It's no matter how much I plead to God, no matter how much I pray to inspire me guide me to be something else. It's obvious to me as of years ago, that I'm probably going to be what I am eternally to God totally recognized on Earth as being
I started to listen to your amazing music in 2014 and since then, I am an absolute Fan, never miss out on any of your mixes, continue the beautiful work!!!
The red tides of war shall rise... To meet the Herald of the Sword As miracles become legends So does the myth of a wandering knight Who visits upon the tombstones of the fallen Calling out the names of his comrades In the soundless dark of a bitter moon, ravens watch As the sky opens, a tale greater than kings and empires Is born anew. Yet there is no knight, no herald, no wanderer- Only a lost soul calling out to the stars Reciting a history long forgotten- but not forgiven.
"The blood of your enemies will turn the sky red and rivers will flow from their bodies to drown the land in crimson. Let the smell of iron warn all who dare to change you. Drink thy mead from their skulls as ye sit upon a throne made from their bones. Let the sky turn red with blood"
DAMN THIS IS RLY EPIC I LUVED IT😍❤ This remind me of warrior movies or like when something is RLY happening.... FA u made me insane with this, i listned to it once, but then, I cant stop listening to it over and over again. HOLY CRAP I LISTENED TO THE SECOND LAST ONE 1:58:35 AND THAT MAKES ME WEIRDLY INSANE LIKE I CANT STOP PLAYING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN
Have videos been deleted? I think I remember a couple of videos I think about somewhat epic music or for studying, they had like 4 volumes, one of them had an image of Megumin haha
In the nature of the Planet, in the eyes of animals, the soul and spirit, the beauty of life, like the cycle of rain, the constant transformation of nature.
I don't know what you mean by "Nature of the Planet", what about the eyes of animals? Eyes are a product of evolution, as is any diversity in life, soul and spirit do not exist, these are concepts that every person interprets differently, "beauty" is subjective and a personal opinion, nothing has the "attribute beautiful", but you have it a personal opinion, if things were beautiful by nature, every single person would have to find the same things beautiful, the water cycle is a normal, natural process, nothing about it is magical, you learn about the water cycle in elementary school, the constant change in life It's called "evolution", you should look it up.
I really don't know, but I'm meditating on maybe I'm much more powerful than I think that I am in how much I can impact the world, unconditionally illuminated, even if I don't say anything or physically move.
Here I am wrapped up thinking about something else based on how I think my life plans might be, and get this one that throws me off. Extremely difficult to believe everything I'm supposed to believe of myself because I'm illuminated. My reality doesn't ever match it at all. Then again I'm not allowed to be an atheist or unbeliever, because why mentalities in the world gets blamed. No faith in those that make me lose mine. No hope seen in those who make me lose hope. Can call me anti anything but never not a child of God, and if even moreso, even worse so.
Woke up this morning thinking about arch of the covenant countries. That's exactly what Spain is, and became before the voyages to The Americas, a union of all Abrahamic religions genetic lineages under Roman Catholicism. A Holy Grail.
A drifting soul sleeps alone With withering vitality from pain it must atone that is its reality Or so it is said When the sky turns red Whispers and whimpers can scarcely be felt When the pressure compounds higher Repent for the tragedy dealt and for the eternal fire Or so it is said When the sky turns red For when that beast is fed Not only will the sky turn red But so too will all who sought to starve it.
Yes, sometimes when i feel the music goes off track too much, because they are not meant for simply listening purpose but for production, so i edit them and rearrange things
That's why driving from Pensacola to Tallahassee it all looks like and feels like the SAME. I didn't feel safer until I was in the Sarasota area, even thought about staying there, but I met an Italian American woman from there, divorced and her story was also a nightmare, and she was temporarily living in the hotel. Of course also thought insane by insane ways. She was so intelligent and brave and had saved her daughter from Lyme disease through a special treatment in Germany, that had cost her $700,000 of her divorce settlement money to save her daughters life from a rare cancer caused by Lyme disease, and knew the Truth about it all
I'm personally not a vengeful type of woman, but God is. That's because if I was, I'd also have to be precise about all whys I'd have to be vengeful towards. After all all wrongs done to me empowered by the systems of two different countries, but God sees all globally overall whys.
It's hard to be focused on my personal life this way, because I find it all so massively important, besides extremely interesting. Yes it's very hard on me, but I'm also very mentally strong enough to be resilient. Exhausted I was with everyone else, especially my husband and mother, before I divorced and moved back from Spain, so don't even know how my mind continues to be strong enough to handle it all. Obviously burned out isn't an option when unconditionally illuminated. That's because even if feel momentarily exhausted, the eternal flame burns on in my mind, and if I put my soul force into it, its ROAR!!! As putting my inner strength into fifth gear. Vroom!!! Where it all goes, nobody knows. Mysterious ways.
Motivational music, especially when twice today, God has sent a red cardinal to me, including just now at past 10 pm, just sitting there in front of me, very peacefully and unafraid in branches of a tree. In a new place I have to have a cigarette. I was just thinking what was the little guy doing there so late at night. Messenger bird that God is with me. Earlier today there was a man there below me, just sitting in the garden area there, maybe Orthodox Jewish with his dark red hair and beard, his head covered but not by a yamaka, maybe under the classical European country cap hat that he was wearing, told me his name is Goody, and kept telling me that God is good. He said that he could imitate voices and that very few people in the world can do so. An angel sent, because he immediately began to speak to me, and we mainly spoke about spirituality, he asked about my religion and what did I think about it, and especially spoke about God, and how did I speak to God, how did we communicate? I explained. During that time the red cardinal first appeared today. Saw a stranger as the lyrics say, because today I asked God, why didn't I get any special angelic apparitions as most people in my circumstances with God do so? So God made it happen. Lyrics towards the end female sung. Anyways, at one point he stood up, walked through the trees area below me, repeating that God is good, and just vanished somewhere, probably around the corner of the building. Later discovered that he's a local musician, named Goody, and that's why he can imitate voices, playing instruments and singing as if in voices of other famous singers. He plays the fiddle and the guitar. A good soul that can be instrumentalized by God. The red cardinal continues making appearances, usually daily. I just saw Goody again, this time up near me close on the balcony, and he confirmed that he is Jewish, physically Eastern European with his big very expressive blue eyes, and waiting on the Messiah, and I just told him, don't be surprised if a woman. Jesus Christ was Jewish, and so is the blood of Christ. Have to take into account the ancient ancestry of Jesus Christ, that can be the line of Moses, Noah. Especially when I see so much flooding happening in the world, including where I don't like people there anymore at all. 14 years of dealing with premeditated wickedness intentions destructive parasitic effects towards me of zombies. Deceitfully don't find out that truth until there living it. All about ownselves group thinking zombies. All with own equally wicked connections to do whatever that feel like it to others. Certainly wasn't how my life was in Spain.
Obviously were forewarnings, long iguana outside the same day as the assassination attempt, and then red cardinal until he was back, for a couple of days, and now no more.
After what I've been put through and insisting on treating me with no respect, I don't care about what others think about me. If want it, it's mutual respect from the beginning. Just like it usually was and is in Spain. I don't go around thinking disrespectfully of others, but Zombies sure do. Repeated narcissistic judgemental disdain. As soon as I realize that's again happening, I don't care to know anymore about them. Their personal life issues are not mine to be forced to deal with. I know who I am, illuminated or not, and I don't have that type of psychological issues. I'm a worldly cultivated woman, proud of the type of people of where I came from, all of my beautiful experiences in my life in Spain, and their loss not mine. Remain being downtrodden in life. Deserve for me to have always acted like a Eurosnob. That would have saved me from what has happened here. I'd still be married and with my family and friends, worry free about my future and everything I lost in best quality care of me.
Here I am illuminated ongoing living a Mary Magdalene situation, and along comes Goody, but he left, and then I go back to the balcony area, and next appears the French teenager that saw sharks in the water the other day, and knew what kind of cigarettes I smoke and asks me for one and also leaves. This is crazy what God keeps doing and saying to me.
Judging by your dozens of comments on this video and their content, I have to assume that you are not doing well mentally and have no one to talk to, I'm really sorry, find a therapist.
My mother used to tell me about traits of Mother Mary, for example against arrogance and stubbornness, especially if on top wickedly so. Stories from Aragon. Provoke set backs until get over it. Mary Mary quite contrary towards Zombies. .
After all it is both biblical and historical the destruction of armies and navys through the strength of storms but especially through the strength of water
I feel like I'm just a minor drop in the bucket justification for what God already sees and going to do about it all anyways. Already was planned. Obviously was before I was born in the world. Logically so, as when exactly I was to be illuminated on Earth and where.
I was, am a constant victim of that local swamp establishment racket. In two counties but always were increasingly extending, further east in Florida and west in Alabama. Of the USA
