Bro! We support and love you. I’m a new fan and II love you. You got this! Take all the time you need to get you together. Sometimes venting is it.

I need to hear this message man this was at the perfect timing cuz I’m in the middle of transformation but I hit a few road blocks and I kept fumbling. But u gave me the clarity I needed to keep it pushin and stay focused on what I’m tryin to achieve

Whats crazy is even since October I developed some intrusive thoughts, anxiety and depression. The fact that now I’m 100% back and seeing things in a different way makes me realize how crucial and important mental health is. I used to be a non believer, now I pray every time I wake up and every time I lay down. God helped me to keep 10 toes down. I pray every day for those WHO NEED MENTAL HEALTH STABILITY, and trust me, those moments when you think you’re going crazy, you’re actually not, you’re just a human being who needs and is falling to the ground to find your inner self and wake up 100x times better. Hope y’all stay safe. And please… seek for help, we humans and trust me, after a 1st session everything’s going to change. God bless y’all!

So crazy because I’ve felt the same exact way you were describing in this video , it made me happy knowing you healed around the same time that i did . Confidence at an all time high right now , thank you for sharing this with us gang sometimes you gotta talk about the shit you go through to get past it . Go df up Fanum , nothing stopping you now .. stars , moon and whatever after 💯

I love how genuine he is and him as himself I could see there was sum off a lil wit the way he was acting but I’m just glad he’s back he took the time off for himself and him meditating to get back on my spiritual journey and keep going even though I be mad depressed he really gave me motivation and I appreciate it bc I really appreciate the talks he be havin even if he can’t see us listening THANK YOU FANUM!!!💙

Wow Fanum, I identified with this so much. I didn’t realize it at the time, but I went into a full fledged depression I would say around the time I finished college last spring. It was a rough period and I’m not where I want to be, been battling myself for a while. I’ve always been super future oriented but because my path shifted I freaked. I questioned everything in my life and was starting to fall into some sort of quarter-life crisis or something. It’s almost like the world and time was moving but I was still stuck in last year, I grew cold. But one thing you said in this really stuck out to me, “stop playing with your potential.” Regardless of my past failures my future is still bright and I gotta stop doubting that, just push forward and leave the past in the past. I also find it hard to fw people that I know in my soul aren’t genuine which makes me carry huge burdens of resentment making it extremely hard for me to trust. I peeped fake friends who enjoy seeing me struggling but I believe that one day I’ll find my people. It’s hard facing this alone but I’m just so shamed about it and I’m already an extremely private person to begin with. Nonetheless the first and most important step is being honest with yourself and what you’re going through. Allow yourself to go through it but don’t stay there. Anyways enough about me, I’m glad you’re doing alright and took the time you needed to recharge; maybe I will be able to do the same soon and not feel totally guilty about it. I’m most definitely saving this in my favorites for future references cause I know I will be revisiting this lol. Stay elevated my dawg, love. 💯🖤

so beautifully well-spoken fanum. it's so obvious you have a pure heart, these realizations are some of the hardest parts of life, but also the most important. I am so happy for you. sending all the love and support, we need the people like you ! ❤

I feel your energy Fanum, I’ve been through this shit & it’s something beautiful. I woke up and just realized shit, some things are beautiful & some things are ugly. But at the end of the day you gotta keep good vibes for shit to be better. I feel your frequency and as soon as I started this video your energy seemed WAY MORE different but in a better way. Good luck with this journey my brotha I’ve been on the same one for a minute now🌱

This shit made me shed a tear glad you back Fanum ❤️ I’ve been watching you since I was in the 7th grade back when you had your old channel. Now I’m a senior in hs. Time really flies by. I’m glad you feel better stay blessed Fanum🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️

Bro I’m really going through the same shit I lost myself 4 years back and now I’m trying to find myself or “ my happiness “ and what you said really just made me open my eyes like deadass deadass. I really shed a tear watching this video thank you fanum 🙏🏽‼️

Fanum this prolly your best video ever

This deadass made me shed some tears because you energy is so AWAKENING that it really taught me somethings in life. I love how you put your all in this video to tell us knowing all you've been through I hope you know that no matter what we will always be there for you and will always support u . But I have to say when you said "be a good person to the right people" really opened me because I've been to some shit that I had no choice but to change and I was depressed for months trying to figure out what was the reason I just couldn't move on and change I was scared but this about "finding yourself" has really encouraged me to start focusing on my self and doing things for my self and day 1s . I hope you know how many people you have helped/ opened with this one video and WISH YOU THE BEST COMEBACK -- ALL LOVE TO YOU - WANUM

I know exactly what fanum is going through right now. He’s going through an identity crisis. It took me 4-5 years of very very intense soul searching and self reflection to find out who I am and what I wanna be and stand for as a person. I didn’t get over that till probably late 2021 early 2022 type shit. Keep doin ya thing fanum for real. Cuz when you finally hit the end and you feel that clarity it’ll all be so worth it gang.

This video made me feel a lot of ways man thanks for being back and posting this. Right from the beginning talking bout how u felt like u weren’t here I felt that more than ever the last 4 years of my life have been like that and it’s hard explaining that to people. Listening to someone with such a big influence feel the same ways I feel makes me feel like there’s just someone there for me even tho we don’t know each other idk thanks for the video man 💚

I understand how u was feeling for the year cause I’ve been feeling that same way recently but all we gotta do is just give our time to ourselves and once we ready get back into it💯

Thank you for coming back. I’m glad you took some time for your mental health. I thought about you and sent many positive vibes ❤️ I figured you needed a mental break I’m just glad to see you’re ok and getting to a better place. You did some deep healing and I’m sure you have more healing to go through.

Damn didn’t even know he going through stuff people with the brightest smiles are going thru it behind closed doors 💯 glad to see you doing better

Deadass I’m glad ur bacc Fanum , whole time you don’t even owe us no explanation . You a grown ass man, we just glad you’re getting those pieces together. Big Ws , hope all is well or at least gets better. Live in the present my boi 💪🏽

This was 2 years ago wow thats crazy time flies but anyway if you are reading this message i want you to know that Jesus Christ loves you and you can come to him with all your troubles and if you pray to him and pray for things you need believe he will give it to you and it will be done god bless everyone

definitely needed this fanum. been going through alot mentally and you really speaking to me right now. you have given me some inspiration man. much love and glad to see your back ❤️

Man this touched my soul ...... definitely teared up! Fanum thank you frfr I know so many people can feel this but its hits different when know your not alone and the only one who goes through this. Anxiety is real depression is real and the fact that you opened up about this on such a big platform is so brave and incredible and simply God talking through you . Thank you for the word #realtalkwithfanum. I hope you have a blessed day keep shining! Thank you for the extra push!

Let’s go Fanum we all missed you gang, time to run it up again

I remember when around the time before this video uploaded, he was tweeting depressed stuff and inconsistent with content creating. After this he changed and started working harder on himself and his craft. Shows if you focus on your passion, yourself and take action you can turn things around quickly.

It’s good to see a genuine Fanum, raw and intact with his feelings and checking himself. That’s how things really be sometimes you gotta close off to find yourself and silence the noise and outside of social media. This W WANUM. Lesgetitttt Fanum #TROUPE

I felt everything you done said… crazy how you explaining shit that I’m just going through. Much love Brodie ‼️

Bro needed this fr I been going through shit but good people with good hearts like us will always stay good don’t sweat it ❤️🙏🏼

Bro me and fanum relate so much. I’m glad someone else is like that. Idk how to put in words but like journey of building yourself up while other people aren’t it seems like they got it easy but the investment to get to a better version is worth it. I’m not there but I’ve been feeling like I’m almost there like it’s getting hard and I know that means it’s gonna get better as long as I stay strong and keep pushing when I get there it’s gonna be pure money.

Wanummmm I’m glad your back. A break is always needed to get your mind right!❤️

On some no weird shit, I shed a tear when bro was talking about how he thought he had to change. Reminded me of when one of my guys told me that too. Happy you back gang

When Fanum just talks about life it makes me want to be a better person. This shit brought me back to when I used to watch his story times a few years ago. Im glad to see hes doin better and how far he came.

I felt the pure-hearted energy thru the video. Felt this message on so many levels that I shed a tear. Hope u keep on this path king 🤝💚

This video brought back old vibes from your storytime days. Glad to hear you're doing better and back!!! This was a real ass video, and you were speaking some real shit fr. All Love, Wanum on top all 2022!!!

it feels good to hear from fanum damn near almost cried he always leaves the troupe with something special

This really came at the right time man. You don’t know the influence things like this has on ppl. Such a positive light on the world

Real positivity and love❗️

I went through the same thing Fanum and I still am moving on from it I understand everything you saying to the fullest and I know it’s hard to comprehend and explain sometimes. You only are realizing this now because of all the accomplishments you made, it all builds up to a point. Your evolving and I hope your proud of yourself. Love fanum keep going dont forget what you came from

Damn dawg. I’m going through the same shit, and it’s hitting hard TODAY and seeing this video gave me a new perspective. I appreciate you sharing this dawg. Keep grinding And continue to spread goodness

Prayed that whatever was going on would work itself out. Take care of yourself first and foremost Fanum. We love you always!

I'm truly grateful for any trial and tribulation you choose to share my man. This is really hittin different for me and the thoughts that've been turning in my head. Much love to you and anything you decide to do in the future!

My guy Fanum welcome back Brodie it's good to see you back on it. We all happy to see you back bro and happy that you're doing better. There's nothing wrong with taking care of yourself, you're health overall is the most important thing. WE LOVE YOU FANUM! Bronx Gang!! 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾

Missed you very much, happy you back Fanum glad to see you doing well, your mental health is always #1 priority so always do what makes you happy gang, and we will always understand if you need a break ❤️

I’m not gonna lie I needed to hear this man I been going through so much man being used , and this video was exactly wat I needed to hear , thank you Fanum for your words bro truly thank you , I’m glad that your on a better road to positivity brother stay safe

Year later this vid calls to me and is exactly what I need to hear. Recent in my life been down in hole for a min and it’s been rough I’m sure you understand but I just wanna say thank you for being you and helping us out here trying to be real to world when nothing real comes back this vid mad me shed a tear fs

this almost made me shed a tear, i needed that lil speech u did as a wake up call, its not gone be easy but, yah, im so fucking glad that ur back and better, and im happy u said fuck dat and never changed because u are an amazing person, WANUM IN THE FUCKING BUILDING MAN

I speak for everyone when i say we missed u!😢 hope u been good brotha❤️

Bro I was literally so down mentally, just a few moments ago. Seeing you back and returning g with such energy made me smile from ear to ear man. We missed you, I'm so glad to hear your back

What you had is for sure is a spiritual awakening