1st Year On Youtube Celebration 

Thanks very much Jerome, it's been a very interesting experience so far and I plan on doing this for many years to come. I'm glad so many people are getting so much out of my videos, and it makes my tinnitus spike a year ago seem like a positive thing if it allows me to help other people with theirs. Best of luck with everything.

This one was filmed about an hour after the other one, but getting a lot of that shit out of my head so I can just focus on relaxing and being relieved it's over went a long way to making me feel better. It really is just a case of emotional exhaustion that I've been suffering from and I'll be back to normal before long I'm sure. Might exercise later if I can sleep well enough actually, i've had back day to do next for over 3 weeks now, lol. I was just planning on focusing on the gaming stuff and had been at it for a few months at the point I saw your first video. Watching yours was inspiring cause it was exactly the kind of thing that drew me into youtube in the first place. It was raw, pure and uplifting, so I couldn't not make my own videos on the subject after seeing it. Since then things have grown massively for both of us and on the front of tinnitus we really are creating a unique community here, and youting in general couldn't of gone better in my first year in my opinion. Thanks again for the support, I can't say that enough. You and Amanda are wonderful people and I'm thrilled to know you guys.

Just glad to see your feeling better........ if you feel it would help then email me and fill me in on what happend. .. I want to know ...but its up to you. Yes email me what you have been doing with training and what equipment you have access to . Probably put you on a push pull programme ...cant go wrong with that. We will meet up again in the summer for sure. Good to see you looking more like your self again. Ade & Amanda.

I'm happy to go into details if you want but it's pretty much exactly what I said in the video. I've been trying to open up emotionally to deal with a few blockages from my teenage years (the stuff that got me into looking at health in the first place,) and this has been like a full on version of that, to the point that I find it a bit funny cause it fits with the whole "law of attraction" thing so neatly it's a bit hard to believe. It never would of happened had I done what I normally do and go with what my brain was telling me, but there is more to life than just intellectually dealing with the world and that's something I've been exploring. Anyway, I'll email you anyway with some of the details. I'm really appreciative of outside perspectives at the moment due to the nature of what I'm going through spiritually so your opinion would be great. I'll also let you know what I'm doing training wise, that'd be good to get sorted.

Hi Gray........yes email me.... look forward to hearing from you. Ade.

Cheers mate, much appreciated. Hope you've been well.

Thank you very much. My T has varied upwards a little, but I'm not surpised as I've been chronically stressed way past my limit for quite a while now. It'll come down soon I'm sure. Before this cropped up I was going to do a vlog talking about how I was noticing my T slowly creeping down, and at night I had a few days in a row where I nearly couldn't hear it, so overall I think my T is heading in a very good direction. Time will tell and I'll do an update soon once things have settled. You don't owe me anything, it's you guys that are doing the things you need to do to keep going, but RU-vid has a unique way of connecting us and we can draw strength from each other just like I talked about doing when watching gaming videos before I finally started making my own. I'm ecstatic beyond belief that in such a short space of time I've been able to make videos that have touched other people in the way that I needed back when my ringing was bad, and I hope that I continue to do this for a very long time to come as that's a rewarding feeling like no other. If I do nothing else with my life I've already done something to help others, and nothing can take that away. Take care mate, I hope you are doing well with any advice you got from me. Please do let me know if I can help.

Thanks very much. This is why I love youtube, we all can support and strengthen each other. I hope you've been well.

Cheers Flavia, glad you liked it. Catch u in the email soon.