17 Unexpected and Unique Behaviours of OCPD (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder) 

1) Excessive need for knowledge 2) Procrastination 3) Avoid emails that require a reply unless one can do what needs to be done 4) Particular list of values, idea of people 5) Obsess over the small things 6) Obsess over the diagnosis of OCPD 7) Unable to answer a question concisely; need to clarify everything 8) Need to fix something straight away 9) Rigidity, especially rules 10) Excessive devotion to work at the expense of family or social relationship that leads to depressive burnout 11) Everything has to be fair & equal (unique symptom) 12) The need to master a craft 13) Obsessive research when making a purchase 14) A purchase has to be new, not used 15) Assuming others run on the same schedule 16) Skin picking 17) Constant self-analyzing, self-doubt, questioning ++ 18) Strong preference for shapes formed only by straight lines (polygons) in stuff you own, fonts, etc 19) Need to have a checklist for practically everything Can't thank you enough for sharing. It all makes sense now.

I have OCPD as well as BPD. thank you for reminding me I'm not alone ❤️

I would reaaaaally like to see something about the "depressive burnouts" you get after putting yourself under so much pressure. This topic is very dear to me because I've always known I have depressive tendencies but now I feel like I see myself a lot in ocpd and I told my therapist but even if he agreed, he can not diagnose me and he also told me that my depressive side is bigger than my obsessive side. Now I'm starting to feel like it all ultimately comes back to ocpd and not to depression (everything is sooooo accurate, even considering my bias!) So if you let me know your opinion on this I would be grateful forever ❤️ great content, ty!

I’ve recently been diagnosed with OCPD, and it made me really scared. You made me lose that fear, so thank you❤️

Exactly what I do and feel I wasn't even diagnosed yet. When I have something I like to do I became very obsessed and good of it. I thought I'm just creative but it's my obsession on wanting to do something that I want to do is obsession. I can be dedicated to something I love to do but neglect things I hate to do. I also have thoughts that I can't control not to think. My husband is annoyed that when I tell a story I keep repeating it because I thought that I haven't explained properly.

I am trying my best to live with a man who will not accept there is a problem with him and the behaviors I unfortunately have to watch him go thru - this describes him with utter clarity and I have searched for more information on this so thanks for this video. It is honestly a heavy challenge and he also has severe narcissistic behaviors - today I started looking for apartments for myself as the daily inconsistency and the battles over every single thing has made me feel like I am derailing and loosing myself it is truly the hardest thing to deal with and I wish all who have this disorder the best possible outcomes in their relationships - I should have been smarter about my choice with him as he has been thru three marriages now

I love your descriptions of these traits, it's incredibly validating to hear so many relatable observations. I really felt alone before being diagnosed; I knew nothing of the disorder and assumed I was just specially cursed and blessed. Thank you for making this content!

I love your sense of self acceptance, which ironically also has something to do with the problem of this disorder. I feel like so many people I know with OCPD are so desperate to be delivered from their suffering and will seem to compulsively do so many different things trying to decrease the suffering.

Me; diagnosed with BPD, finding out about OCPD, Watching a million videos - including this video, to procastinate putting my laundry away, while googeling "how to organise your closet perfecrly"... Well, i have to talk with my doctor... but jezz, this is only 6 mins in..

Nice descriptions. The crossover with disorders like these and learning disabilities is interesting. Cool music too!

I was diagnosed with this recently (ish-I was in denial and procrastinated researching it for awhile lol) and relate so so much to the self doubt and self gaslighting about actually being neurodivergent and feeling like you’re lying when you’re not

I am about 20 minutes into your video and am enjoying to know that I am not alone, but also know that OCPD has been a problem for relationships I have been in (but I do enjoy aspects of OCPD too). One thing to note that has helped me SO MUCH is minimalism. I am very intentional with what I buy and keep which I know I become rigid with, but, it does help because I don’t spend so much time and energy having to organize many things (because I don’t have many things) and it is also better for the planet, etc…. lol I could go on.

I deeply feel your pain. Stay strong, may god set you free from suffering.

So relatable!! Not diagnosed but I struggle with it.

Omg. I identified with literally everything you said HAHA fuck ! ADHD as well. Please keep posting, it feels so good to know I’m not fuckin psychotic for this stuff! And even if I am. Idk.... I want to see your thoughts, progress, etc. because it’s destroying my relationship and it breaks my heart.

Literally went into a spiral of watching videos about OCPD because all these symptoms seem to match how I function and I never felt so understood until I have watched these videos because they gave me an AHA moment!!! I am literally struggling in my second year of university because I can't submit assignments that I don't find "perfect" so I either never end up submitting them or I submit them super late and get a grade penalty. And then, I feel that I can't even ask for help because I feel that I deserve the grade penalties because I didn't do what I was supposed to do so I "should" be punished. Literally had this conversation with one of my professors and it took their intervention for me to start reaching out for help and hopefully, when I go for my diagnosis I get some answers on whether I have adhd/ocpd or a co-morbid of both....

I’ve never felt something so relatable 😂 it’s like funny, not funny. Thank you so much for this ♥️

Thank you for this video. I "forgot" I was diagnosed with OCPD since my psychiatrist was unavailable for years. I retired from work and changing my schedule and objectives made me think I was ok. Now I know it is still here, I luckily was able to see my psychiatrist and listening to all the exemples you gave in the video took a lot off my shoulders....I understand better and I am not alone 🥺.

Learning about OCPD reminds me of my time in high school. I used to procrastinate a lot because I really struggled to focus on schoolwork and so when I would have assignments that were due last minute, even if I got some of it done, I wouldn’t turn it in. If they were done half-assed and wasn’t done exactly how I thought it should be done, I just wouldn’t turn it in because it wasn’t good enough.

Almost all is true about me. For example, I have 1 week left to make 2 articles, but my pupils asked me for a list of words, so I spend 2 days now making it, made 14 pages already, and it has to be perfect, so it has present and passive forms, prepositions that go with it, and transcription, and they are divided in topics (and I'm just wondering if they are divided correctly), and inside that, they are listed in alpabetical order. I was still making that list while listening to you. And when I make a lesson, I think I have an obligation to explain every tiny detain, otherwise a rule I present won't be true. And if I make a mistake, it's a tragedy, so I keep checking everything, lest I do. Etc. I could simply send them a list from a book, but it's not in a form I think would be best for it. So instead of wasting 10 minutes for it, I'm wasting 14th hour or so.

So I accidentally came across a video yesterday that spoke about OCD and OCPD and I had never heard of OCPD before that video.. as I watched I began to cry as I realized that my whole view on my life/self was basically a lie... watching this video made me realize something else.. I'm not alone in this. And people out there know what I go through. I have every single problem that was stated in this video except for number 14. I love buying things secondhand because it is a cheaper, more frugal way of doing things.. although, as you said, I do NOT like getting electronics secondhand and will avoid it if I have the money to get it new instead. I don't know if the fairness bit is an uncommon trait or not, but I definitely felt that one and the need to clarify things. People get so frustrated when I'm talking to them.. telling me they already understand what I'm saying but I tell them NO you DON'T. You couldn't possibly because I haven't explained it properly yet. I died laughing about the researching thing.. it just took me 12 days to order my daughter a doll. 🤣 and the skin picking. Oh my. I wish I could just stop that. Everything else was spot on as well. I'm glad people can relate!

Thank you for posting this. This was a really good (and relatable) list.

This is me. Yes I also have the diagnosis, but omg how I feel seen. then university, work > several burnouts and then a full on breakdown. Now doing much better after years in therapy, but oh how much more it is than "just being perfectionist".)

I’m self diagnosed and there are only a few that I don’t relate to. I buy used stuff a lot because I’m very frugal. Also it’s rare that I master a craft. I bounce around from hobby to hobby. In the beginning I obsess over the hobby and hyper focus on it for a bit until I’m suddenly over it. I’ll often come back to obsessing over it again down the road but I bounce around so much that I never get to the point of mastering anything. The one about preferring shapes with straight lines is interesting because I love plaid. I hate to admit it but when people do things in a way that I find stupid it can actually infuriate me. For example someone in my family keeps putting the outer shower curtain inside the tub. I’ve told them a bunch of times that the outer one STAYS outside the tub. So now when I see it in the tub again I get instant rage coursing through my body. Stupidity and not having common sense really bothers me big time. I believe I also have adhd and I feel the two disorders are constantly at odds with each other, yet amplifying each other. Like people think I’m organized and responsible because I make lists but I have to make lists because my mind is so chaotic and easily distracted.

Watching your video was the first time that I laughed in a long time. It was so good to hear someone who honestly get OCPD. You said so many things that are true to me. The part that made me giggle is being asked to stand in the square. Covid is awful, but some of the rules make my heart happy. ❤️

I know more than most people on many topics, but can't articulate what I know. So much info is crammed in my brain that it expresses more as a familiar feeling to me, or a scene in my mind ,..that would take too long for me to organize into understandable responses in conversations.

It's great to actually see the perspective of someone who has OCPD, a lot of the resources out there are derived from third-person accounts. I highly suspect that my ex-girlfriend has OCPD, but I only found out about this long after the breakup. She was incredibly productive, but also extremely rigid, stressed and worried. I can name almost any instance where she showed one of the traits mentioned above. I don't want to get into details here though. The thing was that I have an anxiety disorder and that was kind of "similar", but also very different, so we were good for each other and also very bad. In the beginning she was almost a perfect girlfriend, just as she wanted me to believe of her. She was attractive, driven, nice, intelligent, everything, and she had chosen me. It was perfect in my view and I didn't deserve her. She put so much pressure on herself to be the best version of herself, and I tried to alleviate that pressure by telling her how good she does and that she doesn't need to do this, but it didn't really help. She was so concerned about how good she could perform that she could only accept spending time with me every few weeks and only for very little time. I accepted that for a long time, but it also felt limiting and it led to an erosion of trust and happiness over time. It could also feel like a slight, like she didn't like me, as I didn't really understand OCPD and how to behave, even though I think I understood where she was coming from in some way. I put pressure on myself as well, but I couldn't perform nearly as well as she did, as I am piss-poor and socially anxious and very dependent on others, different to her. I tried to compensate all of that by helping her at her work and at her home, by listening to her work-related frustrations, by being supportive, but over time that wasn't enough. She got more distant each month, she stopped kissing me, didn't tell me she loved me anymore, then she didn't want to have sex anymore, but didn't explain it at all. During that time she had an extreme amount of work-related stress, got sick and then stopped talking to me because she felt so weak about it. I tried to help her, but I just couldn't really do so, as our communication got less and less. I felt like she was slipping away from me. And in that particular moment, when I felt like our relationship was at a dead-end and that it was about to die, she told me that she wanted to move in with me, even though it was the wrongest time and place to do so and just showed how much she overburdened herself. I wasn't against that idea, but the timing was awful and our relationship felt so brittle and overburdened that it scared me. I had felt so guilty about burdening her with my presence and my little interests that it got worse and worse. I needed to talk about soooo many things that I had pushed away until she would feel better, so these things weren't resolved, but I was also too worried that I would hit her with conflict during such a challenging time for her, so things built up and they exploded into the fore later. I had bottled up so many issues that were wrong with the relationship, the guilt, her lack of compromise, her anger issues, some weird things that had just never been properly explained or discussed. And when she was so mired in her work-related troubles (and they were HUGE), my anxieties rose, as our relationship went so badly and made me feel bad and unhappy too. And when she took me to a place where she had wanted us to move in together and we had a small conflict later, I had a panic attack and had to leave the room and go for a walk. It wasn't that she had behaved so badly. It was just a result of the extreme lack of proper communication that was going on and my own issues of feeling backed into a corner and having to ignore my own issues to not burden her, which just triggers panic attacks in me. I also have fears of intimacy and commitment, especially if I feel weak, isolated and dependent. It was a point of no return. Our relationship was killed that day and a few more months later, after which her work-related troubles and her health problems had been reduced, but our communication problems and my anxiety levels were still bad, she broke up with me, citing things that we never really properly discussed. I blame myself for not having discussed those issues, I blame myself for having been too anxious to have this conflict and to say what I wanted. I blame her and her OCPD for increasing my anxiety levels needlessly and for not allowing us time and energy to talk things out properly. But who knows, maybe if I had been more direct, she might have felt criticized and attacked and her OCPD could have gotten worse... I don't know. I only know that it's a huge problem if you fail to set boundaries and try to be nice too much to not trigger her own insecurities, because I think she loved me specifically because I did everything I could to prevent any inconvenience or psychological trigger for her, setting her needs above my own (even if she probably did the same in some way). In the end, it was kind of a weird, problematic mix. I still think that she could be an awesome person, but both our psychological issues killed this relationship. Communication is key and if I had known about OCPD back then and behaved a bit differently, I might have been able to save our relationship, who knows. I regret how all this went, but the harsh judgmental way she treated me after the breakup also forced me to realize that it ended up being a very unhealthy relationship where I'm not sure if I could have sustained it for long even before that, as I had amassed major anxiety problems and other things like that during the last stages of the relationship. In the end I learned a lot about the importance of communication and I only erased her number from my phone a few days ago, after I had already accepted 6 months ago that she would never take me back. Still all of this is a lesson to be learned for the future, regardless of OCPD. Thanks for reading this, dear reader.

I have an urge to classify & stratify things, write them down using the best handwriting possible, make meticulous detailed plans and lists. I listen to the tiniest of details of my songs - multiple times over and over again, until my mind is convinced that it’s good enough to upload !!

Thanks, this helps. I live with somebody who presents OCPD about some specific tasks or events like your #6 or procrastination, or sorting the wash, but works overtime to rationalize the behaviors when they are pointed out. It's not that I don't present, certainly for different tasks or events, but when somebody says that's what it is, I'm not going to deny it and will work to change if it impacts somebody else negatively. I do these things because I derive enough pleasure from them, myself and hope they don't rain on anyone else's parade. The #6 item is a killer, because it makes ill use of someone else's time. Staying busy is important to anyone who might experience existential dread; perfectionism, though, is an underachievement, ironically enough. It's the enemy of the good, because it blocks us from doing well or achieving quality.

if one shouldn't obsess over their diagnosis, how does one overcome or manage their diagnosis?

Anyone who had problems in composition lessons at school? I mean, the teacher comes in and says "Today we'll write a composition on the topic , and you are expected to turn your composition in till the end of the class. What about turning in papers?

When I was diagnosed with OCPD and started to research I found a lot of people with ocpd suffered from skin picking and it makes me feel so understood because I have picked my entire life and have tried so hard to stop but I can’t!

I have OCPD, BPD, MDD, and MAD and Jesus christ you hit all the ticks for what I do like the first one. Trying to find as MUCH info as possible that it takes up all my time.

HELL YEAH, EDEN! Coming in strong with this vid ❤

Thanks for posting. I usually regard Perfectionism as my Super Power. Until my diagnosis and realized how annoying my behavior can be. Left of Center !

I always have to plug my phone in around 85-83 % n won't sleep or unplug it unless it's 100-97% .

As someone with diagnosed OCPD I still struggle to see or have anyone explain to me sufficiently why “we” the OCPD are “Wrong” I feel we are the superior people and we do things to strive to make things better. I will do anything for anyone but certainly will not go out of my way, I want peace and zero drama always and never put my issues on others until I’m forced too because people seem to simply not understand enough to just listen…. I am an all or nothing type of guy and can be on either extreme of perfection or perfect chaos. Nobody understands “us” other than ourselves and I use so much energy everyday linking and finding connections and managing everything to make sense and show my intentions are actually truly genuine to others.

Thank you for being so vulnerable!!

This is so helpful, thank you.

Excellent video! Waiting for more

You might enjoy the book You are not so smart by David McCraney. It’s about cognitive biases

Thanks for this video, its the first I've seen from you. At the end you disclaimer yourself pretty heavily (only 40 subs at the time) but this is very honest and relatable content that isnt reliant on a massive following to relate. Thank you for being candid about the topic.

You are amazing . I learned alot of things through ur videos and i think it will be an edge if u uae more calm music in the background

These points really resonate with me

Watching these videos abiut OCPD make me want to cry... I am trying to prove I was recently misdiagnosed with this but there is too much information confirming I have it... the more I research, the more evidence I have I may be wrong. But I can't stop until I am either convinced or I find something that confirms I do not have OCPD...

My adhd and ocpd overlaps and its soooo stressful.

So much of this is me.

At this point, I'm about 95% sure that I have OCPD. In addition to the research I've done, most of these I can relate to. Even the need to be fair.

Thank you so much, could you please share the support groups link

Wow- such an interesting video. I have just OCD, but i can really relate to the need to know and research anything. it’s not anxiety for me, i might just be way too curious for my own good. I ended up being a teacher because i do it so much. I think i’ve chalked it up to hyperfixation. brains are so cool

I would have found you before if I had researched hard enough. Now I feel guilty for it. So I'll go back to hard researching again No kidding Eden. This is what I'm feeling watching this

Wow, so much of this resonated with me. Thank you for sharing.

Is there a background music to this? I can't listen with that in the background! :(

Could a person who has this be really neat and perfectionist as a child yet have a huge shift and get hoarder like and not very competent as an adult yet loathe that my place is messy ( I will get up middle of the night to do a few dishes I can’t stand in the sink yet most of the rest of the place is a cluttered nightmare ) I don’t like living in a mess, it makes me feel insane. I have to factor in hardly being able to sleep, other mental and physical issues and brain receptor damage interfering with getting it done. Oh my gosh, I think I might this now but overlapping with the Adhd and anxiety and depressive disorder. I was told the lazy not trying enough too and dramatic. I have severe insomnia so I can’t get things all need and my brain is more messed up from not sleeping from anti anxiety medicine. I didn’t even finish high school but was kinda perfectionist about homework and my room being clean and messing with my skin. I can tell my habits of running dishes a bunch and certain things are annoying though I also don’t want to be told this I also majorly over explain and can’t get to the point and get panic about a rambly email or appointment where I yet again rambled into horrific tangents and talk to myself way too much to go over it in my head and try to explain myself as though I am taking to the person. Also avoid emails or texts being asked to do something I can’t do or like I didn’t sleep so I can’t hang but other times I don’t ghost and blurt out a ramble how I can’t but if it’s being asked to do something I’m not feeling ok to do I get intense rage and anxiety and just sometimes won’t answer I feel really critical With romantic relationships and family, the laundry thing too. This is maddening. Research stuff too much too online and make myself feel crazy. I know this is too long and nightmarish but I’m leaving this comment for now 😬 Thank you for the video

I just recently discover what OCPD is on a conversation about one of my clients masters degree lectures. I was not sure what was the difference of OCD and OCPD and decided to research so the next time I talk to my client I was more suited to the level of the conversation. Now I’m horrified that the symptom criteria describes my behavior since I was a child with a scary accuracy, now I feel like I’m nobody and all my personality is this disorder. Now everything is making so much sense about why people seem not to understand my fascinations, ahhhh I don’t even know how to tell anybody, I don’t trust my mom to tell her, she thinks I just need Jesus and religion and I have really strong existencial opinions. How can I tell my family? They gonna think I’m justifying being an asshole! 😭

Do you know how OCPD differs from autism?

It’s so hard to find a therapist in the uk that’s affordable that knows a lot about this disorder :( I just want to get better

8:55 you totally got me on this vegan point... It blows my mind that people can't stop consuming animal body parts and supporting cruelty to them, I don't want to accept that people are evil toward animals but the reality is that people who are not vegan are in fact evil toward animals >_

I was friends with someone with OCPD for over 20 years, it was annoying but then we started dating and then he moved in. I wish I had this knowledge beforehand. The relationship was also toxic for other reasons than him trying to control me. I haven’t not spoken to him in almost 2 years. The day everything ended I was relived. I felt like I was no longer being judged and no longer had to walk on eggshells.

Just watched this video today and I loved it. The way you speak, it’s so easy to follow along, very informative! I think I may have ocpd after realizing I have a lot of these traits. It started after the birth of my twins last year. Would you have any insight on the occurrence of ocpd or other disorders after childbirth? Thanks for the video, keep them coming!

Omg the laundry thing 😭😭😭 ahhhh

OMG this is mee, thank you so much

This is my first time watching your video. You said you have ND. I thought most of your points were more likely to be related to ASD traits. What do you think?

Lol. You got me laughing with recognition at trait #1.... I would read the dictionary and thesaurus, I couldn't study properly in university because I would look up every concept and subconcept, then the historical origins of a concept, the etymology of the scientific terms rather than learning

I have OCPD and I guess it's real bad because this was like getting roasted by a stranger...

Hello Eden, i would like to join the FB support group. Can you help with a link, please?? Thanks in advance

I think skin picking when you have cystic acne is super common. It's really hard to resist.

Ocd traits can overlap with autism a little bit, but ocpd is different. I can relate to some of your symptoms but to a small degree. Im not sure how i would be diagnosed if i saught assessment. Im almost certain i have neurodivergent traits and maybe ocd traits as well. My ocd feelings i can point them out and realise imediatly that they are unreasonable. I still feel annoyed, but much less when i can recognise it. And it helps me realise that im stressed or close to a meltdown. I get so much more irritated and annoyed, even over the smallest things that usually dont bother me.

Can anyone tell me how I can find that support group? I'm searching but not finding it.

Is it possible that an ocpd patient is total Messy, not arranging things , procrastinating , not bathing opposite to neatness, cleanliness etc ...

I think this is one of the most relatable videos I've found so far. Some of these behaviors I relate to (1-3, 6, 13, 16, 17), others (e.g., 8, 12, 14, 15) not so much. I got screened for ADHD recently, but my evaluation did not show any indication of ADHD, but I ended up being told that I "meet the diagnostic criteria" for OCPD (and persistent depressive disorder). Some of the diagnostic criteria I really don't relate to at all though. So I don't even know anymore... I'm in a PhD program though, so whatever it is, it's making my life a mess right now.

I want girlfriend suffering from OCPD so i can share my OCPD story with her and vice versa. Both can understand each other with empathy

Are their medications that can help with this while going thru therapy to help?

Finally I hear someone who thinks like me but isn't judgemental of it...the fact that I even said that tells you I have OCPD were are so predictable 😅

i hate to self diagnose, but i have trich hairpulling wich is OCD but i think with mine i may have aspi aswel. due to how i think and feel and struggle with other daily day to day things. :/ i thought about ADHD but im not sure if i resonate with the symptoms as much.. im gonna be looking into getting the diagnosis its just hard atm findint the moment as i have to build up to just do calls.. or even get energy to go to the place and speak to them and if something ruins my day my mood is destroyed and i cannot be around anyone if i feel fustrated. or destracted by everything/long hours of pulling .. there for no time.. its ultimate stress family dont understand my paragraphs they think me explaining is me complaining and going 'crazy' because its how i explain things to try make them understand me and they say im reading into things wrong. :( x

Hi! I just wanted to asked if someone was diagnosed with ocpd and taking medications. How long does it usually take before you get rid of the diagnosis? Thanks.

Researching the best quality product: 5hours.. Researching the cheapest products: 2 days... Deciding which one has the best qualty/price ratio: 1 week. ... And quite often that leads me to such a bad exhaustion from analysis and information overload, that I buy on the spot whichever product I feel best about at the moment. ---- Edited to add: I wrote this comment before I pressed play and heard that you bought the first ones off the list😂

Omg, the washing process. So much yes!

Sounds like you are just smarter and better then most

Nice see you and your content😊

When I was six years old my stepmother left me in a doorway with a note saying not wanted....

Informative but have a hard time listening to it because of the distracting background music/noise.

Ive been betrayed in 2 marriage s but it takes2 although i dontcheat or play with others heart a terrible ordeal for real

Never understood personality disorders until this 🤧 wtf this is really my personality huh

Just wow. I am 42 and just diagnosed with OCPD with ADHD. The OCPD feels more me to me. And I find it interesting how different we are yet so much the same. Like the example of being vegan. I think that is stupid but I understand the reasoning. I think the way we handle livestock is wrong and it actually links back to my beliefs in overpopulation and the lack of harmony with nature as a logical sustaining cycle. The other thing is I feel like I am fighting with myself with OCPD not necessarily being all that similar to ADHD. I feel like a contradiction of and to myself.

Please, stop talking about me!!!!

Hi Eden. I like your video but I hear music and it's a little distracting and harder to hear your lovely voice.

• Listening to your favourite song "from the perspective" of your favourite person

Ifreel guilty when I get on here and this happen like I'm in trouble Catholic upbringing maybe it is not proper😮😊

This is why you cant argue with me 💀

I didnt know being a generally asshole that doesnt stand out had a medical diagnosis.

i think i have ocpd it makes so much sense (imma talk to my therapist)

Mental cases going through life like an wrecking ball on otherwise happy and warm peoples lives...😂😂😂

Does anybody with OCPD randomly diagnose themselves with disorders and believe that for periods of time? Or is it just me

It makes me smile..all the f#&@& facts are true about me... 😂😂

When I was six years old my stepmother left me in a doorway with a note saying not wanted.......

I feel so personnally attacked.

That fucking repetitive thought. I hate it. It gets me all the time:(

Omg... this is me... I also have ADHD

Impastable (get it? Pasta....hahaha)