There is a reason I inch my way into a swimming pool. I am protecting my body from shock. So it’s a health thing for me. My father had a friend many years ago who on a very hot summer day went from driving in a hot car with no air conditioning down to a reservoir, he jumped in and was found floating moments later in the water face down. The freezing cold water suddenly coming into contact with the temperature of his body caused him to have a heart attack. He couldn’t be resuscitated. So this is why I acclimatise to the water before I go swimming. People do the same thing before entering a bath tub to bath. My husband used to say to me let’s get the important things done and out of the way and don’t procrastinate. So I totally agree that we shouldn’t put the things that we hate doing last on our list. I myself like to tackle the uncomfortable things first.
I'm psycopath in almost all clinic aspects. I noted it. I was clinically told it. And it's not the end of my world. Being honest, it was liberating. It helped me to understand better the differences I have, and how to see it socially, in special with my family. We can see we aren't demential, but there is something wrong. I have facility to see (and deal with) bad intentions on people action and arguments.. beyond any narrative. People say that I even speak to their soul, due to the deepness and empathyless. No fear; no sad feelings (I laugh even with burn animals and I don't cry for death); no anxiety; no shame; no depression; no mercy; addicted to adrenalin and risky situations; "feline look" (charming); narrow focus and cold mind on situations of danger or pressure; no hesitation. ... and thare are other not so positive traits (alter ego is real.. I uses to burn, play and speak with dead animals when I was a kid... I almost died several times... I definetly don't value words, pain and emotions as society expect). I also feel satisfied when I dream burning people alive. I've already watched a man burn (in a car accident that I was involved). The only 'regret' I feel is that I didn't kill him before his ending (he died). He was innocent.. me too. But he died in very disturbing ciscumstances. It helped me when I found some bad guys too.. speacially dangerous psychos, death threats etc. It's not easy to assume my nature.. I'll never deny how far it lead me through this continuous cold mental storm.
@@tone3560 , it's a deep question... it appears to be an unintentional public searching for a tangent point between me and my alter ego. An acceptance monologue, at the end.
Psychopaths always, always, always make chilling comments. I dated enough of them to realize this. 8 out of 10 times, they will say at least 1 chilling comment to you. (This is a red flag to get outta dodge) Heck, it doesn't even have to be bad. When my most recent ex (psychopath) and I were dating, they pulled me into a room and sat me down, saying we needed to talk. The room went cold, dropped at least a few degrees. Then the psychopath leaned over their chair, leaning towards me confidently, calmly, and cooly and asked me "Are you cheating on me?" I wasn't, so I answered honestly and said "no". This appeased the monster and I watched them, well, turn "back on". The air returned and I could breath again. I excused myself and went to the bathroom to compose myself after the incident. I returned to them happily watching football, cheering when their favorite team scored a point.
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Ensconced in his Cotswold Citadel. From where he employs a cadre of rogue Russian Telepaths who remotely take control of a different celebrity every week. This week it's Chris Moyles🤜💥🤛
they just have procedural intelligence and struggle with semantic knowledge ..its possible they're scared of being painfully ignorant about the very thing that makes being a human extraordinary
